{i'll scream my lungs out at you.

dead dead and so dead

2009-03-29T16:20:00.003+02:00

hmm what happened exactly 9 mths before. hahaha. (K)

ahhhhhh, im so dead tomorrow.

trained, but guess its up t no use. shall go wash up and sleep. long day today. i havent been posting fr the longest time. but wtv, no time means no time, nothing exciting's happening in my life anyway. i've changed, to the worse. i know that. uh, hate myself. bye.

im so happy for you! :D

3 more days

2009-02-11T12:25:00.002+01:00

vday and 1 years screwed by cross country. ):
fabulous.

chain of test over, means now's chionging vday gift. i havent even done one. great. joanne lee chee lam i promise i'll give you a nice present since im skipping vday presents this year. hahaha. im sorry. ):

3 more days, im waiting. <8

all worn out

2009-01-20T15:00:00.001+01:00

I dread dance tmr.
I dread chem test tmr.

Im having headache now.
I feel like dyinggggggg. ):

Im going t sleep.

Ily, <8

chemistry kills

2009-01-18T13:19:00.004+01:00

okay, i apologise for the post below, i cldnt control. ):

okayokay, gladys and qilin came over to study today! :D chem was sooooooo unproductive, damn. chem's so alien. ): pop quiz tmr, class test on wednesday. i can just die right? yyyyyup, i know. but dear's helping me tmr, hope all goes welllll. (:

gladys and i did lit, good good. :D then we laugh quite abit. quite fun. :D her mum's funny! sounds nice. :D oh yes, jheong's borther's stingy. ahahha, so jheong took taxi, he took bus cause he dnt wna split taxi fare. hahaha.

dance made me have blueblack on my knee, doesnt matter, new dance. tiring, but i likeeeeeeeee! nicenicenice. :D okay. i promise never t take any oerf except for going for normal lesson so i have more time, and every after dance i'll meetup w people to study, :D

okay, im talking t dear. (gossiping) haha, in a good way. we're talking about studies now. :D

oh yes, 305's so fun, we went t west coast park, to pick litter supposedly, but we ended up playing. oh yes, we saw condoms on this big patch of grass. 3 pink, 1 green. ew right. and its like black. ew, okay. dont talk about it alr. hahaha. we played the flying fox thingy till the tcher chase us, then played ice and freeze, he chased us too, and the pyramid too. hahaha. damn funny. thennnnnn, we had class picture! at the pyramid. :D
two. mass class one lah, but few're not in, careforce, councillors. ):

took alot of pictures w alicia, wy, jheong and huihui. :D we climed t th top of th pyramid tgt, and gladys took a pictures for us. :D very sweet. hahaah. individual pictures were cute! i likeeeeee. hahaha. oh yes, i like the flower on my head, but i lost it in th hall. ): nvm. love'll get you home. hahaha, okay im going crazy. i shall go study chem, torture myself better than torturing dear tmr. <8

lovelovelove. <8
iwyfl,r.

We're the Aw35ome one, please.

2009-01-13T12:02:00.005+01:00

Oh my, i need encouraging quotes to phyco myself.
I feel lost, weak and confused(weiyuan,haha).

In any way, i cant wait for tmr, 11mths♥!
ohmanzxzx oh manzxzx.

I think i've changed a lot. ): I've became a pessimist, sadist(my mum said so), and whatever thing bad. And I've got low-self esteem(baby said so). I need a counsellor, but i dont want t go for counselling. I want t feel like button mushroom, protected or whatever. uh. ): i dont want t cry.

Anyway, 305's REALLY AW35OME. The whole class had recess tgt, we sat tgt in one whole row. hahaha, so cool okay. We're bonded and every good thing you say. That's why we ARE AW35OME. (open your eyes please, touch your heart, ask yourself.)

We came up with Aw35ome on the 2nd day of school. :D (SEE) Mr Edmund Ng can be witness, he's in class, Mdm Surin too. and our class tee's fantabulous. Fight All You Guys Want, doesnt matter to us. We know. (:

I sound like a bitch, but who cares. Strawberry's unleashing her bitchyness, i want to unleash too! hahaha, okay, only for now. im very $#@$#^%$%*&. strawberry, im always on your side! :D watch out. hahaha.

ohyes, mr ho wanted a picture of me with my new specs. hahaha, but i didnt. FOR WHAT.

my blood's boiling, but, i should not. live in your own world, bitch.

bye, im going to phyco myself. :D
hee.

"Shoot all the bluekays you want, if you can hit 'em, but remember it's a sin to kill a mockingbird."

totally agree, put two hands two feet up.

ilovebaby.<8

305's aweaweawesome :D

2009-01-03T07:21:00.002+01:00

Rachel havent blogged for ages. :D hehehhhh.

i've got so many things to blog about. ):
1. china trip
2. stupid foodpoisoning which made me vomit 10x and had fever
(WHICH MADE ME HAD AN INJECTION! )
3. new year's eve with baby
4. 1st jan's shopping
5. SCHOOOOOOOL! :D (hello, 305's awesome. Be jealous. :D)
6. sushi with Jheong, Peixian, HuiHui, Angeline, Sinzhi

so many many many things. :D i shall skip 1 and 2 too much.

3. new years eve with baby
okay, met up quite early, 9. waited at boonlay platform for baby. he said next stop will rch alr, then the train came alr, havent come. when i was going to take my phone and call him again, somebody kissed me. shocked, mixed feelings. i thought was some mad guy lah then, i rmbered those lips and the smell, then, ahhhhhhhh, its dear. hahaha, sweet right. blahblahblah, went eat, movies and SHOPPING! shopping was quite succesful for dear, duh, with me, of cause lah! ahahha, and he bought a beanie! thanks to meeeeeeee. he looked damn cute. :D didnt want t go t crowded places, so went to jp, it was alr 1040+ restaurants all closed, so we went t coffee bean, ate alr, 1145+ went t see movie time slots, but i cant watch in the end, so went to kopitiam sitsit, wait for 12. sent each other last 2008 msg, anddddddd, taaaaaaaaaaaaa! byebye 2008, and and and we saw fireworks! okay lah, abit only. better than nth. stupid hdbs. nua-ed, talked, waited till 1245, started walking off. people chased actually. haahha. then dear pei-ed me till driver called, "i want to ensure your safety, ke yi ma" hahaah, 115++, kissed, byeeeeeeee! OH YES, WE GOT OUR COUPLE TEE! and and and, i was a sweet girl :D heeheehee. secret, dont tell you. mwaha.

4.1st jan's shopping
shopping was wtv lah, shopped more of fi's stuff, idk, i was really enthusiastic about shopping, i wanted t shop w baby. so much fun and exciting.

5.SCHOOOOOL !
hahaha, both fi and i are morning sessions now. so left home at 630, i reach slightly before 645, waited for baby. went to old 205 meeting area first, meet up with 205'08s. ): missmissmiss. talked quite alot, more and more people came, then baby called, so i left. LONG PANTS! hahaha, looked okay, hair was cute! like little boy. ahahah. talked abit, went diff directions to parade sq. was quite lost at parade sq, till vanessa came, mr foo had talk. -.- then, gathered at careforce, then back to class. class was cooooool. nobody took first two rows at first, hahaha. jheong saved a seat for me. :D thanks girl! mdm surin's super random. she tells us thinks that dont link, then she links them together, but we still dont get it. hah. settlec admin stuff, blahblah, then, games!
Kiathoon, Nicole and 2 other people. 305's awesome and and and ( insert any good word ) hahaha. though its smalllll, 33 people ONLY, but thats good right, better than other classes. they sound boring. when i hear from other dancers, mixed feelings. i was really happy i was in 305, but was a lil sad for them. oh well, 305's great. we played games, we were super loud and crazy. okay, i was. :D Kiathoon said huihui and i zi-high. juanjun said im like lao wu puo, i told baby, he said fuck. hahaha. damn funny.

ah,continue later. i gtg for tuition with alicia! :D bye.
we both never do homework. hahahahaah. :D
too hard, too hard. continue later! which is not today maybe, out for shopping w mum later. love you guys! rush rush.

overseas

2008-12-20T20:54:00.003+01:00

90th post.
hahaha.

i'll be going overseas, will be back on the 28thhhhh.
okayyyyyyy, merry christmas in advanceeeeeee!
i'll miss you.
i'll come back soon enough to marry you.
hahaha. i must be insaneeeeeeeeee
baby's playing tthe piano. :D

yessssssssssss, i'll miss miss miss. D:

just dance

2008-12-18T02:10:00.001+01:00

Just dance competition.

wish me luck. we'll be praying.
go yig2c!

we all know we wnt get anythinggggggg. (hahaha) buttttttt, who cares, as long we have fun. right?
:D

i'm praying with love. :D

thankyou baby.

happy happy 10 months!

2008-12-14T01:11:00.007+01:00

(we'll not let time pass us. i'll treasure, i'll learn, i'll understand. i'll be a good girlf. :D)

HAPPY 10TH MONTH NGYD<8!:d

ILOVELOVELOVELOVEYOU. :D finally hit 2 digits. hahaha. we've got more to count baby, more to count. (:
- i had a good time laughing ytd. hope you did too! :D
i cant wait for our next date baby. cant wait. ;D
(so many things to say, so little time.)
i love you, and i'll always do. :D

hehehhhhhh im a happy girl today. :D talked to baby till 2+am ytd i think. laughed alot. :DDD loveyoubaby, alot. {:

PERF'S TODAY.
im not excited, not scared. -.- buttttttttttttttttttttttttttt, exam results will be out today. dammitttttttttttttttttttt, distinction i prayyyyyyyyyyy. DDDD; pleasepleasepleaseplease. i dont want t break my chain. ):

ohyes, dear's going to finish learning my heart will go on thennnnnnnnn, play it for me today! :D sweetsweetsweet. :D

stone's gone. saw honey's blog. damnnnnnnnnnn. i really miss those good old times. stone! i'll rmb what you said. we WILL ord together. :D

im so happy. happy happy hapy. 10 monthsssssssssssss. :D okay, i shall go get ready.

baby, ily.
<8>

everything will be alright, i guess.

2008-12-12T04:34:00.002+01:00

okay, yes.
i know i havent posted for a long time. i've got so many things to say, but i dont have th mood to post. damn. so many things happened days i didnt post. so many. ): oh well, i dont want to remember bad stuff, sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, yes. xcountry chalet ytd.

it was quite boring but being with team makes it all better. i was a little down and stuff, but im glad dear was there. (: YOU DID A GREAT GREAT JOB DEAR. wonderful. well done! :D <8

played, bbq-ed (not very successful). few stayed back to bbq, others went to rent bikes. came back, ate abit, i watched nyonya! :D cause bbq wasnt succesful, we went over to changi village to eat! thennnnnn, close to 11, i walked back w jeslynn and yorksun, dear and qizhou went back too, to chnge bike. kissed, and i went home. ):

I WANT TO BLOODY STAY FOR CHALET. ):
i kind of spammed dear w msges, and went t sleep. woke up at 335am, check msg, dont have. i started getting worried, so msged, they were still cycling. my, scare me. wonderful job. team, have a good rest! :D my boyf's got potential. hahahahaha. shh.

just dance ytd, yig2c damn cheat. only 3 min 40 sec, but hey, i think our dance's not baddddddd. ahahahahah. :D chnged, and everyone was happy. we rock so much. :D:D:D

perf reh today. ): perf's on 14. thats when i can get my results and see what i get. distiction i praypraypray. (:

dancers, i miss you guys. i wont be seeing you guys till sch reopens. ): do have fun on the 30th! :D

2 more days, thats 14th. :D i've already typed my message. hahahaha. <8

i dont want to be too demanding, too possesive.
(but i cant stand it)
i should just keep quiet, right? ):
someone help me. D:

iloveyou.
<8

invisible.

2008-11-28T11:32:00.003+01:00

today was mixed feelings.
i was happy happy happy in the morning. :D
met baby, (lalalaaaaaaaa), then went out, watched madagasca 2 at cck, went back sch. trip back was okay okay. bickered and stuff. i cried and laughed. went to fairprice, then went back t sch for dance. baby sent me back! :D ytd was veryvery sweet, i had personal meal. special delivery from baby mymymy. touched heart. :D yesyesyes, today was cool. we love ear. (: *winkswinks.

dance. everyth was fineeeeeeeee, was hapy in the beg, ji-ed and played ji-he gamee, talked and stuff, then rest. thats where things started. say im petty. we were soooo close. and you chose sth less impt over me. yay, im invisible, whee. thanks. -.- i was super pissed. super. so dance sucked for me today. so badly. i just wanted to pack things and go. -.- guess i only talked to joey. well, she was the only person i smiled to and talk to normally today. we had little party. :D ohyes, laoshi asked me what happened. he ask if my xin1 qin2 today okay or not. say he very scared i xin1 qin2 bu4 yao3, bu4 gao1 xing4. okay, so due to the anger in me, i had alotalotalot of energy. maybe cause to xiao1 qi4. so i shout veryveryveryvery loudly. sha ha all these, whoo! power. :D

im still feeling down now. but baby cheers me up! :D thanks joey. and sorry sec2 girls.
i dread juwufang exam.
i dont feel like blogging anymore, im tired. too tired for today.
ohyes, i want to see blood. on me. (:

thankyou baby. <8

lovelove.
<8

you're not big.

2008-11-25T15:40:00.002+01:00

i detest,
big headed people.
-.-
sucksssssssss. ):

dance.
(i've got nothing to say.)
oh have. laoshi's cute. :D and our batch owns.
thats all.

ohyes, huhui's back tmrrrrrrrr. i miss youuuuuuuuuuuu. I WANT CUSHION. HAHAHAHAHA. missyou missyou missyou.

brisingrrr misses daddy! i miss you, too. ):

yig2c's ownage. we're the coolest class ever ever ever. :D

lovelove
<8

it'll always be you.

2008-11-19T13:29:00.003+01:00

Love.
Promises.
Forever.
Insecurity.

but,
Faith.

Cause as the time turns the page
My love won't age at all.

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do.

At least i have no regrets loving you right in the beginning.

<8

i'm praying, you're praying, everybody's praying,
for us. (:

2008-11-09T16:35:00.010+01:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

cool.

yesterday.
went des, we didnt get any scolding! ;D hehehhhh. ballet was fun, jiaocai was boring but at least we didnt get to hear vilgaruties coming from yd laoshi. hahaha. went to eat with yig2C and 3b, then went back. we did 123 *step in* ohhhhhhhhhhhhh. hahaha. chingay, not bad. chole and i went crazy again. played with masking tape and stuff. then it was outing w daddddy ! we went to walk. super longgggggggggggggg. walked up this super long-never-ending staircase. urgh. then walked up mt faber, thn to henderson waves. its the highest pedestrain bridge in s'pore, 36 m above henderson road, 0.3 km.
this is what the net says, " It was built to connect the two hills of Mount Faber and Telok Blangah Hill.The bridge has a unique wave-form made up of seven undulating curved steel “ribs” that alternately rise over and under its deck. The curved “ribs” form alcoves that function as shelters with seats within." cool eh.
we went quite late, so it was really pretty. ;D
walked and walked, then through forest, then went to forest walk, it's 1.3km.
koped from net again, " The Forest Walk, a steps-free elevated walkway with earth trails meanders through some 50 metres through the secondary forest of Telok Blangah Hill and connects to Alexandra Arch. The raised walkway with heights ranging from 3 to 18 metres brushes the canopy of trees and offers a bird’s eye view of the forest. "
and yes we walked the anderson arch too. 0.08km. it's really pretty, and nature smells very the extremely nice. and the sound of natureeeeeee, wowwwwww. hahaha, fi's stupid, wear heels. she had blisters. i wear slippers also pain alr, needless to say, heels. -.- we walked to hort park too! oh manzxzx, that place's *wheetwheet*! there was this restaurant, i bet it was damndamn ex. but it looks superduper romantic, the lighting hehehhhhhh.

at forest walk.

at hort park i look tired. hahaah.

there was this cute vending machine. hahaha. daddy was very cute in the end, but i alr stopped th video. awh. ):

and we went to ikea! ate, and daddy and fi went crazy again. hahaha

went homeeeeeeeee, talked to dear, bathed, watched tv with fi, talked t dear on phone, put down, watched tv, waited for call, fell asleep. hahaha. i slept at 1++ 2 i guess. Darren Appleton, ten ball, oh my. im jealous. okay, im going to rest. tuition just over, starting at 230 again.

DEAR'S COMING OVERRRRRRRRR. hehehhhhhhhh. ;D

lovelove.
<8

i was pondering over

2008-11-08T03:19:00.006+01:00

6th nov
had xcountry.
it was raining so heavily, we cldnt run. few people were late so had t do punishment, oh manzxzxxx. we were on the ground, working out alot. tiring enough. had long run. ran into nus, upslopes, downslopes. godddddd. 1 bad thing i hate about downslopes is, i know an upslope is coming. ):
had cramps, dear jogged with me! :D ahhaha. mr mun said it wasnt about speed and time but the distance we cover, so, joggggg. (((: darby's getting better. manxzxxx, secones are getting better, im deproving. i should just quit the team, such a disgrace and i feel im pulling the whole team down. ):
okay, 5.5km, warmed down, played games! sec2 vs sec1 hahaha. FUN. :D dear didnt want to play against me, ahahah. im black belt. he's white. he said im very aggressive or sth. ahahah. i cant wait for interclass netball. cant wait cant wait. went for des, tiring and tiring. got scolded as usual, but was praised too. i have to do more ballet. or my muscles will clum tgt plus, running so much nowadays. must stretchhhhhhhhh. hahaha. yueqinlaoshi said so. we talked alot. hahaha, talked about fats, muscles. then we compared thighs, yueqinlaoshi said my thighs are okay, not very fat. my ass. i've big fat legs. ): jiaocai, i could rmb all the jian4. i cant stand people who keep saying or suaning me,"jiewei, you can rmb meh?" "aiyah, teach you also no use, sure forget." "you got what zi1 ge2 say im wrong, you can rmb anyth meh." f man you bitch. i tolerated you long enough, shut your mouth and dance properly lah. whole day there suan people. if you think you're so good, why dont you try stand in the middle taking all the stress. ): you wont ever come here, but i have to say, i dont like you, i dont like your friggin attitude. i guess its very obvious to you. after dance all of us were dead hungry, so rushed to eat. i ate so much manzxzxxx. cheese cake, hokkien mee, carrotcake, koped here koped there, oh manzxzxx, i felt like a giant!
went to shunji for haircut. i like! :D it has been a long time. then went for dinner. i was angry w dear, but we met up anyway. hehehhh.
bought dai4ti4ping3 cause im going hk, and cant see dearieeeeeeeeeee. ); went to build a bear workshop at plaze sing. AND WE GOT THE FIRST TIGER IN B-A-B-W s'pore! its supposed to be only on sale on 7th nov, we got it on 6th! HAHAHAH. IM SO HAPPYYYYYYY. spent alotttttt of time in there. so super fun! we're going to get dear's soon! :D cant wait cant wait. hahaha. it cost $74 into total, dear paid. WOWWWWWWWWW. xintong+gandong. hahaha. im happy! ;D im not supposed to open it till 14th! D; it's named KEI BRISINGRRR goh or sth. hahaha. idk if we added th goh in. its super cute. :D ilovedear. mwahahaha. sleepover. :D

7thnov.
woke up at 6, was supposed to be up by 5 to wake dear up. but somehow, i overslept. talked, played, bathed, ate. we were late for xcountry. cause gate cldnt open. hahaha! xcountry was tiring manzxzxxxx! we were supposed to do beep test, but somehow mr mun's com died on him. so we did intervals, relays, shuttle and alot. my butt's aching my thigh's aching, my back's aching just everywhere. ): but, FOR XCOUNTRY! :D i feel veryvery depressed when i see team running so well, im pulling team down. im sorry guys. ): well, i should be happy that everyone's improving! team's really fun. ahhaha. love you people! <3. style="font-style: italic;">we're getting more and more open~ O.O ;DDDDDDDDD hahaha. left home at 5, 5+ went to er yi ma's place. i cried in th car. hahaha. i shouldnt think so much. (: slacked, i was so tired i just fell asleep. then i got veryvery moody. cause i wasted my time. -.- 2 hours. i could have done so many things! ): or spent more time w dear. -.- went to meet mummy ans wh kor, thn celebrated ah siang kor's bday! my mood was brightened up. :D "you never seemed pretty around me leh my dear" "if i looked pretty around you, on our wedding day no more WOWs alr." "do you think we'll get married?" "i dnooo, maybe? i hope so..." hahaha. i only took 2 pictures last night, what a loser. ): i'll post them soon. ate, talked and laughed alot. (: slept in the car, zoomed home, bathed, slept at 12++. watched tv with mummy. ahhaha. i thought alot before my sleep. ): im thinking too much. am i thinking too far? or am i expecting too much out of my life. hm...

8th nov.
today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOY AND JOLINE! :D
love you girls! have a happy happy birthday okay. <3

dear's at sch till 3 for contingent, poot buy. ): loveyou!
AH, I GTG NOW. BYE!

lovelove
<8

happy time?!

2008-11-04T15:44:00.003+01:00

4th nov.
today was totally slaaaaaaaaaaaack. hahaha.

morning, went for recovery run with wh kor. perspiring like crazyyyyyyy. halfway through went toilet at pioneer mall. hahaha. stupid. then we continued runningggg and runningggggg, and suddenly, i fell. hahaha. i scared wh kor like crazy, but he was laughing. hahah. he kept scolding me pig kay. wtv uhuhuh. so ran ran and ran. came back, damn sweatyyyyyyyyy. mymy, so chnged. dear came after awhile.

we didnt go out wtv, just stayed at home. quite EXCITINGGGGGG. hahaha.
"what are you doing! happy time?!"
"wear your pants!"
"i tell your mum! she will hit you until your father cannot recognise you."
"show me shocked face!" then, zzzz. :O hahaha.
"tzz!tzzz!"
":O you're open!" "no?" "now you are." hahaha.
(insidejokes)
i cant go into details, it'll sound soso sick. hahaha, but we really had lotsa fun. :D oh yes, then 6++ i criedddddd. im vvvvvv scared. read your blog if you cannn. (: iloveloveloveloveyou. <8

lovelove.
<8

5th nov.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE! :D
thankyou so much for your notes. (though i havent gotten them but still) hahaha, i dont know you well, so cant say much, have fun on your birthday! <3

i really cant wait for next year. mymy. it's gna be sosososo fun. me, alik, wy, jheong, van, jingying, mag, and prolly huihui, so funnnnnnnnnnn. 3 laughing witches, alik jheong and myself, 1 crazy, wy. hahaha, ytd's conversation w alik was fun. we talked so much about next year. we were praying we'll get sporty guys in join our class, or sportsday, we'll be dead manzxzxxx. we predicted our class will be veryvery noisy. hahaha, thats nice. :D i cant wait i cant wait. i seriously dread holidays man. im going to go MIA soon, and i cant see everyone, not even dearrrrr. i'll miss you guys liek crazy. D; i dread just dance, i dont wna dance solo, i dont wna take part in that competiton! so bloody stressful, i cant dance that dance well! D: urghhhhhhh. my tummy's aching. i dont feel like going for des later. uh. baby's playing. i shall continue with my reading. im very very hungry! ): i cant wait for 14 nov, class allocation. mwahahaa. joy and joline, weiyuan's birthdays are cominggggggg. ahahah. i miss joline and tiffany! it has been a long long time! ); i miss so many people, i feel depressed. bye. ):

lovelove.
<8

since love restored the faith i hold

2008-11-03T10:16:00.003+01:00

its november already, time's passing sosososo fast. ): 1 years over. oh yes, i realised i havent blogged about combinations. haha, im like the only one in 205 going to code 101. me and weiyuan counted, whole level, only 8 peple are in code 101, how cool is that. hahaha. i'll pray pray pray that i'll be in the same class as that monkey playing online games now.

Lit. :D its gna be soooooooo fun. nicole said she'll lend me her notes! :DDDDDDD its such and honourrrrrrrr. im excited, and a little scared. uhuhuh. anyway, thankyou nicole! (though you wont come here but still,)

had xcountry today. went to mc ritchie, mymymyyyyyyy, we had such a close encounter. okayokay, i shall start. okay, we were standing there, the whole team, and then, there was a female monkey standing like only 2m away from us, and the male 4m away and then, everything was so calmmmmmmm, thn female monkey started walking towards us, and stopped like 1m in front of us, then the male came! and and and! he just went on top of the femalt and ... all of us went ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. SO DAMN ZHI2 JIE1 ! OMGOMGOMG. hahaha, all of us were laughing like wtv. ahahha. so coooool ! as in, no cool but, so close! dear was super excited over it, his family. :D HAHA. xcountry was tiring tiring and more tiring. i ran more than 1/2 with dear. ahahah, he's damn irritating (cute), keep blocking my face w the towel. i could have died twice, once in the route and the other in the expressway. dear saved me. :D hahaha, to the rescueeeeeeeeeee. route was muddy, but not as bad as competition day, glad. (:

i dont like holidays, i feel so detatched from everybody cause i dont get to see everybody, just few people like team, dear, cant meet up with alicia cause that bitch went to turkeyyyyyyyy. COME BACK NOW YOU. alicia's not here so cant see gideon, dancers, im seeing them like next week. uhhhhhhh. damnnnnnnnnation.

okay, dear's back from games, super vulgar. hahaha. got to run! :D
oh yes, i watched manymany movies. ahahah, i watched sing to the dawn ytd. :X hahaha.
bye!

lovelove!
<8

i've got to keep my cool.

2008-10-30T05:20:00.003+01:00

oh my oh my,
i cant wait for "halloween bbq" with 11n5anitians tmr :D
its gna be so funnnnn.
i cant wait cant wait!
205205205! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

dear, sorry for being so #$&# after xcountry trng today. i cldnt control. i'll be waiting for your call! stupid phone, low batt life. -.-

xcountry was tiring today. i was 15 mins late. sorry to keep you guys waiting! ): went over to east coast. busride there was -----------. everyone was dead. ryan lay on the back row and sleep. so shuang. i was close to sleeping, but cldnt, others were either stoning or nodding their heads away. SLEEP MODE. whole team. hahaha. gathered at macs, slow jog, then started running. i was super dead today. okay im dead everyday, but today was omgggggggggg. ): i didnt run the last lap. mr mun and dear told me not to, so i enjoyed sea breeze. it was damnnnnnn hot, i felt like jumping into the water and swim manzxzxx. but mr mun said,"dont do stupid things ah!" hahaha. everyone was soooooo tired. haha. cat. dear said william runs like a cat cause of his hands. hahaha. then he was calling him. so," CAT! CAT!" THEN SUDDENLY, a cat appeared. hahaha. i was so shocked, and WAAAAAAH! hahaha. apple's afraids of cat and dog! i realised while running with her. mwaha. sat at mac cafe talktalk after getting drinks at 7/11. i started getting very @#%$. D: sorryyyyyy. everyone was sitting down. i didnt want to sit. though i had 2 chairs beside me. sorry darby made you so worried. dear! i fa pi qi but i was nice okay! i ran down bus pass you money for cab! :D but still, i apologiseeeeeeee. i cried in the bus. boo. ): back at school, arranged trng for tmr. TIME TRIAL. damnationnnnnn. i dont waaaaaaaaant! went to canteen, slacked abit, then helped jq do stuff, wanted to play netball with team, but after eating, mummy came. so here i ammmmmmmm. :D i cant wait to see 205 tomorrowwwww. :D and there'll be SLEEPOVERS! WHEEWHEEWHEE.

ohyes, one thing. im starting to hate alvin. 贪小便宜. bitch. D: i hate people like that. -.-

meeting dear tmr too. :D going des at 2. dread. ): im dead tired alr. i just want to sleep. :D I LOVE THE SMELL OF MY HAIR. <3 WEETWEET! ;D

love.

<8FRIDAYYYYY

2008-10-29T08:38:00.010+01:00

missmissmissmissmissmissmissyou.

<8

i feel so empty.
baby's gone for class chalet.
i'll see him tmr though. (xcountry)
16 more hours.
had lunch together, then me being so nice, pei-ed him to pasir ris.
i cried.
i must be crazy or sth.
kay, i'mmissingyoualotalr.
damnation.
I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY.
boo.

i cant wait. ):

i'll scream 11n5anity for life.

2008-10-25T09:59:00.006+02:00

Firstly, i want to scream,

"I MISS 11N5ANITY !" " COME BAAAAAAAAAAAACK!"

DAMNNNNNNN.
time passes too fast, way too fast.
when we're having soooooooososososoooooooo much fun together, in a wink of an eye, a year's goneeeeeeee.

i'll miss everyone, all 37 of them. manzxzxxxx. ):
i'll miss the fun and laughter,
i'll miss the "WHOYYYYYYYYY" or "OMGGGGGGG" when andy starts singing,
i'll miss the times we cheated LLF that her period was alr over after 2 periods when it was supposed to be 3, then everyone would just keep quiet until she left class, 3 seconds later everybody cheers and laughs,
i'll miss those time during art period, when we're supposed to be super attentive and "hardworking" but our class wld be super noisy,
i'll miss rainy days, where the class wld have many umbreallas around, walking bare footed, standing at the window to feel the breeze and get wet with yifeng, william, xinhui, denise,
i'll miss sunny days, where everybody will complain its super hot,
i'll miss chinese periods, where sleeping competition would be held,
i'll miss class' stupid jokes,
i'll miss andy and jinwee saying goodnight every chinese lesson,
i'll miss jingkai, yuzhe, jinwee, jospeh, gideon, andy, junxian, for never failing to shorten boring lessons,
i'll miss playing hide-and-seek with olivia when we get super bored during lessons,
i'll miss smiling at yingying and xiaoyuan during class at times,
i'll miss laughing super loudly with everyone,
i'll miss sharing food with xinhui and denise during lesson time,
i'll miss how me and yifeng look around and laugh at random people during lesson,
i'll miss how the whole class shares what funny things they saw on the net like "ken lee"
i'll miss captains' ball pe days,
i'll miss edwards' "open defiency",
i'll miss joseph being bullied everyday,
i'll miss class cracking racist jokes, when we know we dont mean it,
i'll miss table mate dorothy,
i'll miss times when -- talks and shubbie shouts "DIAM LAH!"
i'll miss times our small clique talks about stupid things,
i'll miss recess and lunch sitting at the last rows,
i'll miss looking out for nigel or whoever with olivia, yingying, winnie, xiaoyuan, priscilla,
i'll miss talking bimbo with ruichen and shiyun,
i'll miss even no. people in the team with me during pe,
i'll miss odd no. people playing against us,
i'll miss times where we pass horny books around the class and everybody reads them,
i'll miss crying to yifeng, wenxuan and shubbie,
i'll miss celebrating birthdays, and different occasions,
i'll miss 积极努力奋斗!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, i miss 11n5anity! D:

okay, i shall go down reg. no. now. ah, dont want. this is making me damn sad. D; i shall stop here. i'll always remember 11n5anity, remember everything that happened for these 2 years. i cant wait for class reunion. i'll keep those pictures, oh yes, keep our class blog alive okayyyyyy.
this year was wonderful for me. :D

RACHEL ♥s 11N5ANITY,
RACHEL ♥s ALL 37 OF YOU.

i take that as a promise.

2008-10-11T11:03:00.005+02:00

Rachel's a big winner. She slept for 16 hours! :D

damn wh kor. bloody hell come disturb me in my sleep. ugh. pull up curtains, on light, off aircon, snatch away all my blanket, pillows, bolsters, softoys. blasting tv at 60(vol) switched to some indian channel and kept laughing. screamed over the intercom, lift up my bed, tickled me, disturbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb. you failed. haha, i still continued sleeping. fight with me, i swear i'll destroy you next time. :D (i kind of liked the indian channel) :X

16 hours. 16 hours is even more than how much i sleep for 2 nights. i could have slept even longer if mummy didnt call steffie to wake me up. mummy called twice. she asked if i was just tired if i was not feeling well. hahaha. i said tired. so she said, "okay, you continue sleeping then.." hahaha. thn i just mhmmm, then slept. ((:

i woke up at 8 at first, toilet, thn tried to go back to sleep. i found no point waking up : wake up for what, nothing to do. so i slept, then i woke up anout 2-3 hours later cause i was super super hungry. so woke up, intercomme,d down, 15 mins later, aunty brought up cheese bread and milk. :D ate, missed dear so i called. talked for about 5 mins, then i went back to sleep. :X some bitch disturbed me, from about 12+ 1 to 2++ woke up at 3.38 :D bathed, lunched, going out soon

went out with alike, gidds and dear to vivo ytd. i slept throught 1 hour of the movie " eagle eye" hahaha. wait, continue soon. im going out !

okay. im back ! :D continue. okay, the movie. yes, i slept through 1 hour. starting of the movie, dear and i totally died. i couldnt even open my eyes. goddddddddd. slept, woke up, look at dear, "i slept" looks back,"i slept too." HAHAHA. so loser lah. stupid art. make us stay up and didnt sleep AT ALL. stupid stupid stupid. egg tarts' still in my fridge. ;O hahaha. I WAS SOSOSOSOSOOOOOOO tired. i was determined to stay up and watch. but when i turned away from dear, looked at th screen for few seconds, i fell asleep. so dear ask me sleeeeep. :D i was really dead. super. oh yes, there was leadership camp "briefing" i was halfdead. i sat with alik. ugly fat woman. hahaha. :D when rachel's tired, shes veryvery moody. alik and annette said i looked damn dead. alik said i got bad dark circles. damn art. "DAMNATION!" ahhaha. "YOU'RE A FOOL. HOLD YOUR TONGUE." studying lit with dear is fun! :D *laughs i had a good sleep. i know i was super unglam. :D alik said i was pig. damnit. then when i woke up, i was super super awake and energetic. looked at them. hahaha, they looked so dead. hahaha. i was high. :D slept means not as tired. means not moody! :D woke up, watch abit, lay on dears lap. (: the fast fast scenes made my head damn giddy. probably cause i just woke up. mummy called twice. dear answered. and somehow, mummy allowed me to stay later with them ! :D whee! ahahha, i think dear's damn qiang, dare to talk to mummy on phone. wow. (: but, after moive was just sian sian and sian. cause wanted to watch house bunny. but 2nd row so not good. looked around to get jacket, so four of us can have same jackets, but failed. dear bought a nicenice bag. i jealous. walk walkkkkkk, thn played table soccer! we changed teams every time a team wins. dear dont like to pair with me. bitch. hahaha. i score alot lorrrrrrrrrr. i only can play the centre 2 sticks. or else th ball will just "ching!" into the hole. ahhaha. i play centre, th ball still can "ching!" into the opponent's hole. ahahha. after that me and dear played against each other. thn go so many guys come, irritants. and one boy. god. SO IRRITATINGGGGGGGGG. i didnt scold him though, i just kept, "dont touch dont touch! please! ah! dont touch!" hahaha. after th game, which i won. :D dear was like " irritanttttttt" hahaha. then we talked about that little boy, then dear was like,"i was wondering why you never shout or scold him." i nice okay. :D ahhaha.

thn wanted to go and eattttttt. but went to second lvl instead. go outdoors! played pepsi cola, alik won. i was 1st to die. hahaha. we stuck our legs out. ahahha. so cool. i felt like crying. so i did. tears were all on dear. again, yes. hahaha. :D dear said sth. (: (i hope so, we'll never know what will happen.) but i'll remember! so dear and i were niceeeeee. we went to buy food! on the way, we bought a num bag for steffie! :D ilovedear. <8

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OMG, I HATE BLOOGER. DAMN YOU BLOGGER. I TOOK SO BLOODY LONG TO FINISH THIS WHOLE POST AND YOU BLOODY CUT AWAY MY WHOLE LAST 10000 PARAGRAPHS. ASSHOLE! I HATE YOU SO MUCH BLOGGER.

<8

2008-09-27T03:32:00.001+02:00

♥
ilovedeardarlingbaby.<8

chel's a happy girl. :D

2008-09-22T13:40:00.003+02:00

wheewhee.
im sosososooo happy. okay. not very but. HAHA.
not paying attention in class, skipping lunch and not meeting dancers (boo) for revising math retest was kind of worth it. :X i got 9/45 for level test ( what marks are those. -.-) and for retest i got 44/45 ! oh my mama. LOL. i was, happy, jumping on the inside at first, thn i flipped to see where the 1 mark was lost. AND IT WAS A BLOODY CARELESS MISTAKE. wth, im sosososoo sad and a little pissed. anyway, i want to thank xiaoyuan and tingjian ! for helping me for some questions. (: thankyou guys soso much. (K)

class was, as usual. physics test, shiyun and christina were communicating, dorothy and i, then the four of us, then plus xiaoyuan and jiaying. before the testm went t ask around, if got refraction anot. half say have, half say dnt have. but just read through and memorised. dear helped me during lunch. thankthanks. sorry dancers, didnt meet you guys agn and joanne dear, just saw your msg after i went back in to class. ): i sososososoooo apologise to you guys. ): tomorrow, i try okayokay?

omg, talking about tmr acc test. bloody hell. how. ah, whatever, just anyhow write. dear says all is mcq anyway. he said his ans were adadadda and then cbcbbccb or sth, cant rmb. thats so dumb. but he was proud of it, so i just smiled. :D ah, cant spend full recess, lunch with dear anymore. i miss those bloody days. and i miss dancers like crap. ): i miss gossip sessions, mass hug, cry wtv. ): "bring back oh bring back oh bring my darling to me to me!" okay. im bloody going crazy.

Eoys in 6 days. yay. -.- im so ready. (who is.) okay wtv, off to study. dear's not home yet. urgh. bloody hell. i smack you ! so late alr. LOL. he says his hair's screwed once again. tell me a time he says its not. HAHAHA. okay. shh, i dont want to die so early.

secones are getting dao. or am i the dao one. ;O oh no. smile smile and smile. :D hahaha, i really should get going. although idk what to do now. im so bloody full, i ate so much this afternoon cause i was sad. idk why i was sad too, i've no idea. );

oh yesyes! annette lent me a dance fest mag (esplanade) today! omg. RUSSIAN BALLET GALA. omggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg. i was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo impressed. i felt like killing myself, they're sososososososso pretty i tell you, even if im dead, break all my bones, i can do that. i cant bloody jump that high ! wthwthwth. *hyperventilates. NDT looks nice too, and the NAFA looks pro, but i went for their performances, i dont think its very good. no offence but, really, compared to RUSSIAN BALLET GALA, i dont think any troupe can be better. maybe newzealand? perhaps. no idea. spain's BALLET FLAMENCO SARA BARAS doesnt look appealing. thankyou annette. i'll watch with you if i have time. DANCERS DANCERS ! go together ! but freaking ex. i dont mind saving up for this festival. its really, enriching. LOL. <3333333 but omg ! i just saw the dates. eoy period. DAMN. i try get th vcds or wtv. i really want to go and watch badly. ): GO RUSSIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! <333! (:

AH, I REMEMBER.
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, LEE WEN HAO. (extreme left) - this picture is taken so long ago. -.- YES, I WANT TO DISGRACE YOU SO BADLY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY. YOU PIG FACE CREATURE. haahha. okaylah. 14 years and counting ! jiayou for your Olevels. DONT SLEEP OKAY. I SLAP YOU. i know you love me a lot, so, i wont say ily. (: HAHAHA. sad life, birthday still got tuition. HAHAHA. okay, i shall be nice. thankyou so much for everything these years. i really appreciate having such a nice cousin, (best cousins for life!) HAAHAH. bye fat crap. :X oh yes, hope you like my "hug" HAHA.

yay, dear's back ! i'll get going ! :D my back feels stiff, i need dance. i need dancers.

dear ! nothing. LOLLLLLL. :D wild monkey. i dont care, you are wild boar. (:

ily,
many(:

I LOVE WILD MONKEY

2008-09-19T14:03:00.002+02:00

Nicholas goh's a wild monkey.
i won in wrestling, more than 5 times.
wild monkey - noob shit. :D
lovelovelove. <8

ily,
many(:

back stronger together

2008-09-17T15:19:00.006+02:00

Everything's back. (:
yes, this week was hell, seriously. i'll forget this week. (:
i dont want to remember either.
ily dear. thankyou for your 5 page long msg.
<888888888888888888888888
"nicholas says (9:25 PM): dear, i know my studies also very lousy, but if the poor shares his food with the poor, the other poor will still be fuller. :D rightright"

hahaha. cute. okay, i go shower, do math.
ohyes, wh kor's like our nanny. goddddddddddddddd. super duper naggy. grrrrr. slap him. "rachel, come eattttttt" "sleep alrrrrrrrrrrr" "dont scratch your rashessssssss!" and a lot. worse than an aunty. boo you. hahaha .okay, better get going! sorry alik and gideon about today! anyway, happy 3mth ann! love you guys!<3>100 years.
dear, HAPPY 7 MTH, 3 DAYS. (217 days!)<8
count until we die. hahaah.

"i feel so much older now" wh kor. hey, glad you know. good job. its not too late. ahahha.

ily,
many(:

i said, "may only death do us part."

2008-09-14T03:40:00.009+02:00

i've got tons of things to say. i want to say so much to you.
theres a voice which keeps running in my head.
every word make tears roll down my cheeks, who cares about swollen eyes now.
i'll keep my promise.
as our hearts tie as one,
i'll always love you, no matter what. <8

I rather be a fool , than someone who never had a part of you.

lovelove

2008-09-10T13:26:00.004+02:00

I LOVE JOANNE LEE !
hahaha, dance was wonderful today ! me and joanned rocked. we could do all th shuang ren wu with each other. so cool ! ALL EVERYTHING. we could do everything. we overcomed everything, with perseverence, we did it. iloveyoudearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. :D alot alot alot. god. mwahmwahmwahs. (K) THE JOANNE AND RACHEL POWER!

I LOVE NICHOLAS GOH !
hahaha, dear, i thankyou for your gummy bears, im very gandong. hahaha. i thought ytd you dont want me alr lorrrrrrr. call you say you busy. ); boo. but heard frm shub about what happened ytd. omg, i felt really really touched. im sorry. ): iloveyoumax. i really didnt expect you to remember and even really buy it. drawing it out for me was already very very nice of you. iloveyousoverythemuch. hahaha. anyway, youlookquitehotinyournewsoccerjerseyandwithwethair. quite sexy. LOL. im super touched. no time to flood you with hugs and kisses, friday! :D (L)(L)(L) (K)

i hate headaches. ): kills me; spoils my day.
mid autumn will suck. ): damn. i anticipate for after the whole event. :D
i want the table soccer! i'll ask mummy. <3 hahaah.
i've got to do my cheena, and dance homework! :D
ohyes, lesson time rocked. shub, gidds, annette, xiaoyuan, junxian and ** talk. cool. hahaha. junxian gay. :X (inside joke) i'll miss 205 max. ):

ily,
many(:

stupid liquid.

2008-09-09T13:19:00.005+02:00

just came back frm run w wh kor.
jogged frm home to jp then back. cool. this is like the first time we're running together. beg was okay. he says my jog was slow. his jog's not even jog. his jog's my 2.4 pleasure run speed. rawh. ): i feel demoralised, but its okay. at least i continued right? hahaha. till the 3rd road junction, i feel sth wrong. chest feels weird. i felt like vomitting. ): uh, but i still carried on. (what for, its just for fun) but idk. "you've finished more than half of this run" kept coming t my head. wh kor kept asking me can anot? want stop? i kept saying reaching alr, nevermind, can, continue. on th way back, cause i was wearing new shoes, (wheewhee!) the balls of my feel started to burn. god, but i didnt say anyth, continued. thn water started producing in my mouth, ew, gross, some liquid came out, it went down again. godddddddddddddddddddddddddd. super gross, i continued. 6.56 reached stadium, wh kor ask if want go stadium run, but he knew i wasnt feeling well so never, thn i said nvm, you run i rest there lah thn he say nvm, reaching 7 alr. 7 must reach home. thn i was like, 4 mins how to reach home. thn he said uhmn they said by 7. so nvm, continue running. suprisingly, we reached at 7.o1! haahha. cool right yeah. :D i was dying alr. but i didnt say anyth. 30 seconds aft we took of our socks and shoes, fifi came back. cool. hahaha. walked around t cool down. ( i hope my vomit doesnt come out) then th stupid liquid came agn. this time i thought it wld come out of my mouth but it didnt, it went down. my, that feeling sucks i tell you. totally. ): there was this conversation. (abit sick)

kor: sit down lah, later you vomit.
me: cannot sit down butt will big.
kor: (laughs) walao, you and other girls very different lah.
me: huh? why eh!
kor: wear sports bra dont want let your breasts grow, dont want let your butt get bigger. gai1 da4 de di4 fang1 bu4 da4, thn ni3 yao4 na2 li3 da4.
(hello, how many thousand people wear sportsbra lah. stupid. -.-)
me: (laughs) thn bu4 yao4 da4 lah.
kor: shen jing de ni.

thn i continued walking and walking, he continued doing his sets of pumpings. thn started talking about jessica, fats height, weight and dear. thn another stupid conversation. (sick too)

kor: yours so small.
me: please lor, its damn big.
kor: mine's bigger lah!
me: please lah, very big alr kay, yours (shakeshead)
kor: wo de bi ni de da lor please.
i didnt say anyth.
kor: actually boys one cannot say breasts, his chest.
me: HAH! SO YOU GOT DAMN LOTS OF FATS SO BIG.
kor: please lah, mine is chest. hard one lor.
me: hello, fatso, mine, how hard. (gives gl face)
kor: oh yah hor, you're not ...
me: HEYYYYYY! WHAT DO YOU MEAN HUH!

hahaha, this is so stupid. dear always quarrel about this issue too. crazy. breasts are so din deh. the smaller th better, not i dont want wear those ugly wired bra is cannot fit! okay, this is so open, but who cares. im going to eat now. cool-ed down alot alr. wh kor and mh jie's irritating me. shit. the liquid is here again. wtf. ):

I KISSED A GIRL

2008-09-07T05:45:00.003+02:00

I Kissed A Girl (Radio Edit) - Katy Perry

omg, im addicted. :D
im addicted to something else too. peixian knows. she is too. oh mymymyyyyyyy. ):

chel loves people. :D

2008-09-06T11:35:00.019+02:00

RACHEL LEE JIE WEI LOVES JOANNE LEE ZI LING (dear) MANY MANY.
5SEPTEMBER2008.
HAPPILY ENGAGED. <3

first mass picture of the day. haahah.
LJS 1.
LJS 2.
KFC!
stupid tseyu take so long to take. i stop smiling widely and look away alr. hahaha.
manzxzxxx, i love these girls many. :D
HAHA. I LOVE THIS PICTUREEEEEEEEE. <3
with pearlynn at city harvest.
SECTWOS! :D iloveyouguysmanymany. (uncontainable)
TSE YU EXTRA.

manzxzxxxx, i love dancers max. :d mwah mwah mwahs.

anyway, I MISS SHUZHENNNNNN. ):

i gtg. ): byebye. lovelove! i'll post soon again. i cried super badly ytd. didnt sleep. midnight movie with dear was wonderful. hahaah. i cleaned all my tears on him. :D loveyoudear. mwahmwahs. <3

ily,
many(:

BYEBYE DEAR'S BRACES

2008-09-04T05:00:00.003+02:00

BYEBYE DEAR'S BRACES. ):

i'll miss you a lot. ):
nomoretonguerunningoverbraces,nomorefoodstuckinbraces. dear, dont be sad. haha.
i'll miss you with braces many. ):
but i'll still love you! ahhaha. duh. LOL.
i'll be 3rd to see! :D dentish, nurse and ME! :D

anyway, its 5 more days to 911.
hm.

-1year passes so fast. those memories. how nice. (:

ily,
many(:

sick sucks

2008-09-02T13:24:00.003+02:00

Making sandwhiches are cool.
we will upload pictures tomorrow.
Peanut R loves Cheese P, Vege J and burger Q.
ILOVESEC2DANCERS. WHEEWHEEWHEE.
cool. all four of us have same keychain.
ntuc was quite fun. we're like aunties. "this one cheaper." "cheap and good." "okayokay! take this one. this one so cheap a lot somemore" hahaha. so fun lah. the whole batch should come over. we'll eat more than we do in this case. hahaha. but who cares. we happy. :D

omg, im dying today. i dont like to be sick. ): i've been sick a lot of times but this is like the worst of the worse in this year. sucks. even my grandmother and mummy also say "woah, so strong, why sick."(in cheena) and "finally sick ah!" respectively. rawh. sucks. and i had my first cramp. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, so pain lah. im going to faint anytime. )))):

dance was, i skipped so much. i was in great pain. sucks. ); spanish was cool. we dont know what to do after circle so we add our own steps. hahaha. last post is fun. :D OH YES! YILIN GOT HOLE IN HER SLACKS AT THE ASS THERE. (angelina says so shit and pee easier.) HAHAHAHAHA. i borrowed xuannie's dance hoodie. i was coldddddddd. ); ohyah, zoe and xuanlin, takecare too okay! ((: rawhrawh. i feel so bad, didnt do any pumping today. ); ahhhhhhhhhhh, oh yes. laoshi's very very cute. ;D ahhhhhhhhhhh, cramps are here again. shit manzxzxxxx. ); oh yes, i ran for discipline run today. was infrnt w joanne SORRY UH. RUN SO SLOW. ): i was in great great pain. but i didnt stop.

i didnt know dear was in sch until i was at jurong. went to see doctor. IM SUCH A GOOD KID RIGHT DEAR! hahaha. (after 2 days thn go. -.-) hahaha. okayokay. sucks. i got medication. see alr want vomit. :X

making sandwhiches are fun. actually is the people fun. we're cool. 200 sandwhiches. god. credit credit. i hope its edible. :X hahaha. okay. im going to do chinese. good girl. :D dear's coming over tmr! yay! takecare of me through the nights. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! (dont think sick) im looking forward! HELLO PICTURES! like finally. hahaha. ilovedear! :D

Peanut R, Cheese P, Burger Q and Vege J <3

ily,
many(:

we hate fishes

2008-09-02T11:23:00.007+02:00

Definition of fish(es)
- cute adorable innocent creatures
- sharing/selfless/rocking/fabulousssss(like totally..)
- cool/non-hypocritical/real

hello, if you are smart enough you would notice that sarcasm is being used here.

it is damn niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
itis so dear to us, cant imagine life without them (so pleasant)
it makes such wonderful remarks and they are so sincere
it helps us in everything we do (NOT)

and such selflessness ... MY MY MY, haven't seen that in decades ((((((((((((:
the love that that it has showered us with is uncontainable and UNBEARABLE
i long to give it a great big hug that hopefully .. (suffocate it)
*AND A KISS FROM ME TO YOU ~*
*WON'T YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME TOO*
how sweeeet uh.

it is such a wonderful composer
singapore needs such WONDERFUL TALENTED FISHES like it
well mannered fish with high self esteem.
do you regard that we treat it as our BFFs (biggest f**king friend?? AWWWWWH)

a tiao2 of mehmeelen-lessss fish.
FLOWER IT!! FLOWER ITS FACE! FLOWER POWEEEEEER!!!!!!!! (F)(F)(F)
*TRANSFORM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
it is so classic and refined, WE SEE IT IN EYES OF LUST.
are you a moaner or groaner? ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR *AHHHHHH*

seemingly living under the illusion that it is drop dead gorgeous...
WE DROP DEAD!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
such comely comedians......
its warpaints and greasepaints is delightfully colored,
its composition of colors BLIND USSSSSSS! and cramps my stomach >< red blue orange yellow green pink purple white and finally .. the color of its heart .. BLACK. with red eyes, they laser beam me )))))))))))):
its bad breath engulfes me whenever we're SNORKELLING in the same oceannnn.
MY AIRRRRRR, MY TAIIIIIIL, MY GILLYBOOBS ):

it is so maskular and ONE TIAO2 LOYAL FISH.
very protective and considerate like a LUOHANYU.
using that bony empty brain of it...

shall end off now ..
"Fish, Fish Bond"

messy day!

2008-08-28T14:34:00.003+02:00

DANCERSSSSSSSSSSSS. REMEMBER TO BRING CONSENT FORMS TOMORROW. if not, die. {:

SEC THREES JIAYOU. GO ALL THE WAY. most imptly, HAVE FUN! :D we know you guys will. hahaah. love you guys ! <3 style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">aces tmr. LOL. it's going to be a little stupid. but might be fun. can we wear sports shoes? i havent get to wear my new shoes yet ! rawh ! hahaha. okayokay. :XD

i have been busy collecting money all day. i feel like a bank! chick-ching! hahaha. class party tmr, im going to rush out to buy stuff now. )): nvm, for 205 ! :D sinzhi you owe me $3 so dont ever say my keychain noob ever again. OR I SLAP YOU. HAHAHA. kidding. we planned for wed combine prac. ahhaha, we had fun! but i think th plan's not good. ): i hope it turns out well! okay, i should get running now. or no time. ));

love you guys, SEC 3S JIAYOU! :D please dont screw their perf, thanks.

ily,
many(:

When it stops, press rewind.

2008-08-27T15:20:00.006+02:00

it has been rather long since i just posted something. everyday, i'll be like, okay, i shall post today. but theres always nothing to post about. ): life's getting boringggggggggggg now. ): i dont feel like posting today. i want to change seat ! i sit at my current seat now, godddddd. i keep sleeping. ); like, before lessons, after lessons, during lessons. i feel sleepy like any time of the day. it hasnt been like this before! D; today during lit, i shifted to xiaoyuans's place. cause had to do work w annette and jiaying. i was super awake. thn math lesson, i continued sitting thr. super super awake. i really want to change seat. ): i cannot keep sleeping alr. i think i'll fall sick like that. :X

shubbie, annette and i had fun playing bingo today! we were like, 1 more time 1 more time. hahaha, shub counted. we said "1 more time" 4 times and "let's do math" 5 times. LOL. and we managed to finish chionging our math. cool. :D hahaha.

recess. OMG. WE HAVE TO MARK THIS DAY. this is the first time, llf let us off early! i was super super happy. went down, gt queue alr. awh manzxzxxxx. ); nvm, so queued western. atfter like 6-7 mins, 210 came down, woah, wth, all cut cut cut. -.- at first, ah, nvm. thn i got more and more bushuang. idk why sudden moodswings. so i got unhappy with everyth. im sorry dear. ): i shouldnt have been so sensitive.

DANCE. haha, today was fun! okay, not really but quite. we managed to talk to sec1s a little. i think they abit bushuang us. ): ahhh, but they dont want to say. nevermind, we'll go private talking. teeheehee. :D had new dance today! cool. :D its quite nice actually. hohoho. funfun. joanne dear's sickkkkkkk. ): get well soon dear! iloveyouuuuuuuu. <3 okay, thn laoshi left w nicholasseah to talk talk, thn we had our own time. hahaha, we had a little PK i think, i dont know, cant rmb. :XXX stmstm. ): did 30 pumpings, 20 sit-ups, 10 zhi2 tiao4. ahha, quite fun. i think im too fierce. ); i shall be nicer. sorry sec1s. blahblahblah, oh yes. th radio's damn damn funny. ahahah, me, huihui, jeslynn, xuanhao, jianbin and joanne had so much "fun". LOL. thn, after so very the long, rachel saved th day! ahahah, right after jianbin said," okay, due to some, herm, problems with THIS radio, we shall dance without music." thn th music came. LOL, damn funny. the radio's super weird. haha, very very funny. (((:

nicholasseah's cute! his actions for th sec3 dance. his actions compared to others is very cui4. hahaha. tianjun's not bad too. briefed about 5sept, 635 thn release. i was late for steffie. dear waited for 1hr30mins. im sorry. ):

ah, i feel down now. ): rawh. what should i doooooooooo. okay, i shall talk to dancers. oh yes. i want to know who crush is! rawh rawh rawh. honeyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! winks winks! ahhaha, (K)

i shall go off now. bye.

ily,
many(:

googoogaga, wtvvvvvv.

2008-08-19T14:28:00.002+02:00

im damn damn damn tired. but i have posting mood. :D
hahaha, okay, this will be a short one.

math was wtf today. -.- bloody hell. class was damn noisy after test. everyone was asking each other is got finish paper. definately no lah. anyway, thankyou minghe for lending me your curve ruler. (though i didnt use it) uh, sucks. math is a fail for sure. msged mummy straight after, she kept spamming me w qns. hah.

got back hist and geog ytd. sucks. 17 and 16.5/30 respectively. bloody hell. ): rawh. but hey, at least i didnt fail. shub got 17 for hist and geog, i forgot. :X dear got 18.5 for geog and he was damn dissappointed. say mug so hard, thn results like that. ):

cheena, i was sososososoooooo suprised i passed and got an A2. hah, i thought i would fail or sth cause i thought i totally flunked my whole xuan ci part. wheeeeeeee. shub say i tyco. hahha. i kept saying 100% count wrongly or sth. thn i counted my marks twice, it was correct. whee. :D nett was 0.5 marks to A1, she was soso happy but sad. and kept asking me to dig one mark out for her. " help meeeeeeeeee, help meeeeeee, chelaaaaaaaaa, help me dig one mark out, pleaseeeeeeeee? cannnnnnnn?" and of cause i said okay lah. but couldnt. ):

blahblahblah, lunched w jheong and huihui. huihui's going on a huahua diet. hahaha, sec2dance girls can never ever go on diet. we can never ever control. :D so huahua, give up. HAH. :D we were sharing food like. wooooh. haahha. cannot resist temptation. (: EAC !

i've to go up now. bathe, call dear, sleep. byeeeeeeee. i'll pray i dont flunk science tmr. ):

ily,
many(:

dancersD: , russian women. :D

2008-08-16T06:30:00.003+02:00

It's another empty saturday without dancers.
like evelyn said,

byebye NDP 2008
byebye PA
byebye shoom sha shoom sha
byebye hey ha hey sha
byebye ha, sha
byebye costume
byebye squishy headband
byebye shoulder piece
byebye wristbands
byebye gel
byebye hairspray
byebye ice-cream
byebye ice-cream cake
byebye japanese food
byebye pizza
byebye kfc
byebye 100 plus
byebye chicken/tuna pie
byebye majulah singapura with sec2girls, joanne(sec3)
byebye shouting and screaming the pledge
byebye fireworks
byebye red and white stars...
byebye red, white, no colour kallang wave
byebye finale dance

and i add on myself,

byebye mass cry mass hug
byebye lousy qian fans
byebye dancing in the rain
byebye jt's stupid magic tricks
byebye ms kee hugging and comforting me saying its okay
byebye mr liu who called me little girl saying when i grow up, he'll call me big girl
byebye nicholas, merrien who cheered encouraged us bfore dance
byebye shouting JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU before dance (gate6)
byebye getting breathless injured or wtv after or during th dance
and th line goes on...

good bye NDP 2008.
we'll miss you.

empty saturday. no dancers, no ndp, no 7 meals, no PA, no marina bay.
dancers, are you guys feeling th same right nowwww?
i miss you guys, alotalotalot. ):
can we have sat prac? i dont mind going back to sch after a long week for dance.
oh manzxzxxxx.
): CTs, hurry, go away.

shub and alik are coming over to study. haha, cant wait. alvin's damn mean, he left me with 10000 math qns which im supposed to do. ALVIN LEE YOU WASTE PAPER. LANG FEI GUO JIA ZI YUAN. i burn your hair ! hahaha. im really smart today. even alvin claims so. i managed to solve like dno how many qns myself. and he's sitting there solveing is chem qns. he told me about his pure maths lecture and tutorial. omg, its soso fun. ahhaha. :D its cool ! and his friends are stupid. hah.

dear's having tuition now, probably coming over after 3 maybe only. oh manzxzxxx, i wished he could come. waiting for alik and shub now. meanwhile, OLYMPICS. hahaha, bye.
oh yes, ytd. i watched th women hurdles. OMGGGGGGGGG. RUSSIA OWNNNNN. :D HAHAHAHAAHAHAH, RUSSIAN WOMEN ARE SOSOSOSOSOOOO HOT. sexy leggggggggggggs, pretty face, run like wooh ! jump like woahhhhhhhhhhh. hahahahaha. i was exclaiming to shub ytd. and i guess im going to be lesbo. wahahahahah. i told dear. he sayd, dont think i dont know what you're doing. LOL. wtv, RUSSIAN WOMEN. HOTHOTHOT. teeheehee, bye, i'll watch tv till they come.

ily,
many. (:

i'm not nicholas

2008-08-11T09:25:00.000+02:00

hi i'm the most disgusting shit on earth. :D

rawh, throat, heal heal heal D:

2008-08-08T13:02:00.006+02:00

rawh, i can have alotttttttt of things to post today.
but, im way way wayyyyyy too tired. );
my throat is half alive now. (too much of screaming this morning.)
throat, please heal tmr, i have to shoom sha shoom sha.
i'll pray, it'll not rain tmr.
please please please.

ah, im missing dear very badly now. )))); ahhhhhhhhhhh.
i shall go bathe and mug my goeg now.
dear can you please come back sooooooooooooooooooon ? D;
POST FOR ME SOON. i'll be waiting. (:

ohyeah, sec2 girls are bonded! extremeeeeeeee. :D got our batch bags today. (: we did so much stuff tgt today. wheeeeeeeee. ((((((; i love you girls max! <3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">JIAYOU NHDS TMR !

ily,
many(:

happy birthday dear ! (:

2008-08-05T16:10:00.003+02:00

it has been gazillion years i last post sth. but i shall post today. a super short one.
first, 205!
yay! well done people. we got 3rd for netball interclass. 3 cheersssssss ! :DDD ahhaha, though we didnt achieve gideon's aim of first, (shiyun! we won th bet) hahaha. but its okay! we worked well and, hey, we had fun! that was our main motive right? hahaha, great job! {:

dancers are cool. we cheered like retards today ! we= jheong, honey, tseyou, lionel, linbo, jianbin and some other sec1 boys. and we took pictures ! :D

next,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS GOH YONG DEEEEEEEE! <888888
hahaha, since you wanted 8. :X uhmn, idk what to tell you here. we've got like restofourlives to say wtv we wna say anyway. so, yeah. hope you enjoyed today although i thought it sucked. :X i know my baking skills are like, th best, thanks. wahahahah. okayokay, ily, alot. :D
(haha, crap letter, bag, cake) this is th first time i was so xi4 xin1 to someone.) feel honoured? ahahah. NOT. okay. (:

wallic, i know how to cut cake. i was giving you a chance. hahaha. (:

i cant post anymore, mummy's angry byeeeeeeee. ):

ily,
many(:

FAMILY OUTING! (:

2008-07-27T03:02:00.010+02:00

woohoo. Family outing again! :D
waited for berlin jie(bj) to finish church, thn went to fetch fi, bervyn kor, 3yima and popo. thn went to 317, people who wna swop car, swop. hahaha. thn rushed to thomsons for steamboat. stupid, give us so small table. say that table can sit 10 people, wth. steamboat, queeze what squueze, so hot alr lah, thn at first, me, mhj, bj, ah siang kor got no seat, so we stand. thn blahblahblah, they gave us a bigger table. i was v pekcek alr. rawh, but maintained my cool. wahaha. :X ate. very scary. we had 11 eggs, 1000000000000000 meatballs and alot of other stuff. thn th adults were like, mei you chi guo ji dan ah? mei you chi guo rou yuan ah. wahahaha. thn bhind suddenly got cigarrete smell. i buaytahan, went to our other table inside. (we split 2 tables, too many people. ahahah.) okay, dont say so much. PICTURESSSSSSS. :D at first. only th children camwhored. thn th old aunties also follow us. haha old aunties = mummy, dayima, 2yima, 3yima and xiaoyi. haahah.

i only have 3 of th mass children pics, i haven gotten th others. we took alot. haha, ahsiang kor and yang never join us. rawh ): lorry-ed back home. FUN. hahaha. we laughed ALOT. :D
oh th wind. i cannot open my eyessssss. hahaha.(this was unready. stupid mhj.)

well, idk what lead me to camwhoring. i was high. hahaha. look at my ugly face. :D

Okay, me and wenhao kor, childhood best cousins. :D 14years and countinggggggg. <3

HAHA, pictures make me happy though i look urgh. disgusting in them. :D

ily,
many(:

Dance; Dancers fill(s) my empty heart.

2008-07-26T10:29:00.011+02:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhh!
My saturday seems sososososoooooo empty w/out you guys.
dancerssssss. i miss all of youuuuuuuuu. D:
i cldnt stand it, so talked to peixian.

:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:22 PM): and today,
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:22 PM): i feel vvvvvv empty :}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:22 PM): i feel so weird not going to sch myou all,eet
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:23 PM): mass eat, play wtv'
[b]xoxo[/b] says (4:23 PM): yah!
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:23 PM): D;
[b]xoxo[/b] says (4:23 PM): like so funny
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:23 PM): yah! :}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:24 PM): like, ah, how.
[b]xoxo[/b] says (4:24 PM): yah
[b]xoxo[/b] says (4:25 PM): then at home cnt eat so much
[b]xoxo[/b] says (4:25 PM): hahaha
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:25 PM): yeah
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:25 PM): thn like
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:25 PM): nobody to talk to,
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:25 PM): nobody to bully
[b]xoxo[/b] says (4:25 PM): yahyah!
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:25 PM): nobody to play with :}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:25 PM): no losing voice while shouting :}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:26 PM): no shoom sha shoom sha [b]xoxo[/b] says (4:26 PM): then no jokes [b]xoxo[/b] says (4:26 PM): no bitching about ppl :}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:26 PM): yah!
[b]xoxo[/b] says (4:26 PM): so boring at home
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:26 PM): yessssssssssssss!
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:26 PM): at this time,
[b]xoxo[/b] says (4:26 PM): eat sleep shit watch tv
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:26 PM): we'll be mass eating like crazy lah
[b]xoxo[/b] says (4:26 PM): yah!
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:26 PM): snatching food and stuff
[b]xoxo[/b] says (4:26 PM): all the food or come out
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:26 PM): yeah!
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:26 PM): queue up
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:27 PM): thn shout laoshi chi aunty uncle chi, snr chi, jnr chi, da jia chi
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:27 PM): D;
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:27 PM): even weiwen also say
[b]xoxo[/b] says (4:27 PM): what he say
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:27 PM): stare at screen, dno wna do what [b]xoxo[/b] says (4:27 PM): yah!
[b]xoxo[/b] says (4:28 PM): then nothing to do
[b]xoxo[/b] says (4:28 PM): so boring
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:28 PM): yesssssssss
[b]xoxo[/b] says (4:28 PM): after ndp duno how t survive
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:28 PM): i dont mind rushing down to sch now :}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:28 PM): i dont mind losing my voice
[b]xoxo[/b] says (4:28 PM): me tooooo
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:28 PM): i dont mind ending damn late, :}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:28 PM): i dont mind if they keep us back and pump us
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:28 PM): i just need dance real badly :}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:28 PM): this feeling sucks.
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:28 PM): ):
[b]xoxo[/b] says (4:29 PM): dance is like our life now
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:29 PM): yah!
[b]xoxo[/b] says (4:30 PM): then like everyone familyyyy
:}chelaBONAPARTE /messy messy! [; says (4:31 PM): D; yess yess yesssssssssssss.

and th conversation continues. ): i really wna die alr lah. this saturday sucks. ): this is one of th many times i feel th importance of dance, dancers. ahhhhhhhhhh, howwwwwwww. i guess everybody's feeling this way now? im aching everywhere from yesterday's training. D: but i dont mind rushing down to school now, meet dancers, zoom to PA gather, thn bus down to marina, stay up till 10+11, losing my voice, get drenched by th heavy rain, wtv. i just hate this feeling of staying at home, feeling so empty inside. D:
Dance; Dancers fill(s) my empty heart.
(well of cause not forgetting dear, alicia and others)

Yesterday.
had xcountry trng. i wasnt late according to my phone's time, but according to mrchan's watch, i was late. ): christina, jeslynn were even later. so we owed mr chan 100+ berpes. :X ran 5 rounds for warmup, dynamic stetching, thn had circuit trng. FUN! :D ahah, all of us didnt wna do berpes so all chiong across berpes. LOL, can see after we reach th starjump staion, everybody sprint across berpes, look at iris who's incharge of blowing whistle. ahha, thn once sprint across, thn whistle havent blow thn all of us were like wooh! phew phew. hahaah. alik and i were tgt all th way. all of us were told to spread out in th beg. thn after some time, we somehow went to one staion, team circuit. hahaha. all at pumpings, thn left christina and another girl at th opposite do starjump. LOL. so fun. rotation was LOL! i thought was moving butt in rotation. HAH. but's not. it looks so stupid. but i thought was quite fun. :D blahblah, thn did punishment. we did 50 berpes. so owe mr chan another 55. they're doing it on tues. so, i'll have to do it on my own account. TEAM, I WILL DO IT! :D

shall not talk about lessons. normal, i completed my art :D

see my happy face; my messy hair. LOL.
look alike? rawh, i think its not very well done. ): but wtv! dear says its ugly and lousy. ahhaah.

did henna with afew dancers during lunch. wahaha. (thankyou mona for helping me write th nhds. :D ) i helped huihui, joey, and lynette write, and help t draw thier smiley faces. i drew th smiley face myself. thankyou mona! :D)
and dear helped me write my name ! :DD

(not bad right.) wahaha. i drew a heart on his hand. he didnt want to, keep refusing say nonono, i dont want but still let me draw. hahaha. he says its smelly. hahaha. ( like him ) :XD kidding.

dance, tiring! time zoooooooooooooomed damn fast. blah blah thn ya tui tht time we look down parade sq. SALB. singapore agressive little boys. thn asked teeyien so become check tlb. so check th little boys. thn came back asked leon, it was check tlv. hahaha. thn th boys chnge to virgin. :X me and peixian laughed bigtime. ahahah. thn we played tong shou tong jiao. thn we and peixian acted romeo and juliet. editted version. marrying dead. LOL. fun fun. after dance, sec2 girls were damn high. as usual. duh. hahaha. did za1 ma3, situps, pumpings. all of us shout damn loud. thn nicholas seah said that's th dance spirit! wheeeeeeeeee! SEC 2 GIRLS OWNAGE! :D my ( idk what that part is called.) near th shoulder, above breasts but not chest there pain, but still did pumping anyway. COOL. :D i love sectwogirls. haha, sectwo guys, i love you guys too lah, dont jealous. ahahha. thn nicholas seah spoke to us, thn dear called me, spent a little time. (he waited for 40 mins. im sorry dearrrrrrrrrrrr.) went off to 2yimas. (:

after dance alr not feeling v well, my eyes were dying alr. thn on th way back home on th car, hoho. fever. D; so never go online, go up bathe, sleep. must be because of lack of sleep, thats why fever. im okay now! but im feeling freaking empty. D;

im gna continue do my cheena hw, later LLF call mummy agn. rawh. bye.
dance, i really need it. dancers, i need you guys reaaal badly. esp sec2girls. rawh D:
dear's busy right now, shant disturb him. (:

ily,
many(:

another mile with a smile (:

2008-07-22T12:15:00.003+02:00

Yifeng and Wenxuan went to suzhou for choir. i thought i would have died without them, but its totally not what i expected. ((: though i do miss you two pigs. hahaha. ah, before they left, me shub and ruichen, were abit cold t one another, thn th only people i talked to in our so-called clique was yifeng and wenxuan. thn our so-called clique was totally goner lah. ): but now, me shub and ruichen are back like glue again ! :D yifeng and wenxuan not here, dorothy shifted back t her old seat, so can talk t zhixin they all, thn shubbie sat beside me! and ruichen's still plotting behind me, so three of us are together. hahaha. :D wheepie.

Honestly, i really missed those close times i have with shubbie. Though at times i cannot stand what she says or how she acts, i know she doesnt like how i act or what i say at times too, but we ren, thn either th next day or at that moment, we'll just smack each other straight in th face with it. And we'll laugh over it. Though sometimes, th cycle will repeat, but we seldom bear grudges, th most 2 days? 1 week? Those will be th days we'll be emo, we'll be easily agitated, very emotional. Now, we're close, yes, but theres sth different. There seems to be a gap between us. Manzxzxxx, please go away. rawh.

Yesterday was totally slack shit.
Mondays are slack enough, but yesterday, omg, totally ownage. First period was PE, thomas got us t stay in class, only ruixuan, jiahwee and ruichen went down. ruixuan's retaking her 2.4, jiahwee accompany, ruichen happy happy follow. she says she wna run. yeah, so we stayed in class and slack. :D thomas was finsing chairman, cause there wont be teacher in class, ask chairman takecare, but yifeng isnt in. so he said,"i will leave th class w my reliable and thrustworthy dancer" and he pointed t me. lol. woah. thanks eh. that time still punish me. rawh. shubbie heard thn she laughed. HEY YOU WOMAN. hahaha. History, ms kee came in gave us ws, thn left, she had t go out for sth, no idea what. so 2 periods, no teacher, slack :D last period before recess, music, ms yeo isnt here, so suzhou. woohoo. full 4 periods of slacking. me and shubbie slept. hahaha, th weather was v v nice, cooling(guess it was raining), best weather t sleep. haha. Came back frm recess, CEP. Mr liu told us about his life story. haahah, about his supposed to be girl and his friend. quite sad lah ): rawh. our class were like spamming him w our opinions. hah. next, PW, oh manxzx, ruichen gets super fed-up during this period. D: blahblahblah, lunch. thn ICT, sat w shiyun and ruichen, thn started t play some stupid games. thn only 10 people in class listening, thn ms soh got fed-up. but i got do! ( not ) is shubbie, and denise evil twin help me do one. hah. thanks! Geog, nothing much lah, shubbie sat w me. talked, listened, studied. :D after sch, dear came t find me. quite funny. we were slapping each other. ahha. Advantages of having long hands * winks winks * hahaha. thn i slapped his ass and he was dying. wheeeeee! :D hahaha. actually, i dont think i hit hard okay. thn went t find alester, had math tuition. 4 chapters in 2 hours, hajelluyah. i got pissed. D: but still did qns and answered his qns anyway, denise evil twin was fed-up too. ahha, we make a good combination, yeah twin? HAHAAH. went up for dance, nothing. just sat there. Finish.

Today- its tuesday! (dance hoodie day)
haha, can see those dancers who have gotten thier hoodie wearing. LOL, abit guailan ahh. :XX reached sch, met up w joanne dear, joey, jeslynn, peixian ran th dance steps. supposed to help joey perform cause got china people come, thn need performances so we agreed to help out. thn practiced, in th end, ms kee dont let. D: haha, v funny lah, all 5 of us went t parade sq tgt wearing th hoodie. hahaha. thn damn hot, took out jacket cause dance what, thn hothtohot. thn wore while national anthem, pledge and sch song, sweat like shit. thn took out. ahah, me peixian and jeslynn did th same thing. hahaha. me and peixian got a little sad lah, though both of us dont wna dance in frnt of 210, but, when told dont dance alr, we were a little ): blahblahblah.
Physics was okay, shubbie and shifted over yet. me, xiaoyuan, xinyuna and few other people were rather confused. ahahah, but after that, mrs chang clarified thn okay alr ((: mrs chang is nice. :D HCL, have to copy th 100 word list 10x, grats t me :D happy birthday. -.- shubbie got 3 marks higher than me. thn recess, she brought it up. cause lit i win her 2 marks, thn she say want divorce. thn now she in totaly win me 1 mark, i shouted "divorce!" damn loudly. hahaha, thn blahblah. shubbie shifted over aft recess. thn maths. omg, alester's hearing is nice, omg. i forgot what he said, thn shubbie said thn still do for what damn softly, but he heard ! both of us were like, omgogmomg. ahahah. history, got paper back. i got 21/30 ! wheeeeee. i thought i was freaking gna fail. thn was dman scared. walked over t ms kee, i thought she was going to say, "please work harder", "you can do much better than this" or whatsoever, but she didnt! she said, " a liiiiiityle bit more" hahaha. i didnt dare to see my mark unitl i got back t my seat. shubbie was like, i bet is 21. thn i open, really 21. ahahah. shubbie got 16. i won by 5 marks. so intotaly, i win 4 marks. thn she was like. divorceeeeee! ahhaah. super funny. she said i was SZB. ): EL, had VJ. stupid man keep hurrying us, i gl-ed him 3-4 times. hahaha. he's -.- dont wna drill on it. lunch. was damn sad. D: whole day never see dear alr, thn lunch he went for bible study. and he never tell me ! D: thn i was damn sad, but luckily, jheong pei-ed me ! so we talked. thn talked about daryl, thn wanted t go down find him. but saw him frm upstairs, so watched him play. haha, we had a good time laughing. :D talked to didi frm above, blahblah. next period was lit. called dear's phone, jt picked up. he left his phone thr. -.- so ran up t 210. i had to get my oliver twist back. but he wasnt there, so on th way down, borrowed honey's. thn sat for a while, saw dear at th back door, so went out, got th book frm him, thn bye. edward's still having menopause. :X alot of people say so. cause shes really vvvvvv weird. ACC, went t auditorium. had super super great laugh w shubbie. i srsly had no isea how th person fell. omg. thn aftersch, packed bag. dear came down. i packed my bag, left th class. dear walked towards me asked whr i was going. we havent say 4 sentences, he say he wna go play soccer. i say i leaving at 3, but he still went down. i was DDDD; 1 whole day never see, never talk, nothing alr, after sch still like that. thn waited for time t pass. watched our class casts play. haha. abit funny. oh yeah, i played mini roller coaster joseph, i almost killed him. :X luckily he had long legs and stood up real quickly or else he booooom. face on th floor. hahaha. stupid roller chair. thn gideon kept repeating. "th words for nanhua speaks today is jiao bin. and th correct way for pronounciating it is joseph." hahaha. stupid. mean lah. thn mummy called, i had t go. i went t th staircase, looked at him. he looked back ask if i going alr. thn i said yeah, thn he just waved and said bye. wtf. i didnt even bother waving. walked back up, grabbed my bag and his bag, put his bag on th floor near where he was playing, thn told him i leave it thr, he waved, i left. -.- i am so happy. yay. -.- mummy and uncle tay came t fetch me. i surpressed my tears in th car. i was so ); rawh. went t eat, came back for tuition and im here. gtg back, study for geog. byeeeeee.

Oh yes, sorry mr chan, i cannot go for trng today. ): im vvv depressed about it D:

ily,
many(:
(todaywasjustanightmare,tmrwillbeokay,right?)

wheewheewheeeeee. (:

2008-07-18T16:03:00.004+02:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Didi's fine alr ! :D
hahaha, yayayayayayyyyyyyy, im vvvv happy. hahaha. phewphewphewwwww.
so many people asked about DARYL. :D yayayayay, hahaha, can see frm sec2 female dancer's pm, its either, "oh mans D: " or "ah, omg" or "ouch, takecare" and stuff. hahaha.

suddenly i thought of this,
/ the importance of someone depends on the people around that person. (:

hahaha, im just vvvvv glad. :D whoooooooo!
im quite high. hahaha, i want to sing w sec2 girls,"I NEED A ROUND OF APPLAUSE!" hahaah, screams actually. :X

okay, we learnt more of th new dance tday, it made everyone high, hahaha. :D thn there was this "whip" move, jheong said i look like i was seducing someone. like omgggg, i wasnt, and i cant. ahahah, jeslynn's good ! :D ahhaha, thn there was th "pumping move" hahaha, i used more of bottoms, pearlynn, huihui, lynette used more of their boobs. HAHAAH. jheong, joanne dear, peixian sang ! hahaha, we sang damn damn loudly. close to shouting. :XD fun fun fun. supposed t do gun4. but ended up playing limbo. ahahha, blahblah, pumpings, we did 20 pumpiong, 20 situps, i did situps w honey. we were practically shouting at each others faces. fun fun. HAAHAH. honeys unite ! :DDDDDDD i love honey a lot a lot <3 (((: nicholas seah was cute. ahahah, he made everyone laugh. hahaah. anyway, we got or dance hoodie tday. its shorttttttt. ); nvm. NE3 tmr, jiayou everyoneeeeee! FUFU. hahaha. (:

dear's not back yet, i miss him like 757859876082765897263995287. ):

gtg back home, at 2yima's place. byeeeeeeeeee.

ily,
many(:

okay, im back home. hah. i rmbered sth. HAHAHA. joey shared a rachel gibson book w me, i read, shared w shubbie. and we both read th super freaking horney book. hahaha, ms kali saw shubbie reading thn (go shubbie's blog read. hahaha, im lazy. ) :XD lunch. dear asked me, " tell me more about nancy and spikes" (his lit test was next period) thn i was like, " WHAT?! MENSES AND SEX?!" i srsly heard that. omg. thn i laughed like some crazy shit. shubbie was like, "i dont see anyth funny." but i did, i cant believe i heard that. hahaahahah. dear had th stunn face at first, thn he laughed. when i stopped, i was still laughing like shitxzxxx. Rachel Gibson. MUST BE THAT BOOK. rawh. shubbie was like,"woah, zi ge, du rachel gibseon jiu bian zhe yang horny." LOLLL. okayyyyyyy, rawh. oh shit, im super blur now, i mean, still as blur. i dont really get anyth anybody's saying now. i've got t rest my little head now. ahahha. rawh. tmr. NE show 3. JIAYOU DANCERSSSSS.

i know i missed out on alot of things today, as in, not missed out, is, i never post about them. ): hahaha, i dno why, im damn lazy now. i just feel like nua-ing here. HAHAAH. byeeeeeeee.

ily,
many(:

DARYL, STRONG please ):

2008-07-18T13:28:00.004+02:00

God, please please. D;

Daryl didi, strong okay! i know you wont come here, but, ahhhhhhh. D:
This time round, its my turn to feel th pain for you. (i can really feel th pain, im bleeding too.) ];
Jie loves you a lot, and, i'll pray pray and pray for you.

I am lost of words t say now, my hands are still trembling, my heart's beating quickly, my head's spinning, i, i cant do anyth now. momo, popo loves you alot and, pleaseeeee, strong, i'll let you say any mean thing t me once you recover. (whydidyoutrytodothatinthfirstplacee) ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. );

Im, extremely DTRDFTHIFYDYGHOUIYPIYUOTGHRDFEGUYJU.
God,please be with him. ):

All th love you can contain. we'll pray, very very hard. ):

such a rush; rush is never ending

2008-07-16T15:51:00.004+02:00

5 MONTHS, 2 DAYS ♥
haha. (: {ialmostforgotten untildearaskedmeaftsch, "what dat is it today" on th 14, thn i was like, oh!} rawh, how could i forget about it. ): i was just talking about it on saturday. -.-

okay, lets see. how many days have i not post. 6.
6 days. hahaha. okay. denise asked me t post sth. she said shes bored. v v bored in fact, i told her later, which is now. (: though she's alr offline, but i shall not break my promise. (:

6 days, i cant really rmb what happened. i think i might be dying of brain cancer or sth. during morning assembly tday, after saying th pledge, we sang sch song right, i dont rmb singing anthem leh. thn i was like, omg. i dont rmb at all. ): haha, i saw dear's face on th newspaper today, pop, page 12, the joker. LOL. he said he tio shock, hurried t see, thn saw th joker. hahaha, i felt like laughing big time, but i just supressed, smile, laugh big time inside. AHHAHAHAHAAH. fun :D honey was like, " look like meh?" i was like YAHHHHHHHHH! SEE TH RESEMBLENCE. hahaha. jheong asked me if i like double dates that much, hah. went out w joanne and chernie. watched the strangers. ahahah, when we bought th tickets, we saw th whole row bhind us was occupied, except th four seats bhind us. BUTBUTBUT, ytd, nobodyyyyyyyyyy. rawh, i was damn scared, joanne and chernie too! hahaha. joanne dear was like, omg, can we go out now? i dont mind wasting $6. we went in on time i guess. 2.10pm. but whole cinema only got 4 of us. thn chernie was like, omg, whole cinema to ourselves. haha, i was damn scared by then. thn 4 people came in. movie alr started. thn it was nh people. ahah, we laughed. thn few mins passed, 4 newtown girls came in. haha, thn no more alr. joanne dear, I SEE THAAAAT. hahaha. i know you're happy. i am happy for you too ! dear's sick. he's got "hot" voice. hahaha. blahblahblah, thn my tummy was killing me. i was dying of pain. i could like faint. dear was like, okay anot, dont faint leh. HAHAHA. waited for uncle sharul, he came thn i ahd t walk t th car. omgggggggg. i was clenching my fist like SHRDVGHJKLIUJGHGJHM got into th car, died. ahhhhh, stupid. ):

rawh rawh, idk what t post about, not in posting mood. okay, dance is "back to normal" today was high. :D learnt 1 new dance, cause laoshi wanted t chnge all th steps. haha. fun. i liked th super big jump, thn 4 actions following. ahahha. laoshi ask row 1,3,5,7 to stand, thn ask us do actions, cause 2,4,6,8 will be diff action. thn he ask us do, we do, so many people laugh, HAHAHA. i think its nice. :D not nice, FUN. (((: haha, oh yes, "1,hold 2, 3,4, 5,hold 6, doing doing! " haah, i think laoshi's VVVVVVVVVVVVVVV CUTEEEEEEEE OMG. i bet all dancers think so. hahaha, joanne dear dear this dance make us look like micheal jackson. hah. rawh rawh, thn we were just high lah, thn laoshi asked if want 1 time ndp, thn everybdy just okay! thn pah! on th floor. ahahha. thn we shouted, "full-uped" :DDDDDDDDDDDD my back was killing me. ahhaha i never do warmup. hahaha. pumpings, at first was 60. thn do 20, chong-lai, until 50. 10 reduced cause they say our run for ndp was good. :D hahaha. so in th end, we did 70 pumpings. i didnt feel tired. i was high still. very high. ahahah. honey's not online, i wna tell her sth. hahaha. i shouted damn loud okay, can ask jheong. ( who is busy studying lit, haha, she says im talking alien. :XD) blahblahblaaaaaaaaah. water break, i sprayed water at dear, thn he came over, tried t take revenge, but, i was too strong. uh, duhhhhh. have always been. HAHAHA. we then got chased out of canteen, sec4s wna study. ahahha.

went t jermiah home w 204 tday. their faces, omg, i feel damn sad. while folding stars, i saw sth asked shiyun see, shiyun asked esther see, thn i asked jheong see. omgggggg. ): after their perf, thn interaction time. me, jasmine, jheong, esther and shiyun were tgt. we went to these 2 old woman who were sitting alone. went over, they can only speak malay. omg, we had super hard time. but we did try. :D haha, thn tom. he was playing chess w this old man lah. thn v funny. hhaah. put on th no. , put in th middle of the boxes. I FED THEM THEIR GREEN BEAN SOUP! hahaha, jingkai was like, " dancers zui hao de, wei ta men, zui you tong qing xin." hahaha, i fed, yewchern fed, i fed, jing kai fed. hahaha. blahblahblah, thn 2 old men went up to sing. ahahah. soon, all over alr, go back sch. thn suan-ed huihui like crazy. ahahah, me jheong and jasmine. LOL. and all th way back t sch. rushed t dear, got my bags, rushed t change, go dance. haahha. they were doing gun4, thn learned th dance. (:

dear, WELL DONE FOR TH RUN TODAY ! I AM PROUD OF YOU! rawh, ask you dont run, sick still run, luckily you;re still here, not in hospital, next time dont playplay kay. cannot thn cannot. in any way, YOU WERE GREAT! :D hah, okay. dorothy said im v lucky, cause i have a good boyfriend. hah. "eh, ni hen hao leh, nan peng you na me hao, hai bang ni zuo notes." i laughed. thn i laughed and replied," dang ran nah" hah.

Alester made us stand for 5 mins agn, every 2 weeks. -.- "YOU WASTE MY TIME, I WASTE YOUR TIME, WE WASTE EACH OTHERS' TIME" his fav phrase. hahaha. dorothy said its like nursery rhyme. i laughed. she said im v nice, cause i keep making her laugh, ahhaha. :D she make me laugh too. being her tablemate isnt thaaaaaaaat bad afterall. ahahah. yifeng came over for pair work today! (: haha, welcome back. thn xinhui and denise were like," woah yifeng, wo men hen huai nian ni leh." hahaha, very funny. rawhhhhhh, okayokay, i better end now. dear need t sleep alr. so, i'll have t go off too. :D NO MORE TESTS THIS WEEEEEEK. WHEEE. (:

ily,
many(:

it wasnt that bad afterall. (:

2008-07-10T13:20:00.003+02:00

today was not thaaaaaaaat bad afterall. besides th fact dear lost his hp and wallet. i was almost dying. rawh. at many many times i have th freaking urge t msg dear, but cannot. uhuhuhuhuhhhhh. D:

math test.
i was worrying worrying, but in th end, alester said i can do it one cause all frm 7.1. i was v proud of myself lah, i missed more than half of th topic but i know how t do! :D hahaha. then i was happy. :D test wasnt thaaat bad. just that i got confused over 5SF one, yf confused me. ahahah.
PE, thomas had HEALTH EDUCATION w us. ahah. jinwee was like, "are we in pri sch or sth?" haha, damn gaosiao. thn thomas made andy, gideon, me, yifeng, xiaoyuan, jiahwee and ruichen stand. i think jiahwee and ruichen's damn yuan wang. they didnt even talk lah! blind. -.- me and yifeng did talk. but we were talking about BMI and stuff. its totally relevant! uh, wtv lah. he freaking says 23 healthy. its so freaking heavy lah. i calculated. i must be 54kg to reach 23 for my bmi. thats totally crazy lah. -.- dont talk about him alr. i feel super gl-ed.
PC. LLF go change yf's seat! wlaoooooooooooo. i was v v angry at first, thn i gl-ed llf like crapxzxzxxx. you can ask xinhui/denise. HAH. after pc ended, i cried. hahaha. i cant believe i did so for that. my mentality was, nobody talk t me alr, talk about all my personal stuff, all my crapzxzxx, talk t me about life, and other things. at that moment, yf seemed sososo impt t me, xinhui and denise. ahahah. they were like," wlao, we have t chnge our sitting angle alr" haha. but in th end, we found dorothy quite nice. ahah. she bian huai alr, eat in class and stuff. LOL. and she was crazy lah during chem. mr liu just ask us split paper in 3 parts, thn do some qns. thn i drew lines. she fold thn draw. thn we almost finishing th qns alr she still drawing lines. thn me and xinhui asked her," WAH, MIAN BAO! HAI ZAI HUA XIAN AH!" thn she was like," mei you lah, wo kan ta(she pointed t me) hua dao zhe yang neat, thn wo ye yao hua." hahaha. thn mr liu joked, ask us dont jiao1 huai4 her, dont make her crazy also. thn i was like, SHES TH ONE MAKING ME CRAZY LAH. ahaha, thn 4 of us laughed.

assembly was, i dno how t describe. performers came frm diff countries. very "wow" performance. ahah. DEAR! i told you im not childish. :XD ahahha. ohyah, i pei-ed dear up after lunch. hahaha. :D he was like," woah, so nice ah." rawh. i have always been okay. ahahah.

elections after sch.
i was v v troubled before i went up. i dno who t elect. what if make wrong decision. thn i was still afraid nicholas seah wld be angry w me. cause of ytd. went up, ON TH WAY UP, I LOST TH SPRING AND THE COVER OF TH KEYCHAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. im damn sad ): th cover has dear's name! D; ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. okayokay, election. fun! :D jianbin was super crazy. ahahah. JIANBIN, I WONT DISGRACE YOU HERE. HAHAHA. yeah, thn i was super touched when th results for chairman came out. honey was close t tears! i cried. ahahah. i cldnt control. no offence kay. but its like, after so much, im still glad so many people are supporting him! :D NICHOLAS ALL TH WAY! YOU CAN DO IT! :D had to leave earlier, after handing in th last form, i went t ms chuas.

ms chua's place. had tuition. ruiqi darling was sad today. i could tell th first thing i saw her. thn tuition tuition, oh, i brought macs t share. HAH. ms chua shared mango and lemon shobert w us. blahblahblaaaaaaah. thn nahim, shawn, changci came. ahahah. they're damn funny. ruiqi went after 530, i stayed, cause i came late. thn its like, all their sentences had th word fuck in it, and they were singing some super A songs and jokes. hahaah. nahim says i have th " why-am-i-here-with-these-freaks" and "what-the-hell-are-they-doing" look. hahaha. they came in, disturbed roxy and dexter, thn shawn was like, "im not fucking doing anyth, its just a greeting." hahaha. roxy was so scared, she was practically trembling. yes. vibrating like, omg. poor girl. a lot a lot of stuff. thn went home, and im here.

DEARRRRRRRRRRRR, I MISSED YOU LIKE MORE THAN A LOT, AND IM FREAKING DYING. the person who took his phone. uh, die of horrible death mans. D: we're dyingggggggg. D:

i've t go bathe. wheee, im skipping dinner agn. :D oh yes, hope dance'll be better tmr. WELCOME NEW EXCOS! we will respect you. :D

ily,
many.(:

oh tmr. D; jheong's HOT -. :XD

2008-07-09T13:48:00.005+02:00

it has been a rather long time since i last post.
jheong qilin was shouting at me cause of that. ahahah. and im damn happy cause. I GROPED HER - ! WHEEEEEEEEEEE. HAHAHAHHA, JHEONG, IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME AHH. hahaha. huihui was like, omg, first time i her jheong qilin scream and shout like that. hahs.

tmr's a badbad day ): elections and math test. pyth thm, wlao, can die. i ponned so many freaking lessons, now ask me test. neneh ! D;

mrliu talked t me in th morning, ask me whats going on between me and dear. i keep say nothing thn rawh ! i got cheated by him ! he say "are you sure, this is not what he said." thn for a moment i thought why dear never tell meeeeeee. D; thn ahhhhhh, i got freaking cheated. thn he keep ask me lah, thn say before pledge taking. thn turn arnd, pledge taking alr. thn after pledge taking, he continue asking lah. thn he keep ask me stop smiling and tell him. thn he say alot of things. thn i just said, ahhh, yah, we're together lah. thn we talk talk talk. nothing much. i told dear about it during recess.

me and yifeng talked today. after recess. i cried. cause i was v luan. rawh. but we had a v v v nice talk. (: wheeeeee. talked until i was damn tired. sleep. ahahah. but, our talk was great. :D thanks yifeng! :D religion religion religion. rawh.

blahblahblah.
alester tan never gl alr. hahaha. and we never gl him THAAAAAAAAT MUCH. or rather, not at all alr lah. hahaha. can see he's damn stressed, his hairstyle diff alr, so messy. ahahha.

JOKE OF TH CLASS TODAY :D
"i am scared of ghosts"

andy during lit lesson:
edwards,"andy go to the library and print it now"
andy,"can someone accompany me? maybe joseph?"
edwards cuts in,"nono, andy, go, now,"
andy continues his sentence,"but im scared of ghosts, joseph will scare them away."
(class laughs)
edwards,"andy, you better hurry. NOW."
- he forgotten t bring th lit ws. haha, so edwards got him t print all of th pages frm th library. so kelian. :X

me during math lesson:
me,"mr tan, i go canteen go get warm water for denise, she cramp."
(shubbie's bhind me)
alester,"okay, can. but one person can alr what. get water only."
me,"huh, but i dont waaaaant. i want her go w me, im afraid, later ghost take me away."
alester,"okayokay, go"
- i had no intention t copy andy, it just came t me. but, i am really scared of them. haha. thn i was so shocked i said that lah. thn alester didnt give me any jiao face, he just smiled and say go. hahaha.

MORNING. OPEN SPACE.
jt's super lame. he came bside me, thn said,"eh, you never paint your face tday."
me," uh, shuttup, go away. why you wear like that tday? never wear pe attire. look damn weird."
jt,"im going to teach pe like that today."
me,"dont lie."
jt,"huh, dont lie how i sleep."
- stupiddddddddddddddddd. lame shitty. shubbie was laughing like shit. i feel fooled. rawh. hahaha.

okayyyyyyyy, im going t study now. math test tmr. pft.
nicholasseah, nicholas, im sorry if i said anyth wrong D: i hope i didnt hai4 you. D:

days are passing really quickly. dear's birthday's coming soon. god. please stop th time. i dont know what t get for himmmmmmm. DDDDDDDD;

media brief was fun! :D haha, pearlynnnnnnnnn! damn hot! wahahahaha. omgomgogmomgomg, only wang will know what im talking about. (wang, just that moment. now not anymore alr) haha. must be loyal to my husband-to-be. hah. :XD

okayokay, study study study. :D
ANYWAY, peixian, dont worry, we're on your side. love you girl ! :D

ily,
many(:

can this week be suck-ier. ):

2008-07-01T11:43:00.003+02:00

i know myself, i dont wna spoil th reputation af nhds, so i wont say much here.
SECTWODANCERS! i can see that we care a lot for each other esp now, when so many things are happening. i dont know why but i see us so serious( i am myself too), i feel v v scared. i really dont want th same time next year, we become like uh, nvm, i dont want us to fall out. sectwo girls, i know we made a promise, but most probably, sth wld happen. but seriously, no matter what happens, i believe our batch wld still stick tgt, no matter how many "divorce" cases dance family had or is having or going to have last time, now or in th future, we'll still be there for each other, supporting each other. sectwoguys, dont be afraid of us okay, im sorry we seemed to be v dao these few days cause a lot of things happened and we're v stressed. haha, i know you guys are stressed too seeing us like that. they're many things i can tell you guys but, it'll be never-ending so i'll stop here. sectwobatch, i know you know i love you guys haha. <3 (:

tosecthrees.
i know few or none of you will come here. i knw we're having a conflict btween our batches. you guys think we're gl, think we're climbing over you, think we disrespect you, think we're not high enough for dance, think we've not done our part in dance, think our attitude got big problem, what else? ah, all th bad things you can think of. hey, seniors, to be honest, yes, sometimes i dont like th way you guys treat us. i feel its v unfair to th sec2s, i really dui th sec2s bu4 zhi2. from th beg, i've loved and respected you seniors for not only a senior, but who you guys really are. but, after so much that has happened, our batch see no point respecting you as who you are, no, not no point, is, we dont know how to respect you guys for who you are, and only a senior, cause you're bigger, you have more experience in nhds, cause you're called our senior, so we respect you. but is this what you guys really want? i know most of you want t get this matter over and done with. who doesnt? i havent been sleeping well these 2 days lah, sec2s are tearing our hair out, everyday cry like i dno what. dance had always been something i feel very proud of. i used to feel very very proud to be in nhds, to be a member of nhds, this big, cozy, bonded, close high, crazy but not forgetting discipline th dance family. but now, i dont know why but all these are lost, they seem to poof, vanish halfway mid air. also, you all always say, wna bring dance back bring dance back, honestly, do you think its possible, no, i dont think so, thats to be frank. of cause, i want dance to hui lai as you people always say, but what is hui lai? we have never experienced what life back then at nhds was, how are we supposed t go back. many frm my batch just suggest we look forward and bring nhds to a greater height, but, thats if we work v v hard tgt and strive towards a same goal. im not blaming you guys here, and i never bushuang you people as most of you think so. i just feel very bad for th sectwos. you guys think what has happened is just a misunderstanding. but actually, do you guys know how much you've hurt us? if you people were not people we love, not people we trust, not people we respect, if any thing like that happen, would we be that hurt? would we cry or would we even shed a tear? i know tmr will be worse. you people'll still be angry. let us com tgt trash everyth out one day. nobody wants this freaking stupid sucky feeling, sectwos still loves dance. but th thing is, dance is lack of love, eveyone seem to li jia chu zou alr. D; ay, i think say so much also no point. but i really wna bring this point across clearly. me, rachel lee, dont bs you guys at all. i never dont respect you guys or gl you guys. i apologise for ytd you you think that i was gl ytd. i just felt vv bad for th sec2s, and ytd's atmosphere wasnt even th correct one to trash things out. sorry secthrees, i'll still love you guys. lets give each other more time, lets solve things out kay ! (:

to dear!
dear! thanks for everyth ! im sorry for saying so much ytd. i have no intention on blaming you okay ! thanks thanks thanks for everyth. thankyou for understanding me and being there for me when i needed you ! :D haha. dno who said nc day dont wna meetup. hahaha. you just cannot control your "raging hormones". lousy pig. hah. in anyway, thankyou so much for everyth. iloveyou! (:

BATCH MATES. (sec2 dancers)
I LOVE YOU GUYS MAX TOO OKAY ! AHHAHA. i've never seen such bonded, wonderful people. (: you guys are totally awesome. :D

there was extra chem lessons for 205, 206, 210 and 211 dancers today by mr liu. omg, th feeling is so goooood. ahahah. dancers all in 1 class. yadahyadahyadah. hahaah. mr liu says im close w everybody, esp someone, too close actually. i just looked away. *ididnthearanythhhh* lol, denise, shh. ahhaha.

ohyes, mralester sucksss. D; he gl-ed me today. cause i was singing w yifeng. we were playing ahhaah. cause yf was singing "loving you" thn th super high pitch part came thn i just played lah, thn i sing, thn i tio shock lah, i suddenly can go so high, yf also shock. thn we were v v happy thn we kept trying and trying lah. thn he gl-ed say what, i thought you're a dancer? do you want me to send you over t choir? thn give me that stupid face. urghhhhh you. remember that ! D; piggggggggggggggggggg #@$^#@&%^$*(&^)(*&(*%#^%$@%$#@#^&%() rawh ! but i dont care, gl, gl all you want. hah.

lit test west stupid. who wasnt asking round for ans lah. th whole class were looking at each other, people were telling ans, i dont see what th test is for. anyway, i'll still have to thank dear ! for making notes for me. thankyou for spending your precious time for meeeeee! im v gandong. thanks thanks.<3 ahahah. and, im not dodo you, i wont call you hippopotamoooose. ahhaah.

im v v tired. i cant stand any of this anymore, please, lets settle these stuff quickkkkk. D:
i dont want to owe any more hw, but I DONT HAVE TIMEEEEE. i have a lot of things bothering me. and everyth's still up in my head when i sleep, which equals to NO SLEEP. omg, i dont want panda eyes. ): please. i dont was this sucky feeling D:

WHEE, DANCE TEE TMR. YOOHOOOOO. :D finally we get to wear dance tee on wednesday! :D teeheehee, dont be jealous. :XXX

ily,
many(:

im crazy (:

2008-06-29T05:43:00.002+02:00

You Are a Great Listener

You are the perfect person to talk to.

You are patient, empathetic, and encouraging.

You provide subtle, but important, feedback.

You let people say everything that needs to be said before you weigh in.

Are You a Good Listener?

Your Gemstone Says...

You are an excellent communicator. You express yourself clearly.

You relate easily to other people, and you're a great listener.

Friends turn to you to help stay grounded and sane.

You realize that everything is interconnected in life, and you aim to help as many people as possible.

The Gemstone Test

You Are a Little Negative...

You can be negative from time to time, but you rarely go overboard.

You have a realistic view of the world, and most people appreciate your honest insights.

Like everyone else, you have your darker moods.

But when you're feeling super negative, you keep your feelings to yourself.

Are You Too Negative?

Your Attention Span is Medium

Your attention span is just about average.

You may think that you have a short attention span...

But being distracted is something most people struggle with.

The most important thing is that you're aware that your mind wanders.

If you find yourself daydreaming, you can usually snap out of it.

It may be tough to concentrate at times, but you can do it... if you want to!

How's Your Attention Span?

What the House Test Says About You

You have a high opinion of yourself. You think that you are quite important in the scheme of things... definitely more important than most people.

You are very community oriented. You like to buy local, know your neighbors, and live in a neighborhood that matches your personality.

You are a playful, charming, and seductive person. People feel instantly close to you.

You look attractive, but mostly because your rely on your natural good looks to get by.

You are moved by romance and love. You are optimistic about people, and you love hearing about happy endings.

The House Test

haha, i think th 3rd and 4th para is totally not true. -.-

What the Beach Test Says About You

You tend to be a very social person. You live for your friends and family. You can get social burnout occasionally though. You aren't a total extrovert.

You have cold feet when it comes to love. You have a lot of uncertainty until you convince yourself to dive right in.

You are deeply passionate about several things in your life. You're not passionate about much... and the few passions you have are truly obsessions.

Your sense of humor is goofy and silly. You are good at making almost anyone laugh.

The Beach Test

ily,
many(:

bonds that'll never do apart. (:

2008-06-28T04:26:00.004+02:00

its not 3 times in 2 weeks alr. its 4.
ahhhhh. );
isrslydontknowwhaticandooooooo. D; ifeeltsouh,dontknowhowtsay. ireallydontwanttohurtyouuuu. but, dance and you. its like 2 mostmostmost impt things placed right in frnt of me. "eh choose" i've told you, spending time at dance is nothing compared to time spent w you. i cant state th importance of you cause, you're more than what impt is. i've never told you how much i love you cause you're more than what love is. i was born a dancer. okay, i know i can't dance, but, dance is my passion. i admit my ego for dance is omgwthitstooover. but, which dancer doesnt. its in us. yeah, you'll say, thn too bad lah. thnnnnnn. ): ahh, im part of this family. nanhuadancesociety is not just a society itself who have crazy people just dancing dancing and MORE dancing. its more than that. we're more than a dance society, we're a family. nanhuadance is my family. you are too! i know you have sth against dance, more than sth. you feel that dancers are gl. with you, i'll agree. but, actually, i dont think we are. yes, of cause when we're playing, joking. you say most of th attitude people are frm dance. true, cause we have super high ego. i know you dont like it. so, im trying to tone down. give me some time kay. 2 days was omg, i was dying. even tifeng kept saying,"rachel, dont like that lah.." "no, you're not suffering frm depression, its very severe depression. i think if i dont talk t you, you alr si diao, go tiao lou zhi sha, commit suicide, die alr." i know you wont come here anymore, but, thats okay. im very sure i cant lose any of which. dance and you. i can lose any part of my flesh, but not these two. ( sounds super gross, but wtv) ily dear, give me more time kay. (: and dont angry alr, its not good for health. (actually, i think these are th things that make us know each other further, after all these, we'll be stronger, we'll be closer, we'll be th mightiest.) we're th bonds that we'll never do apart. hahaha. <3 :D

dancers, if anyone of you sees this, i have no offence against you guys. i still love you guys a lot, really. (: like xuanhao has on his pm today " like no other dance societies" like nicholas said "没有的回头了" hahaha. nomatter what other people think, we did well ytd! we managed to rock th indoor stadium! someone told me we were th weakest ytd. and alot of people agreed. but to us, we've trained for so long, so many people were injured, few were sick, but we still went up there, pia-ed all th way. liangyuan said"要不要做好，要不要high，是我们自己的选者" and we really did do it, we really did high. i bet th buildings we shouted to made complaints. haha. and yokoyoko made us super hot. we highed, we shouted, lost our voice, but we felt each other. no matter what others said, it doesnt matter. we're th best! Dynamite! NANHUADANCE, A BIG PART OF OUR LIVES. <3 (:
(heyhey, who has the pictures, omg, send meeeeeeeeee. i want them very badly. hahaha)

busrides are super fun! :D though i doubt we'll have anymore chance next time. ): i'll always remember! (:

anyway, i would like to thank alicia, shubbie, ruichen and yifeng for everythhhh :D i love you guys loads.

ily,
many (:

you owe me my bigbig hug. :D

2008-06-24T11:25:00.002+02:00

haha, im finally posting ( myself ) not alicia.
hahaha. i helped her post too! duh, it was my idea. but my post for her was super crappy. i bought her her present for like after gazillion years. hahaha nolah, but im sorry uh, drag so long. :XXX im glad you liked it, phewphew, though its v lousy. ahahah, yes, her ass is damn huge, and th bear's quite cute. mwahahahaha.

okay, a lot of things happened.
holiday first. ( i will NOT post in detail, cause it's really too much) hah.
okay, i was dying for 10 days.
in th 10 days, i went back t jps t help out. p5 NE camp was held. boonping and joey went back too. :D it was quite fun, cause of three of our crap, but their camp was boring. so we had to entertain ourselves. cleaning up was very irritating, very dreadful at first, thn it became a very fun thing for us. hahaha. 3 of us are crazy. (: i rmbered on th first day, me and joey started our first saikang : packing and arranging thier shoes. god. they just have no ears. tell thm so many many MANY times alr still dont know how t listen. -.- shh dont angry, chill chill. ahhaha. thn our next saikang was t clean up th bloody floor cause a little boy had bleeding nose. we helped him, stopped his blood frm flowing, and his blood dripped all over th floor, and on my fingers. super dirty. i've never seen someone who's bleeding nose and mess up th whole place, god, i never messed up th place when i have my usual nose bleeds. uh wtv, probably its his first time. after his nose stopped bleeding, th teachers brought him to GO rest, thn left me and joey to clean up th place. -.- stupiddddd. WE YOUR MAID AH ! rawh. nvm, we just did a lot of saikang throughout lah. but till th 2nd half of th day, we never grumble alr, cause we found joy while doing so. hahaha. a lot of other things happened. banged th doors after 3-6 mins (first day 3, 2nd day 6 cause they were in sch on th first day, out to SB, where boonping claimed he went there to get bittten by mosquitoes. - me and joey didnt go, we stayed in sch to help out in th scavanger hunt. ahahah not we wna slack, is ms ho want us to. and ms dina needed us too.{: ) while they bathe and stuff. first time jo and i was like, eheh, our turn, retribution. hahaah thn we banged. but not as bad as th teacher. we were v lenient alr lor. th teacher spoilt about 4 doors can. -.- hahaha, thn they had to put chairs inside to hold th door so th door wont be open and they can bathe. haha, we could only bathe while they're sleeping, which is like 10+ 11, th water then is super cold i tell you. rawh. D; thn you'll become like their cheer, oheoheoh, ice ice ICE. hahaa. chat w dear throught th night, but put down th phone at 1.10+ on th first day, (1hr,34mins,16sec) i rmbered. haahah. woke up at 4 th next morning t bathe thn waited for thm to wake up. oh yeah, their campfire was BORING. -.- wein came over. (: next day, before th camp ended, we had autograph session. mr shawn had a super long queue. thn on th visualiser, it says "mr shawn's autograph seesion" ahahah. very cute. me and boonping signed too. oh yes, i gave out what i brought for GROUP FOURTEEN thn took grp photo before they all went home. :D weisheng is super cute. ((((; OREOMOMOS! 141414 ! (((;
i was drained after th camp and wanted t go home. steffie went w vermelle to eat. bad things happened which pissed me off, dont talk about it. (:

okayyyyyyy, after camp, had to wait for sch t start. i missed everyone like 12345678910 D; and dear like abcdefghijklmnop ): i ponned hwachong cause i wanted to do homework. :D minghuijiejie helped me. hohoho. yeah, thn, went out for dinner and stuff.

yesterday. went t sch at 645+ met dear at 104. poopoo had her new hairstyle. it looks weird iat first but after awhile, its okay. alicia didnt dye her hair back. joy too ! ): so they had to go GO meet blim today. D; me and yifeng talked quite a lot. after so long. ahhaah. yeah, and we were determined to work hard tgt. ahahah. physics, 205 were praying for mr chew chew, but it wasnt, mrs chang walked in. at first, all of us thought she looked like a person you cannot mess with, but after that, i felt she was nice. ahah. she looked a little like jt. lessons were as usual. me and yf talked a lot but we payed attention too ! :D hope llf dont switch our places. please please please. hhaa. dear joined us both recess and lunch. :D shubbie didnt come! rawh.): had dance after sch. jheong and huihui sat bhind me and dear till 245 n 205. haah. nothing happened. dance was slack. cause mstan had to pai for th secones. i danced w thm beside. thn yeah, after much persuation, the others joined in too. :D we ya tui-ed outside first. gossiped and talked quite a lot. hahaha. and phoebe decided sth. (: okayyyyyyyy wtv wtv wtv.

today !
shub came today ! wheeeeeee! i ponned frm thg start of th day till 1130++. hahaha. came back, was mr liu's lesson. mr liu missed me. cause when denise came in and greet him, he asked "where's th other one" hahaah. never care about denise. :XXXXXXX hahahahaha. they had 4 periods of chem cause mr liu wont be able to have lessons w us next week. mr liu said he'll tutor me, jingkai and denise on thursday. :D although i alr know, he insist i meet him. hahaha. nvm (: no harm. justthatcantrecesswdear. ): hahaha, nvmmmmm. stayed in sch till 340+ thn went home. im supposed t be doing hw. okay, bye i'll go now. (: dance was okay today. i shouted vv loudly. but they said it was not enough ): i'll shout louder, nvm. i dont mind losing my voice totally for dance. [; we'll own indoor stadium on friday. right right right ! :DDDDD hahaha. okay, i really gtg, byeeeeeeeee. <3

p.s dearowesmeabigbighug. :D

ily,
many (:

Alicia here!

2008-06-22T15:58:00.002+02:00

Hello! It's Alicia here! Muahaha.
Anyway I hacked into Chel's account know! See I'm so smart.
And YES I did almost all my homework I think.
I'm a good girl.
Two sides to starting of school:
1) School is starting tomorrow dammit and I don't want attire checks omgomg I hate them they're like the worst why must they check our attire I don't see how it affects studies primary school didn't even have anything like that omgwtf and and I haven't dyed my hair back yet omg I'm so dead haha but who cares stupid Nanhua nvm lah just call my mum she doesn't mine anyway It's just hair what It won't even affect your studies man like c'mon hahaha and what's with waking up so early man why teacher's so kanchiong want see our faces so fast slowly lah I don't see why starting school later makes any difference except or the noticeably higher amount of pupil's not getting dark eyebags which is a good thing.

2) School is starting tomorrow yay omg yay can finally see my friends again and talktalk and not sleep whole day and feel like some useless bum and can gossip yay yay and can talk to rachel lee jie wei (hmm maybe not don't feel like) haha just kidding and can stay back after school to play netball/basketball OMGOMGYAYWHOO hahaha okay and can go back and see my dearest Kali omg who am I kidding myself oh okay omgomg okayokay.

Haha typing without punctuations is so fun! :)
Bye!

its's this way, but we'll still go on. (:

2008-06-17T05:36:00.002+02:00

okay, rachel is super bored now.
she just finished tuition and she wants to rest now.
she wants to talk to ngyd but he is away.
shes suffering th pain frm her tummy. ):
okay, im damn bored i tell you rawh so i decided to come here.

rachel was a happy girl ytd. :D
thankyou dear! first time you said so much (okay, not a lot but, its enough).
i read th msg more times than i could count how many words or letters there are in them. hah.
sth unhappy happened ytd afternn, no wait, evening, but who cares, it doesnt matter anymore. i've decided, i'll help you. :D hah, but that if you're not afraid i'll screw th whole thing, rachel's not good in art. hah.

peixian told me about what happened ytd, peixian, grats. hah. its my turn to laugh now. bwahaha. i gues even before dance starts on sat, our whole batch know alr. hah, but we wont react th way we did and will if we heard about _______ and ______ i know they wont come here and read but, just in case. hahaah. (sec2girlsshouldknow) anyway, i can tell you're v v happy. haahah. (:

hayati shubbie!
you're going to NY on wednesday! D; which is tmrrrrr. you better come back i tell you. or me, rc,wx,yf will fly over to ny bring you over. i guess we'll be quiet w/out you arnd, we'll still have jokes but we'll be tearing. YOU BETTER COME BACK AH YOU. slap your mum if she doesnt want to come back. okay, thats super mean, i didnt say anyth. :XD shub! ily alot. i know you miss me a lot too. heeheehee. byl. :D

alicia kho!
hey woman ! im missing you alr. ): rawh. i dont know what to say to you. uhmn, okay, I LOVE OUR KEYCHAINSSSSSSS. WHEEEEEEEEE. im glad we bought them (((; hah. white and black, pink and orangey yellow. mwaha, love you girl, anyway, im sorry about th other day(my mum). wtv, nothing will bring us apart. hah. "till death do us part !"<3 (:

ruichen, menshuen!
rawh, i miss you two too ! ): we havent gone out after VJ. ): rawhhhhh. okay though we talk on msn and stuff but, ITS TOTALLY NOT ENOUGHHHHHH ! D; i'll flood you two w hugs once sch reopens, trust me. hello, time please pass fasterrrrrr. D;

rawh, my mood's pull down again. ):
ah, tmr's camp, i shall go pack now. joey, you excited woman, i'll call you later this evening!

dearrrrrrr! imy alot ): anyway, thankyou for everything. :D

ily,
many(:

i dont care if th steering wheel breaks down, i'll do this.

2008-06-15T04:43:00.005+02:00

i've thought about it alr.
i dont need a rich husband,
i dont need tons and tons of money,
i dont need a big house,
i dont need 2 cars.
i dont need big diamond jewellery,
i dont need anything which makes people go,
"woah, omg, thats so pretty!"
"mymy, where did you get that frm?"
i dont need no nothing at all.
justyouwilldo.justyou.itsmorethanenough.
if one day, i should look back, these times would be th best months of my life.
yes, i admit i missed last year, th times sectwo girls had that much fun w ---.
but, i've thought about it.
like i said, no words can cover up th pain.
actions speak louder than words.
i'll show you, show myself.
i know what im doing now.
please give me more time.
you'reirreplacable. ):
this will be a super big turning point, but it'll still be you.
i've been v v lousy, maxxxxx.
i'll change, this time, im sure.
i dont like empty promises, so i wont give one.
give it time.
iloveyoudear, morethani'veknownmyself.
nicholasgoh<3

you'rewhatlivingisallabout.

{edited-} to dear. ( to add on )
i know you're feeling v ): and a lot of other mised feelings after reading my blog.
i know i've hurt you a lot.
i'llfindthworlds'bestbandagestowrapupthatwound.
(okay, i know like you sai, im in no position to cheer you up. its like stabbing you w a knife and then saying sorry after that.)
in any way, i hope th love i have for you will bring things back into place.
saying so much is useless cause you may think crap so much for what, there'll be a next time again.
but, i promised i'll change, and thats for sure.

love'saslowdance,attimesyou'llforgetthsteps,butinthend,itsatyourfingertips.
itsatwopersonthing,you'llbewithmethroughout,right?

a million thankyous are not enough. (post edited)

2008-06-14T08:24:00.006+02:00

o1 . What 's the connection between you and the last person that called you ?
-Haha, shes MY KYLER DEAR. jheong qilin. :XD
o2 . Do you ever turn off your phone ?
-No, its on 24/7. (:
o3 . What happened at 1o am today ?
-I was doing math. good girl right. :D
o4 . When did you last cry ?
-Yesterday, cause --- came back. ):
o5 . What 's your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter ?
-Uhmn, bread?
o6 . What do you want in your life right now ?
-Mummy to stop bugging into my love life. ):
o7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains , or just put up your hood ?
-Neither. Walking in th rain is cool. :D
o8 . What 's your favourite thing to have on your bed ?
-My pillow and bolster, which someone took it away frm me. rawh you.
o9 . What bottom are you wearing now ?
-FBT and inside.
1o . What does the nicest thing in your inbox say ?
-ILY (:
11 . Do you tend to make a relationship complicated ?
-Of cause not.
12 . Are you wearing something which you borrowed from someone ?
-Yes, bra. NOLAH! of cause not. -.-
13 . What was the last movie you caught ?
-The Happening. ( its not good. im saying this on my blog for th second time. haha.)
14 . What 're you proud of ?
-Im proud of, myself. haha, im proud of having ngyd. (:
15 . What does the oldest message from your inbox say ?
-From dear, about *shldnt say*. haha, he claimed he was damn troubled and said he forward th msg to me. :D
16 . What was the last song you sand out loud ?
-I dont remember.
17 . Do you 've any nicks ? What 're they ?
-Hah. uhmn what, chela? chel? happyclanner? tomato? apple? red face(only by liangyuan) and many others. :D
18 . What does your last message say ? Who was it from ?
-Uhmn, last as in newest? shenyong. :D "Yo puppy want u to come bugis"
19 . What time did you go to bed last night ?
-Hah, damn early, 9+ i slept for 11+ hours. damn shuang. :D i took less than 3s to go to bed. damn tired.
2o . Are you currently happy ?
-A little. not when im missing NICHOALS GOH. ):
21 . Who gives you best advices ?
-some crazy woman, Alicia Kho. :D
22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
-No.
23 . Who did you talk with on the phone last night ?
-No one, i was tired enough.
24 . Is anyone bugging you right now ?
-Right now, not really. Maybe ---, about my dream. hahaha.
25 . What / who was the last thing which made you laugh ?
-Dear. not laugh, but, he puts smiles to my face. :D
26 . Do you wear toe socks ?
-Yes, they are cool, but irritating at times.
27 . Who was the last person whom you missed a call from ?
-Jheong! (:
28 . Have you ever had your heart broken ?
-Yes of cause.
29 . What annoys you most in a person ?
-When th person i trust told me a lie.
3o . Do you 've a crush on anyone ?
-Not really, im loving someone (:
31 . Have you ever done cocaine ?
-No way.
32 . What 's the colour of your room ?
-I dont know, white? im not at my room always, i only know when its dark, it'll be orange.
33 . Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars ?
-No, i wldnt even hold a knife. (unless eating food. hah)
34 . Do you believe in the saying " talk in cheap " ?
-I dont know.
35 . Who was the last person who lay on your bed ?
-Me of cause.
36 . Who was the last person who hugged you ?
-Dear ! :DD
37 . Did anyone see the last person you kissed ?
-Uhmn, shh.
38 . Do you 've a life ?
-Dear says i dont. ahahah.
39 . Have you ever thought someone died when they didn 't ?
-Yes, i guess so.
4o . What 's the reason behind your profile song ?
-I don 't have any .
41 . Who was the last person you saw in your dream ?
-Uhmn, ---.
42 . When was the last time you smiled ?
-Now, sometimes, i smile for no reason.
43 . Have you changed this year ?
-Yes, quite a lot.
44 . What 're you listening to right now ?
-My bones cracking. hah.
45 . Are you talking to someone while you 're doing this ?
-Yes. (: --- ! omgomgomg, can you believe it. god, after sooooooooo long. god god god.
46 . Do you walk with your eyes open / closed ?
-Both.
47 . Is there a quote you live by ?
-Hah, maybe. i wont say. (: [chel comes out w stupid quotes, eh alicia? hahaah]
48 . Do you want someone you can 't have ?
-Hm, not really, i have who i want and thats enough (bigenoughtofillmyheart, hah)
49 . Have you ever played an instrument ?
-Yes. Piano, i quit. :DDDDD
5o . What was the worst idea you had in this week ?
-Mummy sclded US, i was afraid we wont be tgt again.
51 . What were you doing last night at 11 pm ?
-Sleeping soundly.
52 . Are you happy with your love life now ?
-Rather happy. (:
53 . What song describes your love life ?
-Hm, not sure.
54 . Does the person you like know it ?
-I dont even know what i like myself. hah.
55 . Who always makes you laugh ?
-Alicia! shes crazy. or maybe dear?
56 . Do you speak another language other than English ?
-Chinese?
57 . Are you blond ?
-No.
58 . What 's your middle name ?
-Crazy (:
59 . What 're you doing tomorrow ?
-Theres no des tmr, gymnastics, SHOP. :D
6o . What do you think you 're like ?
-Im,
61 . Who do you choose to die with ?
-My family members, dear !
62 . Where 've you been today ?
-Home all day, and thats okay, im damn happy right now. im talking to --- ! omgomgomg. (dear,yes, everyth seemed like ytd, but, you're much more impt than what ytd was.)
63 . What game do you play often ?
-Rachel's a good girl, she dont play games.
64 . Who 're you missing now ?
-NICHOLAS GOH YONG DE. and IIn5anity. ):
65 . What 'll you choose between friends and love ?
-I dont know. i know i shldnt zhong se qin you. hahaha. but, ahhh, i dno. depends.
66 . What 're you doing now ?
-My heart is beating twice as fast due to who im talking to now. :XD AHHHH, HONEY! (dear, my heart's beating twice as fast, but w you, i can just get a heartattack, you make my heart pump faster than 10000 cheetahs running after their prey.)
67 . Which primary school were you from ?
-Jurong Primary School
68 . Name 3 colours you like .
-Red, red and red. uhmn, i dont know.
69 . What emotion do you like to show ?
-Two sides of th lips brought down sad face. :D but, i smile more oftenly. ((:
7o . What 's life to you ?
-Dance is life. Love is life. Being rich is life. Having loved ones to you is more important. :D
71 . If you 've something troubling you , what 'll you do ?
-I'll cry. (: burry it deep down, scream into alicia's most probably.
72 . Who did you last chat with on MSN today ?
-Most imptly, im chatting w --- NOW. :D who cares about who other people. dear's not online.): 73 . Who do you admire most ?
-Uhmn, i dont know.
74 . Which month are you born in ?
-March. :D
75 . How 're you feeling right now ?
-Very very happy. i can jump over 10000 cows.
76 . What 's the time now ?
-3.29pm
77 . Where 're you now ?
-Study rm.
78 . What colour did you use to dye your hair ?
-I dont wna dye, i have nice black hair. :D
79 . Why 're you doing this test ?
-Cause i was bored just now. (withoutdear) I wldnt be doing this if --- talked earlier.
8o . What do you do when you 're moody ?
-I'll keep quiet.
81 . At which age do you wish to get married ?
-23 maybe.
82 . Who 's most important to you , boyfriend / friends ?
-Both.
83 . Do you think you 've enough confidence ?
-Guess so, but, not at times.
84 . Who 's the one you trust the most ?
-I trust sec2batch dancers most. i trust dear, alicia and many others.
85 . Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain ?
-Yeah, i've seen quite many.
86 . If you 've a dream come true , what 'll it be ?
-It partially came true, but thats enough. uhmn, i want to live a fairytalelife, cause, it mostly end with HAPPILY EVER AFTERs
87 . What 's your goal for this year ?
-My goal is to be less dumb. :D uhmn, results, work tgt w dancers to strive tgt, many others.
88 . Do you believe in eternal love ?
-Not really. But, i might consider.
89 . What feeling do you love most ?
-When, * -aboutyou,pig[; (i'll keep it to myself xD) and, when im with loved ones.
9o . Do you believe it 's global warming now ?
-YES. TOTALLY. STOP GIVING US MORE PROJECTS ON THEM. ):
91 . What feeling do you hate the most ?
-When someone i trust told me a lie, whn im betrayed, backstabbed. When pig doesnt want to talk to me ! rawh you!):
92 . Do you cherish every single friendship of yours ?
-Depends who the person is. But mostly, yes. (:
93 . Do you believe in god ?
-A little, i believe in what i see more. :D
94 . Who cares for you the most ?
-Steffie, mummy (though i think its too over), dancers, dear. :D
95 . What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
-Uhmn, thing. i dont know, i cant decide.
96 . What 'll you bring when you fight ?
-I'll bring a sweet or maybe a pillow? hahaha. i dont know, i dont fight.
97 . What 've I regretted doing in your whole life ?
-Like i said, many things.
98 . How do you feel when no one ever cares for you anymore ?
-I'll just really die. (commit suicide) so please donttttttt. ):
99 . What 'll you do if your stead two - timed you ?
-I'll skin him alive. Ah, nvm, if he's happy, so be it. if that girl's much better for him, i'll give him up. though i'll still love him. (:

1o people who 're tagged to do this quiz :
whoever.

Nothing Will Ever Change. thanksforsayingso<3 (:

2008-06-14T03:52:00.006+02:00

i was tagged by some crazy woman alicia kho en ning to do this quiz.

[11] People tagged with this quiz
1. Anyone.
2. -
3. -
4. -
5. -
6. -
7. -
8. -
9. -
10. -

[10] Firsts.
First Best Friend: Elizabeth Low Ai Ying (:
First Screen Name: I forgot.
First Pet: I dont rmb having any pets, fish counted? :XD
First Piercing: 4-5 yrs old? or younger, cant be, i rmb steffie waqs there w me. (i was super stupid then, i cried after i know they alr pierced my ear. -.-)
First Crush: I think it was Bryan Lim ( but it was just a while, i just admired him, Miyazaki trip :D stupid joey.)
First CD: Uhmn, some kiddy gay CD. :X
First Car: TOY CAR ! :D
First Love: IM ONE MYSELF. HAH. i guess its ---. ):
First Place called Home: Singapore.

[9] Lasts.
Last Beverage: Milk (:
Last Car Ride: Yesterday evening after dance.
Last Movie Seen: The Happening. ( its not good )
Last Phone call: Home.
Last Song You Listened To: Bye bye by Mariah Carey
Last Bubble Bath: I dont have time to do so alr. I bathe long enough. :XD 2yrs ago i think.
Last Time You Cried: Yesterday.
Last Thing You Ate: ABC porridge
Last Bad Thing You Did: Wasted my time daydreaming instead of doing my math. (: ( thats not a bad thing i guess. :XD )

[8] Have You Evers.
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: No, dated as in?
Have You Ever Been Arrested: No. ( good girls dont get caught(: )
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: No.
Have You Ever Been On A Limo: No, hope so soon. ( mummy, hints! xD )
Have You Ever Cheated: Yes, of cause.
Have You Ever Been In Love: Yes, for sure.
Have You Ever Been In A Car Accident: No, but close.
Have You Ever Broken A Bone: No thanks.

[7] Things You Are Wearing.
1) Super Big Chingay T-shirt. :D
2) FBT.
3) Hair pins.
4) Insides.
5) Earings?
6) Spectacles? (but you dont wear them. -.- )
7) -

[6] Things You've Done Today.
1) Blogged.
2) Ate lunch.
3) DID MY HOMEWORKKK. [;
4) Sms-ed.
5) Missed(and is still missing) dear.
6) Daydream.

[5] Favourite Things. ( NHDS, but its not a thing. )
1) My handphone.
2) Scissors hp keychian!
3) Dear's bigbear!
4) Every stupid thing i did with alicia before.
5) I dont know what my favourites are. i cant decide. ):

[4] People You Tell Almost Anything To. ( I NEED MORE SPACES HERE) D;
1) Nicholas Goh Yong De
2) Alicia Kho Ening Ning
3) Hayati
4) Dancers/Girlfriends/Loves /Cousins/ Steffie

[3] Choices.
1. Black Or White: Black.
2. Hot Or Cold: Cold.
3. Chocolate Or Vanilla: None. (thats if you're talking about icecreammmmm chel doesnt like ice cream :D im super healthy :X)

[2] Things You Want To Do Before You Die.
1) Marry a super rich husband, have 10000 children. NO WAY, i dont wna have any children. :D
2) okay serious, before i die, i'll write a will. hahaha, thats stupid. no, before i die, i Must tell my family members i love them a lot (: and they must not cry, cause i dont want to see thm that sad, they MUST MUST live well. :D but, my husband CANNOT REMARRY. ( or i'll haunt him ) haha.

[1] Thing You Regret.
1) Uhmn, too many. But i know, i didnt regret meeting alicia, gideon, nicholas. ( wtv my mum said. -.- )

this long-lost feeling.

2008-06-10T05:39:00.003+02:00

oh noooooo,
i had a dream.
this feeling.
lost-lost.
it has been v v long i last had this feeling.
omgoshh, ):
_______, i dreamt of you. ):
ah, i miss you a lot a lot.
i hope you're doing fine noww.
well, of cause, looking at you and msn display pic and etc.
i has been a long time i last saw you smile like that.
th dream seems so real, i thought this incident really happened.
i know i shldnt say this but, imy. ):
i know you wont drop by here. but. thats okay.
jiayou for your O's.
i still rmb i used to call you stickyglue, idiot, dumbo and a lot.
ah, i please let this feeling go away. ):

anyway, i got my retainers ytd.
retainers are cool. you cannot speak properly.
hahaha, fun :D dear was having a good time laughing ytd.
but im sorry, have to backout last min. ily dear ! 12th !
1 more day. ((:

ily,
many(:

we'll take another step forward. :D nhds<3(:

2008-06-09T05:34:00.006+02:00

i wanted to post yesterday, but, i got home rather late.
my eyes were hurting badly frm ytd's bad cry, and i was very tired.
this is what i read, on sec3 dancers blog, posted by yiyang.

Arloh. (: I feel the need to post after today. Or maybe I'm just bonkus.
First off, this should be a long long post, I'm very draggy.
Secondly, if anyone is at any one point of time is offended I'm sorry.

Firstly, I'd like to say STOP CRYING. I'm sure everyone is miserable, sad, guilty, hurt, disappointed or even angered. But I feel we shouldn't cry cause[I mean no offence really] I feel we haven't earned the right to cry and I don't see the point. We should work together to fix it and not weep over something's that already over. Easy to say but hard to do.

Secondly, even I was so miserable that I felt like crying at one point of time today during jihe. But, when I looked up, it just felt like Deja' vu[however you spell it]. I realised we've been doing it for 3 years and I'm thinking of what YiHang said. We should leave a mark and not just whizz pass leaving an impression of other batches. I mean of course this jihe and make everyone feel guilty and feel like crap works with some people, but when I looked up and around, I saw people laughing at us. It was infuriating and pisses me off a lot that they see us as pathetic. But yeah, look back and think. When junyang's batch did this, did we see them like that? When alyssa's batch did this, did we? I'm sure at one point of time in NHDS's history, it worked. But somehow, for some reason, it gradually turned into something that mocks our incompetence. I know you guys will think that why the hell am I saying something when I'm not doing anything. It's because I don't know what I should, what I can and what to do.

Next, we have a severe miscommunication between ourselves. Some sec 3s feel that we should solve everything by pumping them, looking at the anger and fury in their eyes. I admit I was friggin' scared. And that's what some other people think, that they're mad and using a full force approach without reasoning. Which is bound to fail. But look under this exterior and you can actually see their passion for dance OOZING out. And the other sec 3s feel that a gradual change would do better, and it's not entirely wrong but other's see this as extreme leniency. But they love dance too. So actually, we should consider both stands and work together. Listen.

I think that's all. That aside, I love all of you guys and girls in NHDS. Each of you brings a different flavour and colour that spices up the atmosphere. (:
Sorry I'm so naggy and SO VERY VERY SORRY if anyone got offended.

[edit]I think the 100 we pumped were very reasonable for the amount of wrongs done, maybe even not enough. I'm SOOO SORRY I made you felt remorseful. I suck at words. SORRYY![/edit]

Sec3Dancer'08 Xiongxiong forever. (:

ahhh, i feel v v bad ): even though i know i'd shouted th loudest i could, i put in every inch i could, there's always space for more. why do i still have my voice w me? if i had shouted to th max, will i still have my voice? ahhh, ): and attitude wise, i dnooo. but in anyway, i feel too that 100 pumps were not unreasonable, probably's too little. im v v touched by jianhao. but jianhao, you have to takecare kay ! you yourself's more impt. please rest rest and rest. what if sth happens ! okayokay ! ): ahhh, i could see frm many sec 2 and sec 3s' faces, we felt super super bad and stuff, but some others were still playing, laughing joking arnd like, they dont see th need or point why we have pumped so much. tianjun, nicholas, liangyuan, merrien have tried to drill so much into us, but those people are still ahhh, ): [no offence people] but i believe, sec2s will work together with th sec3s, bring nanhuadance a better way forward. we can do this, all together ! DANCE HOOD ! go dance ! lovedance, loveallofyou. every single one. {:

ah, rachel's not v good at words, or maybe not good at all. but i know i felt dancehood at that very point of time, not because we pumped, is th togetherness we felt. though pumping, we're very spread out. i felt soo close to every single member of dance society at that very moment. i admit, i never liked pumping, who does? but its pumping together that makes it all worth while. like winston, keelui, shibin, dallan always say " where would you have th chance, th pump with so many people. close to or more than 100 people, all pumping, shouting together. of both sexes somemore." yes, its very tiring, very dreadful, but im not th only one feeling it, everyone is ! 1 sweat, all sweat. its not a one person thing. its th WHOLE DANCE SOCIETY. we've heard many snrs say, last time. if you said you were in th dance society. everyone will go WOAHHHH! DANCE SOCIETY EH ! WAHKAOOOO! everyone wld look up to you and stuff like that. nobody dared to say dance suck or anyth. compared to now. "im frm dance society" th reply wld be "oh, okay, dance" and walks away, snrs have been saying, dance dao3 le, dance dao3 le. but not many people are feeling it. in any case, i know dance will be back up again. we're doing it not to show other people, not to show laoshi, not to show our ex snrs, but to prove ourselves, we can do this, all togther. though in my opinion, dance is not back yet, i know one of these days, we will. and we wont have to wait for long. go dance. we can do this. :D

okayyyyy, i feel very i dont know how to say now, but i hope dance can come back tgt again. :D i trust and i believe we can do so. yesterday was horrifying. it has been very very long since i last cried soo soooo soooooo badly. i know sec2s and sec3s felt it. we can do it people (: WE CAN and WE WILL. :D i didnt care how red i got, how badly my eyes wld turn out, or how many people are looking at me with th, why th hell are you crying so badly face. but i know those people who felt will feel how im feeling to. like i said, its not a one person thing. th tears will worth. thankyou jheong, peixian, joanne dear, honey, pearlynn, val, evelyn, angelina, yilin, shirlyn, merrien, jinghui, liangyuan, nicholas, shenyong, jianhao, and many many others. we burned yesterday night together. (:

NanHuaDanceSociety, has not become part of my life. it has always been. {:

anyway, dear ! 2 more days, imy a lot a lot. ily ! <3>

i'll try to understand):

2008-06-07T06:12:00.003+02:00

okay, i'm here to say sorry.
rawh.
i dont wna scream at you.
it was all out of jealousy.
but, i cant help it, you see. ):
but why !
rawh, dont lie lah, give me some stupid crap.
ahhhhhhh,
ily. ):
i'll be fine,
you'll be happy.
though i know you'll still -
but, i'll try to be more understanding.
cant you just concentrate.
ahhhhh, i srsly dno what im feeling now, but
i know mly, and, i'll just take it as, i didnt see, or hear anyth.

its a damn good day to sleep.
its raining damn heavily.
i'll finish reading my book and sleep.

bye.

boil my blood, asshole.

2008-06-07T04:04:00.002+02:00

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ASSHOLE. ):
liar liar pants on fire.
-just go away. -.-

bye.

EAC's motto, eat; eat; EAT ! :DDDD

2008-06-06T15:24:00.003+02:00

Dance
was
Everything
Today.

-fun
-wet
-tiring
-painful
-energetic
-guailan
-googoogagagooogaga totally crazy.
really, everything.

rched sch at 8.30+ canteen was rather empty, i guessed sec two girls were in th toilet. so i waited in th canteen. joanne dear came soon after. pei-ed her to toilet to chnge. yepyep, they were in toilet. jheong, peixian, honey, joey, val, (and i cannot rmb who else) chunai came in w me and joanne dear, lynette joined us after that. hahaha. we stayed in th toilet for damn long. they were asking arnd who didnt bring consent form, cause joey didnt bring. hahaha, thn they were counting counting, got 3. when lynette came in, thn all of us asked her. she gave tht shocking face. -.- thn said "is there even a consent form?" thn they somehow cheered. cause more people didnt bring. hahaha. okay skipskip.
collected dance fund, i paid for wang and jeslynn. they returned me during lunch anyway (: i owe yong $1 cause he gave me $5 for $4 change. he needed $2 notes. warmups were rather slack. her voice was oh-so-loud. like xh said her normal voice is even louder than her shouting voice. ( he meant sec1s anyway.) oh yah, sec 1s made all of us redo and redo. i think history alr lah, we've never chong lai so many times before. never ): liangyuan and nicholas were angryyy ):
jieyim is really cute. heeheehee. oh yes, as usual, me xuanhao and some others were competing who jump higher for xiaotiao. hahaha. stupid. guo san guan was )))))); for me. my heart was damn pain i tell you. its like, i dont know how to say, its just damn damn pain, joey corrected me, its not xin tiao hen tong, is xin hen tong. hahaah, stupied girl. those army men came to join us. they took half th hall, so we had to squeeze, guys and girls. thn we had to keep running back to teach th sec1s. haahha. cheryl is cute, cause i ran back, thn she was frantically looking out for me. hahaha. blahblahblahhhhhh, thn after yatui, water break, peixian said limbo looks like nicholas goh. haha, not at all kayyyyyyxzxzxxx. D; thn jheong and peixian thought i emo cause of that. i notttt, its just moodswings. im sorryyyy.
learnt yeah yeah yeah yeah, damn fun. hahaah, jheong was like, i'd rather do this a million times than doing ndp lah. thn we were like, yeah! ndp's very tiring! plus, must use a lot a lot of force and stuff like that, wooh, yeah yeah yeah yeah is much fun :D hhaa, jinghui was v v cute. cause laoshi was teaching a few of us, thn she cldnt get it. thn she kept shaking her head. ahahah. wang kept going oh shit oh shit cause she keep doing wrongly. hah. must be thinking of "zeepzangzangzang" hahaha ! only sectwo dance girls will know what. :D haha, their family, weedxangyangzang. LOL. stupid.
i was vv hungry. so rushed down for lunch. EACEAC! ahahha. all of us rusheddd. thought we wld be th first few, but shirlyn, merrien was alr there, thn we were like horhorhorrr. ahahha. ate ALOT. thn sui jiao shi jian was damn short less than 5 mins. -.- WE ARE DAMN TIREDDDDDD. rawh ! hahaha, nvm, thn chnged formation and some actions for ndp. we're gna perform for syf no syf but syf. aiyah, dancers will know. :D at indoor stadium. i feel very very lucky. reason being: i dont have to run to much positions, i just stay where i am. :D even for yeah yeah yeah yeah too. hahaha. we kept turning turning, there were blisters on our feet. you can see after dance, cant really walk properlyyy.
tianjun ji-hed us after dance. wanted to ji-her th sec1s, but jinger wanted to see thm. hah, this week their turn. :O haahah. sad. wenxuan was funny! th way he talked. and SEC TWO BATCH ROCKXZXXX! we own okay. totally. ((:

- i think i missed out on a lot of details, but wtvr. :D

i know imissdearlikeshitxzxxx. that pig, woke up at like 11++ rawh. nvm. 5 more days. :D
he's being a tiko now, watching some idk what video, wtvr. ahhaha, mummy's weird, she didnt talk anyth about love. and shes watching tv with steffie outside now. i'll go join in. haah, it has been 1000 years since i last watched tv. :XXX as in, watch as in, really sit there do nothing but watch. haah.

oh yes, hannbin's a chicken baboon backside retard. :D no offence. keep bullying me ! rawh ! ahhaah, we kept arguing and arguing. and we fight! shing shing shing ! hahaha. and he fight w force okay ! bully. hb retardddddd. im not a retard. but you can call me tomato. hah, im used to it anyway. :D chicken who pluck off your own feathers and LITTER th ground by doing th "you love me, you love me not " action. hahaha. and im not stingy !
hannbin is damn cute. he has nice nice muscles. he has a bigbig smile. and he is very very nice. thn he kept doing th throwing action, laoshi say throw thm down, thn he did th gay shit action. ahahah. repeatedly. see hannbin, IM NICE .

haha dance guys are siaooo. they were like kay. kay. kay. ahahah, very very funny. thn we were like 123, KAY ! hahaha, th 123 thing is frm sec two guys one okay ! ahhaha. im proud of sec2 batchhhhhhhhh. :D

okay, im a little tired. but im damn high now. sec 2 batchhhhhhhh whee whee whee ! ahhaha.

imy loveeeeee, manymanymanyyyyyy zoom zoom. i know you're busy watching hot sex. hah. stupid tiko. okay, i'll go slack now. wheeee. :D

iloveDANCE
iloveEAC
iloveHAPPYCLAN
iloveALOT OF THINGS. (:
wait till 1000 years later, maybe you can list all of it down (:
okay. bye.

ily,
many(:

make me smile.

2008-06-05T15:49:00.002+02:00

rawhhhhhh,
rachel's damn damn moody now. ):
i dont know why either.
i dont think you realised either.
im sorry i spoil your mood like almost everyday.
i realised, when im unhappy with ONE thing, there'll be a SECOND thing right up next to add on.
ahhhhh, i really feel like screaming.
im going crazy i guess.
i guess now, even if mummy says she'll give me $10000 to shop, i'll say no.
i just feel like sitting here, dont do anyth.
stare into empty space.
no, i wont feel uneasy.
my mind will be blank, i'll just stare into empty space.
thats what i do most of th time what.
ah, i seem to think a lot.
things just pop in my mind,
and i feel v v scared.
i feel v v lost. ):

like just now at ms chua's place.
ms chua was teaching teaching,
ruiqi was talking talking,
i was listening listening,
thn suddenly i felt damn cold, sth poped in my mind,
i felt damn lost.
suddenly i feel like, omg, im im.. ahhhh, i really dont know how to say kay.
im going C.R.A.Z.Y.
thn i'll suddenly laugh damn loudly,
thn when they asked what i laugh about,
i think, i dno why i laughed anyway,
it's funny !
but th thing is, i dno what "it" is.
rawh. okay, im scaring myself.
i'll be okay, i hope. ):

there'll be dance tmr.
i hope it'll help me feel better.
i know i miss love a lot.
6 days more.
good grief. ):
okay, i hope nothing will pull my mood down anymore.
its alr right- at th bottom.
bye.
i'll start rotting.

we'll tear th house down (:

2008-06-05T09:54:00.012+02:00

wth, we look freaking white here. hah.

we were very crazy. steffie was happily singing away. ahah. uglammmm. :D hahaha. i havent uploaded those we took in cafe cartel. soon soooooon (: i know i have th coolest sister on earth :D
oh yes, dont look at my braces-less teeth D:

ily,
many(:

cause we'll sing th rest of our lives tgt !

2008-06-05T06:25:00.004+02:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICIA KHO EN NING! 05/06
- said a little in th 3 page long msg, but, th crap between us will never be able to finish in one day. or maybe 98776756453245872864 years. :D iloveyou, you woman <3.>

STEFFIE LEE SI WEI! 04/06
- you little durian cream roll. jie loves you i doubt you'll see this anyway. hope you'll like th presents. (though i dont think its enough)

pig is "screaming" at me. i am to post a long post. cannot be some short crap shit. stupiddddd. lock your blog so you can slack right. @#@$#$%&*&(*(*&%^$. rawh. fine, i'll do this for you. :D

Yesterday
woke up th earliest. i had th whole rm to myself cause mummy went back to her rm to sleep. steffie went up w her. so th whole night, i had my WHOLE RM TO MYSELF. ahhaha. woke up myself, even before aunty arleen woke me up. :D bathed. i shouted HAPPY BIRTHDAY to steffie cause i heard her footsteps. this was th first time i woke up, before i chnge i speak okay, steffie, feel honoured. chnged. eww, ugly. it just looks real real big with that dress on. ); but steffie got me to. so, nvm, its her bday. urgh, i dont really like it. but, i like th dress anyway. just that It looks big. ): went to temple w mummy, minghuijie,fi and popo , popo had to pray. thn popo stayed to pray for awhile, me, mummy, minghuijie, and fi went to eat. haahha. popo joined us soon after. ate, went over to shunji. early in th morn alr got quite a few people there. itsato was busy, so didnt manage to get haircut. its okay, :D did coloured extentions. steffie had 7, i had 4. steffie's hardcore. ahahah. had pink, purple and golden brown. i had purple and ash grey. th hairdresser said my hair's really nice. :D very very nice. :D hahaha. after tht went to imm. had lunch at cafe cartel. with steffie's friends, plus berlinjie, bervyn kor and yeye. yeye noticed i wasnt having my braces anymore. woahhh, notice me a lot ah, yeye ! ahahah. and he kept saying i looked nicer w/out braces, say my teeth are very pretty. but i dont like. had swensen's cake. i didnt really like it. :X took pictures cause th background was rather nice. we were crazy. hahaha. i shared food w peksia. :D hahaha, both of us ate very little. i wasnt hungry, she just didnt want to eat. we both claimed we were full. ahahah. i know we made a lot of noise there at cafe cartel. steffie looked really pretty. {{: went over to cheverons. pig was alr there. me, minghuijie, berlin jie and bervyn kor bus-ed there. we reached earlier than mummy who was driving th kids okay ! ahahha. we had quite some fun on th bus. :X cause we were earlier, we went to th arcade to play. stupid quite boring, but, we laughed. :D played bowling. wasnt on form till th 3rd one. ahhaha. but, i was on curse. must be minghui jie and berlin jie. ahahha, huishi, peksia kept disturbing me ! naughty ! rawh, they were like ," your boyfriend rightttttttt, very romantic horrrrrr! " thn i was like, what, we're not tgt, CONCENTRATE ON YOUR GAME lah ! or i smack your face" haahha. im damn mean. :X they're v v cute. :D went to th bus-stop waited for alik and shubbie. sat there w pig for quite long. *heehees* we finally, successfully passed water properly. hahaha. stupiddddd. after tht, went up, pig didnt wna go in. duh, like i want to. played photo hunt and other crazy games w alik, shub and pig. me and pig did stuff a little only, mummy saw. she didnt say much. mummy then joined th four of us in th game. we broke a few records . ahah. actually, most of th games we played :D our name was CHANJ. but when mummy left, thn became CHAN. hahah. Chel, Hayati, Alicia, Nicholas, Jacqueline. LOL. went to JEC, arcade again. steffie and friends went ice-skating. pig left soon after, wanted to get handphone keychains. but, they were too gay. i want bag chains too ! hahaha. stupid. alik, shub and i went to macs. gobbled like shitxzxx. hahaha. fi came down, thn ordered more fries. ate ate ate. fries w/out salt plus mayo are nice. :D crapped, mummy finally came back. she sent th kids home. went to gyukaku to eat. i was damn tired. i alr slept in th car. mummy asked me a lot about pig. i said i dno, to most, some is really dno, some is, uh, im tired. at gyukaku, i felt i was having fever. my forehead was burning hot. ate quite a bit, had sesame and grean tea ice cream, damn nice okay. as in, th taste. :D rachel seldom eat icecream kay. haahah. uncle tay ordered for even even though he knew i didnt like ice cream, probably he knew i'll like it. (: haahah. went homeeeee, bathed, tried to slack. i wanted to wait for 12 cause wna send to alik. i waited till 11.35, damn tired, fell asleep w/out knowing. i woke up suddenly at 3.33, sent th msg to alik. rawh, damn late ): nvm. alik said its one of her fav and its th longest ! WHEEEE! hahaha. okay, going for ms chua's tuition soon. pig is out. ): pft.

i've got to cut down on eating maxzx. i have been eating a lot lately. rawh. gna get fat. poof. nvm, i'll burn thm away. :D pig, one more word about my fats you die. i'll pinch yours. hahaha.
hope alicia's happy today. im sorry i cant go out w you today girl 12th ! sleepover.
steffie and i camwhored quite a little just now. shes crazy. will post th pictures in th next post.

ily,
many(:

mylove's a red red rose.

2008-06-02T16:30:00.003+02:00

okay, this will be a v v v vvvv short post.
rachel removed her braces today./
grief. rawh.
nicholas goh was th first person to see me w/out, then was shubbie.
nicholas goh, feel honoured. hahaha.
i dont like my teeth. but love says its nice.
i dont likeeeeeee.
my retainers will be cool. :D
im wearing it for life.
love and shubshub came over to my place today. me and love played w ice.
and stupid things. haha. water, ice, wtvr.
cant wait for 4thhhhhh.
okay, i'll go sleep now.
mummy's sick. ): get well soon, mum !
just parted not long ago, and im missing alr. ):
ah, first time w/out braces.

anyway, joanne dear, yes i still did it.
im sorry i traumatised you. i hope your saliva doesnt dry up by spamming omgomgomg...
haaha. have you pressed th rose? :XXX

nicholas has chnged his name to sweetypie. a disgusting name for someone disgusting :D
okay, just kidding. i've got to go alrrrrrr. my eyes are killing me.

ily,
many(:

we can take a 3sec interval. :D

2008-05-30T17:22:00.004+02:00

wheeeeeeeee.
im damn damn lag. rawh. hah.
this is gna be a short post cause rachel's tired. :XXX
anyway, rachel's a happy girl. :D
went out w smartpig, alicia, gideon, shubbie on 29thhh (((;
ate, watched movie, bought stuff, ate again, sleepover at my place :D
hoho. if i was not wrong, sth happened during th movie, i wasnt sure, i was half asleep, damn tired.but, i think im right. right?
at my place, had mini pillow fight. not v fun. didnt play much. i could say i didnt sleep. or rather, i cldnt sleep. but, i was sleeping. okay, what am i saying. wtvr. but 29th may :D probably first at last time w braces. LOL. okayyyy, but i think it dragged till th 30th. or maybe its not 29, it should be 30th instead. wtvrrrrrr. doesnt matterrrr. alicia, gideon and shubbie snores ! but its okay, they're v v cute. haha. alik's damn cute. throughout th night she went" i call my father ! i complain to my mum ! eh ! i tell my dad ah ! " so on, haha. gideon ahhhhhh. things happened. rachel loves smart pig. rawh, he's jian but thats okay. (: if im not wrong, its 2 full hours. ohmgoshhhhh! rawhhhhhhhhhhhhh. hah, andand gideon and smrtpig were thrown into their self-created "bei shuai club" haha. stupid. thn smartpig got shuai-ed by gideon. haahah. stupiddddddd.

woke up rather early today, i didnt really sleep anyway. i was half asleep th whole time. alik and gideon went off first. gideon had trng. im supposed to go for dental appointment. i was late, so postponed. smartpig and shubbie wanted pei me go. alik rushed all th way down to pei me too. but appointment was postponed. so rushed to sch for dance. dance was tiring kay ! sui jiao shi jian i didnt sleep, was crapping w wang th whole time. sec two girls are noisy. duh, expecteddddd. hahaah. we kept laughing laughing laughing. all of us. ahah. lunch break, saw alik, pig, shubbie and gideon, stayed w them awhile, went back to dance. STONE CAME BACK ! WHEEEEEEEE! okay, dance was really tiring. after dance, jinger ji-hed us. i was v restless by then alr. i was quite gl. uh, sorry ah. -.- then went down canteen, chnged, talked to pig a bit, went home w jeslynn. ate, went to des. des was ))): i was washing th utensils until my hands die. more than 20 mins can ! D; i almost vomitted. i cannot stand th smell. god. haha, pig and i were arguing over counted or not counted. haha. okay, im damn tired. tmr whole day at des. can die. kaykay, i go sleep alr.

29th-30thmay! ;D

ily,
many(:

cause your smile will bring me further, (:

2008-05-28T08:37:00.016+02:00

rachel had been very very lazy lately.
okay, a lot a lot alot of things happened.
i dont know where to start, or where to end, so, i've decided, not to post anyth about it.
yupyup. i'll just remember th HAPPY THINGS. wheeeee.

firstly, i would like to thank ALICIA KHO EN NING
girl, im dedictating this part for you. yes you !

To my dearest Alicia Kho En Ning:
thankyou for telling me things that happened,
(good or bad)
thankyou for being there for me all the time,
yes yes,
i really wished you lived real real near so we can pop by each other's place anytime we want ): sleepover at each other's ,
eating snacks midnight not caring about getting fat,
watching shows till our tears cannot refuse though we try really really hard not to (HAH. laughs at you too)
gossiping about everyth under th sun, esp about (her) <- you know who. XDD
I wont think about it anymore,
i'll be okay.
But, ehhh, that time you got problem you never tell meeeeee.
How cannn !
Next time i catch you like that, i'll call police catch you. hah.
Thursday, which is tmr !
Iloveyoutoogirl! :D

haha, :D
i really love her a lot a lot. she's like th only one when im damn damn sad, crying like shit alr, say things that make me cry more, and smile and laugh after that. we've never talked bad about each other. manzxz. gideon, im snatching her away. ah, nvm, shes alr mine. :XD sorry boy ! hah.

to -,
it really seems that (1)shes more important to you.
everything that concerns her seems to affect you so much.
i dont care what happened, or why you feel that way.
okay, i know this is jealousy, but, uh.
i just feel like slapping your freaking face out of place.
since shes a big part of you, why still do so much in frnt of me.
okay, i know, trust.
yes, i do trust, really.
but hey, if it was me, i bet you'll slap me awake.
you'll feel like killing me alive.
you dont seem to know how much you've hurt me.
you dont seem to care about how i feel.
you care about how (2)that woman will think or feel about you,
you're afraid that woman will be angry, will be upset,
hello mister, how about me?
okay, i know she's a vvvvv close friend of yours,
thats why i havent been talking to you about her.
i havent told you anything how i felt about or towards her.
okay, i know i've done things that you dont like,
and you're upset about.
i've alr stopped doing so !
but, you dont seem to come to your senses.
i've told friends about how i feel,
they feel really really hurt too.
i really wish we can last longlonglonggggg,
iloveyoualot!
i'll do anything as long both of us are together.
i want both of us to be happy.
i know we'll give and take.
but, i just want you to know that, im very very very hurt deep down in there.
i've not said anyth to you eh?
well, ilynomatterwhat.
anyway,(1) and (2) are two different people.

ohmanxzx,
this post is soso emoooooo.
rachel's moodswing can go zooooooooom 360.
hah.
once againnnn, i wna thank all those that cheered me up. :D
iloveallofyouuuu. {:

okayyyyyy, i've postponed my dental appointment to this friday(:
but ): damnnnnnnn, i want my bracessssss. D:
dancers will be th first people to see me w/out braces.
so, who talks to me first, will be th first person.
i'll be late for dance, cause have to go mt. elizabeth.
there's des today. :DDD though i'll be tired but wtvr.
dance makes my mood go two four six.
okay, rachel'll be a good girl now, i'll do my homework :X
though i dont really want to. hah.

i dont know about tmrrrrrrrrrr. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! DDDD;
anyway, jheong sent me th photos. hee. i'll post them now. ((: i'll only post grp photos. if not, wow, it'll be a lot a lot. hah. i love dancers totally. maxxxxx.

formal. :O hahaha.

tseyu joined us. cute little guy. hah. wait, he's older than us. :D

stupid jason li jun chen made me laugh. screw my jh face. hah.

finally jh face :D

tomydeardarlingggggggg,
ilyalotalotalot. :D
trustme.
i guess even if i've lost my memory one day,
i'll know i have you. <3

ily,
many(:

shut your mouth, i'll kill you.

2008-05-26T15:24:00.003+02:00

Just another night i wished alicia kho en ning was here right beside me,
where i can scream to her everyth i want to, sleep damn late cause i wna cry 1000000000000000000000000000000000000 or more oceans,
grab any food we see to eat,
watch tv till our eyes rot,
talk and scream till our voice box wave goodbye,
hug each other till we can memorise each others' heartbeat,
everyth.
alik, it's another night just like thaaaaaaat D;

thanks wy for cheering me up a little, but, nothing's helping.
nobody knows why.
bye.
:(

thankyou for th love

2008-05-22T12:10:00.007+02:00

okayyyyyyy, continuation of ytd's
yes, i just pushed myself all th way. i was perspiring damn badly, but, can feel a lot of cold shivers. D; joanne dear's hands were warm, compared to mine. i did pumpings still, although i couldnt breathe at all. i still dance w all th strength and energy i had. since im alr there, just go ALL TH WAY ! :D thats, what i think lah. olivia, daphine, liangyuan asked me go sit down there. ahahha. liangyuan didnt dance cause he was sick too. olivia and daphine said if they were me, they'll just sit there, dont dance. ahahah. see, rachel's a good girl. ( yeah, dance till she almost died -.- ) HAHAHA. i did my qian2 fan1s too. and ping2 zhun4s. wheeeee, i know what close to death means. (: hah. okayokay, i left at 620 w joey, on th way down, we tried talking to one another, but very chuan3, we were like, uh, wait wait, uh uh uh wait. ahahha. i waved bye to joey's father, thn left to pick steffie. came back home, talked to a lot of people. and nicholas seah, im not selfish pig ! rarrh you. gideon, alicia and i were discussing about tmr for more than 1 hr, but, nth was settled. ahahha. till now idk where we're going tmr.

Todayyy.
sch was normal. pc, i forgot, pe was -.- th ratio of
people w th green thingo:without
was about 22:9
around there. few people didnt play. liek that how to play lah ! i was in th lesser people grp. i know my grp consists of gideon, joseph, hayati, wenxuan, annette (this is all i can rmb. its either i forgot, or these were only the few people who were active in our team. -.-) there was this girl who just stood smack in th middle of th court, see th ball fly. ( 205 shld know who it is lah, huh.) giedon bang-ed into her. he told me sth, i forgot, i know its funny, ahah. blahblahblah... assembly, there was this super cute guyyyyyyyyyy ! :DDDDDDDD hahaha. they were not bad (: they had very pretty voices :D ! blahblah, ( haha, i seem to be skipping a lot of things today, idk. im not in th mood for posting anyth. idk why im here but, yah, :D ) hcl, we were supposed to write 1. 假如我是岳飞 or 2.假如我是诸葛亮. haha, i was stuck. more than half th class was ! we dont know what did yue fei/ zhu ge liang do, or what we were supposed to write. some dont even know who these two people are. ahahah. 205 rocks. anyway, junxian sclded zls shen jing, thn zls flared up. she was biting her lips lah. she scld junxian like crazy. she was about to cry, thn andy made junxian apologise. HE'S V CUTEEEEE. hahaha. nothing much happened. had to pack up, arrange tables for ptc. i packed my stuff, threw thm out of class, went to staff rm sort out report cards. 4 of us were there. xiaoyuan, ruichen, wenxuan and i. yeah, talked to llf. she made me cry, hahaha. still said my lian pi v bao, say must learn frm xiaoyuan, hou yi dian, hahaha.
after sch was fun ! okay, no fun, funny. ahahah. stayed back w love. :D i was filing my things, did a little of art, he went to play netball. sprained both his hands. stupid boy. alicia, hayati, eurona, meiru and her boyfriend came to join us. we laughed quite a lot. esp me and love. ahahah. love kept cram-ming. stupid. ahahha. he laughed till he went voom voom red. ahahha. it'squitelongsincewesoclosealr,orwegotclosebeforemeh. haha, wtvr. anyway, i was quite happy today :D though sth bad happened during lunch. nvmmmmm. shall forget about it (: anyway, imgladyouknowidontlikeIT,notatall. haha, IT contains alot. poor you. ah, i was quite happy to hear that, but, i feel guilty too. wtvr. but im very clear, i dont like it. yeah. :D

love, you better takecare. or i'll slap your nose. ahhaha. ily ! <3

kay, i'll post 3 pictures. :D me, shubbie, ruichen, wenxuan, yifeng took. it's my last day we're gna be tgt w my braces on. rarrh, sounds damn sad. but, ahh, hahaha. we smile bigggg :D big smiles are pretty :D
haha, we're civilised people, we dont point th middle finger. :D
all of us look stupid in here. :D doesnt matter, as long we're tgt. ahhaha.

th more i look at this picture, th more i'll smile. haha. this picture makes me feel quite wen1 nuan3 haha, althoughi dont look nice here. (:

ily,
many(:

cells, work doubly,please! D:

2008-05-21T13:46:00.002+02:00

lessons were slack today, very slack.
me and shubbie were to meet at 645, but both were late. i wasnt feeling well. rarrrh ):
i rched earlier than shubbie did ! (: its okayyyy. th uncle lah ! cheat her. ahahha. rched 104, went up to 205 w annette who accompanied me, to put my super heavy bag of files, ws and books. came down, gideon was kinda pissed cause of th presents. haha, ( gideon and yf will know what i mean) , he went "i looked like some retarded person holding this bag lah ! wtf wtf wtf.." haahha he kept wtf wtf, early in th morn eh. ahahah. shubbie came soon after, talked a little, she sat down, th 710 bell rang. haha, thn talked talked, wx came, slacked 2 mins off, wx asked us a qn about math. haha. thn shubbie was chasing us to go alr. i was still sitting down. thn i turned behind, i saw love coming, but, i thought i was just thinking too much, so turned back, cause he said he wont be meeting here in th morn. having math w jt. so stood up, turned back again, yeah, it was love :D heehee. my xcountry jacket smelled damn good. i smacked it in his face. haha, very very nice smell lah ! okay, not very very, just quite, quite nice smelling.
sat in th parade sq for quite long, me, honey and huishan(if i didnt rmb her name wrongly) went to th toilet. stayed in there for quite long. hah. our open space was screwed, blim was nagging.
PE was quite fun, played captain's ball. its anyhow one lah ! see if you have th green thingo only. very very funnnnnnn :D thomas dont care about attire alr lah, i think. but maybe he does, or, he's just blind. geog, filing. suprisingly, i didnt lose more than 5 ws. only 3. 2 openspace, 1 notes. th note's just a piece of paper. hahaha. im gooood ! :D nornie didnt let us off for recess. she kept us back. she wanted 10 files to be in. -.- in th end, frm 5 files, become 2 files. hah. she let us off 15 mins later. everyone practically chionged down. we were cutting each others' queue lah. cause all 205 one. thn we were like, eh ! 2/5 de! 2/5 de! cut lah, cut lahh. HAHAHA ! all of us just took our time, cause next period was chem. we were like, mr liu eh, nvm lah, heck. he'll understand, he'll undestand. haha. chem, slacked. we didnt do much, talked about ptc, did a little bit of chem, period gone. ahha. EL, ms kali didnt come. so, revised math w yf. :D math, TWS came late. i was damn high. FLU MAKES YOU FLUNK MATH REAL FAST. my head was spinning spinnging spinning. my back was achinggggg, everywhr else too. we didnt have enough time, ah, dont talk about it.

DANCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
i forgotten to bring th ndp positioning paper laoshi gave me. uncle sharul brought it over anyway. THANKYOUUUUUUUU. we didnt do warmups today. joanne dear pei-ed me go take, came back, they in formation alr. played some games, quite fun. ahahah. laoshi continued pai-ing ndp positions. all must add 3. so, now, y-58's where you can find me ! :D i was v v xinku, everywhere was aching, my flu was killing me, my head was still spinning, i persevered. laoshi still kept asking my grp to do more times, want people to seee. i was dead. pengsan alr. dance until i was out of breath, i couldnt breathe at all. i tried slow deep breaths, nothing helped. i really thought i was dying. srsly. uhhhhh. laoshi asked me to rest, i drank water, rest for 2 mins, went back. i dont wna miss anyth. NDP ehh. impt. i kept pushing myself lah, i was like, rachel, go on ! last one last one ! can lah, just go ! you can one! just last ! what if on that day you also like that, sit there meh ! just go on !

wait, i've to go up now. continue tmrrrrrrr. :D

ily,
many(:

die on me

2008-05-20T15:40:00.002+02:00

RACHEL'S VERY SICK NOWWWWWW.
okay, now very but, plus th things running in me, yes. very ):
math's killing my braincells fast. very fast D;
uhhhhhhhh, i'll sleep rather early today.
iwantlovetobeherenowwwwww. D:
hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
my body's aching everywhere.
rachel needs restttttt.
okayyyyy, im going to sleep sooooooon.

cant meet love in th morning, he's having tuition w jt.
tmr's wed. i have dance, he has semakau trip, means left recess.
he might be at soccer, means bye to tmr. ):
immissinghimlikecrapshitnowwwwwww.

ily,
many(:

cause there were too many things unsaid.

2008-05-20T11:32:00.002+02:00

school was as usual. oh, boringgggggggg, ahahah, but, glad there was sch :D
i passed jowee her present, and we hugged! hahaha. :D iloveyougirl!<3
2/5 was th same during bio you wont be able to hear what mdm surin is talking about.
had VJ during english. th funny guy didnt come. but there was thus super slack woman. she's on th phone 24/7 -.- shes damn slack i tell you. cause my grp's sitting right at th end of th lab, thn she walked all th way here, so i thought she wanted to comment about our work or sth, but i didnt look at her. when she started saying sth, i "huh-ed" and turned t look at her, uh, she was on th phone -.- slacker. me, shubbie and yf were discussing about ________ again. rarrrrrrh, D;
recess was as per normal, but love said we spoke very softly today. yf was like, we got talk meh, -.-stupid. we did talk, i thought it was normal. idk. sth happened after recess, i dont likeeeeeeee D; nvmmmmmm. i realised i left my pen in th lab, so shubbie went to th lab w me. on th way, we saw that woman again. ahhaha. she piao1 damn fast. we just saw her in th canteen just now! (still on th phone) thn there was this strong wind. * upskirt upskirt!* ahahah ! i tried real badly not to laugh, i squeezed shubbie's hand like crazy. ahhaha ! she didnt pull down her skirt, until she saw us looking at her thn she pull. if she didnt have that blue thing below her skirt, she would have zou guang-ed like crazy. ahhaha ! me and shubbie suppressed our laughter until we made a turn to th lab. we laughed like there was no other people arnd. ahahah! damn funny! it doesnt sound funny here but, if you were there, you'll know what i mean. yeah shubbie? HAHAHA. on th way back, me and shubbie had th same reaction. we walked damn slowly, thn took a peek if she was still there, thn we were like, WAHHHH, GONE. hahaha ! went down to th toilet, few funny things happened. ((: miss nornie was v v angry w us. as in, not us. but a few people in class. many didnt bother to take out their goeg books and stuff.we only started lesson like 5 mins to end of her lesson. sad eh? ): lit was rather boring today. me and yifeng were sharing songs. ahahha. those stupid kiddo songs. ms edwards frowned at us, cause, she thought we werent paying attention, but, when she asked qns, i answered thm all! okay, not all. i didnt ans 3. (: ahha, so she had no reason to say i wasnt paying attention. i taught yifeng a song. he taught me one too ! very very fun ! ahhaha. music, wait, before that, i saw sth that make me feel like chewing myself up, but, i tried to think in another way. (: ms yeo was crazy, she blamed 202 for dno what thing, when its not even their fault? uh, stupid. and because of some technological problem, she kept us back for lunch. you can hear a lot of grumblings. gideon sat beside me. (: we talked quite a little. ahahah. lunch, i taught ruichen th song yifeng taught me, xinhui was impressed i could sing so many things in one breath. she was like" woah ! why you can sing so many words one ! plus must remember, and so fast leh!" haha. me, yf, ruichen sang damn liusly in class. :D it cheered me up quite a bit. thn me and ruichen went out to sing. :D after a while, TWS come alr. went in for math, another boring period. ACC, idk what happened, i was doing math, packing up my table. i know my nose was killing me. ): i was having bad bad headache. im still having it now. ): yf helped me touch up on my art, thanks eh ! (: i
know i was sniffing, blowing my nose th whole day. i finished up th timeslots for ptc. :D you can see th diff between LLF's paper and mr liu's paper. big diff. ahahah. i put my name under mrliu's paper, but llf insists she wna see my mum. oh damnnnnnnnn ):
after sch was okayyyyy. i "studied math". nothing much went in my head, th headache was killing me, but i didnt say anyth about it. love accompanied me. :D it was pretty funny. we kept laughing. we played th finger pepsicola, he laughed like crazy, i did too. ahah. thn tongue and finger game. i put my fingers on both his cheecks thn i said, can your tongue got both sides? ahahah, he laughed like crap again. thn we argued about being clever and stupid. haha. thought about our ambition, being a lawyer is cooooool. imagine if you were to have children next time, thn they can go" my mum/dad's a lawyer" so cool lah ! thn can go joking arnd saying " i sue you!" like shiyun always does. (: rarrrrrrh. nicenicenice. llf came in and crapped. I DONT WANT MY MUM TO MEET HERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I'LL DIEEEEEEE. ): she got me to pin up my frindge, talked about my earrings, and chnged some other people's slots. so people, im sorry if you got her. ): cleaned up th classrm, i swept th floor, he arranged th tables and chairs. :D thn i was to do some survey, i gl-ed th person. ahahah. im sorry yah, sorry :XXX haha. packed up, went down to canteen. love wanted to help me carry my stuff. ahha, thankyou ! :D but, its okay, im independant. not like people who always want people to carry their things. uh, wtvr.
got to bathe now, alvin's coming. math level test tmr. wish me luck, i guess i'll fail again. ahahha, nvm. i hate this flu and headache ): theres pe tmr, i bet thomas'll be hunting us down. wtvr.

dance'll be fun tmr, i hope ! :DD

ily,
many(:

3 in a go ! :D

2008-05-19T09:37:00.004+02:00

wheeeeeeeeeeee. rachel's back on th run. zoom zoom zoom. hees.
i didnt post on saturday, cause it was alr quite late when i got home.
okay, i shall post a little on it now. i've to count on my tiny weeny braincells to recall what happened. :X
okay,

Saturday.
as usual had math in th morning. but alvin came. this equals to 2 math tuition. 2 in a rowwwww. i was super braindead. haahha. wx stayed. she played habbo. haha. maked-up, tied up my hair, put on my costume, daddy fetched me to SCO. i remembered shiji laoshi's leotard this time. (im supposed to lend her) haha. had rehersal, soon later, dinner. served th little children and laoshi(s), thn sat down finally to eat. 1/4 of th styrofoam box was rice, th rest was all vege. thankyou yeah. haahah. but, we ate anyway. on th brightside: its healthy! hahaha. linai started w her gossip talk. hahaha. we talked about c, r and y, v, a lot. haha. my bag was filled w food. yes. and sweets too. im th candy station :D hahaha. me, tjeying darling, linai, xinqian, and pregnant woman xinying were laughing, talking, etaing, eating, and more eating. i was very nice okay ! i gave out th sweets to many people ! :D this 4 stupid woman keep disturbing and joking about me and wei jie. LOLOL. i've made it v clear i totally got NO feelings for him. okay you 4 woman. weijie was very cute. that was what i said. (: yanlaoshi always call me weijie and call him jiewei. hah. (; okay, back to rehersal. we totally screwed it, we were alr late in th beg, plus M_____'s singing, god. we were totally off. shiji lashi was really really angry. she was fuming i tell you. ): thn we had to chnge everyth, our moves, position, blahblah, almost everyth. can you sing better. uh. perf was :D. nothing went wrong, everyth just came smoothly. great great job (: we tolerated m_____'s singing. (: finale was fun ! hahaha ! me and vanessa sang along. just 1 part. th haahmulai part. sang like some opera. in frnt damn loud. duh, they were holding mikes. hahaha. choir was fun. hahaha. i bet gongxinyu was singing along too. ahahha. he had mosquito bite on his ear, thn he applied some ugly medication, his whole ear was purple. and it was swollen. eww right. ahahha. very very funny. :D nothing else happened, i know i was really tired. but th actual rehersal day was worse. i was practically dying. rash didnt wave hello to me. we were in th aircon surrounding th whle day :D haha. count us lucky. (: its perf day, all of us were sick ); but, we still went on (:

Sunday
woke up rather early, mummy cancelled me and steffie's tuition, she knew we were tired. hahaha. esp meeeeee. :D we woke up, i took so super long to bathe, everyone was waiting for me. ahahah. they were screaming and shouting hoping i could double my actions. hahaah. went to tiong to have breakfast. we ate A LOT. th whole table was filled. hahaha. i managed to pon dance, whole class didnt go except xiaowen and yuxin. i bet they didnt go too. so, yeah, nobody went in that case. ahahah. i told yandan laoshi i was sick. ( i am okay, i didnt lie ) hahaha. went to sports and recreational hall and played (: there was this super gl guy in th court. we gled him back anyway, why give chance. -.- ohyes, i kept bathing on this day. idk why too. i just did. hahaha. (i wasnt smelly) rched shunji at 2+, had haircut, i didnt like it at first, but, i think its okay now. some shuai guy just joined. he looks hot. (: went for gymnast after that. my nose bled. hahaha. anyway, i was super godlyyyyyyyyyyyy ! :D at least, i was very proud of myself. i was hanging on th bar, and my hands could touch my legs. uh. thats wheeeeeeeeeeee. im really really :DDDDDDDDDDDD. sunjiaolian was proud of me too ! he told steffie off, cause she was slacking. not really lah, cause, this move is painfullllll. and she cannot ren, thats why. sunjiaolian was kinda angry. hahaha. he said my ariel cart, i can do myself alr, but, i dont dareeeeeee. i can do at th foams though. :D hello corage, come t meeeeeeee. after gymnast, went for bowling. daddy bought steffie a bowling ball, and bowling shoes for her birthday. i dnt know why i flared up. darts cheered me up anyway. rachel cannot aim at all. ahahah. very very funny, i kept throwing out of th thingo. hahaha, i laughed real badly. ( i forgotten what else happened) oh yes, i wasnt really happy when i heard sth, i felt quite D:, i knew sth'll chnge, but, he was happy. very happy in fact. so, i shld say nth. (i forgot what else happened)

Today
woke up early again for alvin's tuition. we felt rather slacky though, but we werent! we went through quite a lot of things, but, we didnt do as much qns. maybe thats why it feel weird. ahahah. breakfast was woooooh ! today. ahahha. we ate like pig can. of cause can ! :D hahhaha. okay, after tuition, chnged, went for high tea. me and mhjj were like, " uh, i feel like a tai-tai" HAHAHA. steffie just asked asked us to shuttup. ahjunkor, cagneydasao and renen joined us soon after! we learnt a new song. ahhaha. it seems to be running in my head repeatedly. hah. hightea was fun. th drink i ordered randomly sucked like 23165879829348857 times. god. ahjunkor was like, " zhe ge shui hui bu hui gen nan he yi dian" we laughed. hahaha. renen was damn dman cute. haahha. my hand was flooded w his saliva, but, its okay. :D me, mhjj and steffie kept playing w him (: cute little guy. he'll turn into someone damn zhuai next time. (: came back, steffie had tuition first, followed by me, then yang. eryi, ahxiangkor and yang came over. dajiu and mehmeh too. th house was pretty noisy. after dinner, went out to jp. mhjj, ahjunkor, cagneydasao, me, mummy, steffie, renen. :D renen was kinda moody towards th end, cause dasao and ahjunkor didnt let him continue eating icecream. ahhaha. i flood renen w hugs and kisses. he was tootoooooooo cute. everybody did anyway. went to macs, steffie wanted to buy food. thn im here, back at home.

love seems to be angry and sad ); please cheerups. D: im sorry if i did anyth wrong againnnnn. ):
ilyyyyyyyy! ):
he refuses to tell me what happen or what i did. not once not twice alr. ): ahhhh ): i feel ): tooooooooo.
but, im glad theres sch tmr. like finallyyyyyyyyyy. i miss love, i miss dancers, i miss IIn5anity, and everyone else. ):
my dearrrrr, please cheerups kayyyyyy. im really sorry. ):
love, sorry cant go out w you today, and sectwo dancers! im sorry tooo ! ): i promise i will go out w all of you on 29th ! i hope _____ and ______ doesnt see this. or i'll die. ( dancers shld know how eh? esp honey) alicia's asking about friday, i'll try to make it ! i wna go out w you ! :D i hope love and gideon'll go too! we're asking poopoo and shubbie too !

uhhhhhhhhhh, 1 more week. braces, i'll miss you like crazy. i'll have to control myself frm crying. BRACESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. rachel loves you, (youknowthat) ALOTTTTTTTT. ): HURRRRRRRR.

oh yes, im really afraid of PTC on friday, im afraid mr liu will say some bad stuff about me. plus, he always thinks im mentally unstable. if its llf, i bet she'll complain about me talking too much to yf in class. tsk. but llf knows less than mr liu does ! howwwwwwww. ): grrrrrr. i hope nothing goes wornf on friday. *prays hard, very hard*

love, please cheerup. ): imy like crazyyyyyyyyyy. D; 8.5 hours ):

ily,
many(:

dream a dream

2008-05-16T13:15:00.003+02:00

i slept at 1+ am just now, woke up late, 545.
reached sch at 643 to meet love. but he had to have his breakfast first.
went to benches at 104, only william, jinyee and wx was there. ahah.
i was 4th to reach ! wheepie! i kept asking william and jinyee how test wld be held, what were we supposed to draw, blahblah. love finally came :D he was studying chem. i was drawing my throphy. ahah, yao agreed to draw my light bublb for me. thanks yao! love helped me a bit. thankyouuuu. :D
i know my drawing is ugly lah. huh. hahaha. but my shading is good kay ! :XD
llf didnt catch my attire today, she said nothing to it. (: heehees. honey, huishan and i were discussing about a picture we saw on th newspaper. ahahha. my dear, you're unpure alrrrrr. D; me and honey felt super disgusted. urgh. nvm , dont wna talk about it.
HCL, i didnt listen. i was shading shading, drawing drawing. llf didnt know i wasnt paying attention. cause i did look up to zls when she said stuff. she only asked me to stop once. ahahah. lousy. PW was slack. i didnt do anyth ): im sorry eh? i was having tummy ache, so, wasnt in good mood. shubbie accompanied me for 15 mins whee.
recess wanted to stay in class, but, i was too hungry. shubbie, yf, wx also, so we went down to eat. heeheehee. love was quite high during recess. i was happy too. :D big smiles are pretty, really. (: he was very random. okay, i continued shading during recess, thn asked yf to help me touch up. he didnt wna help me. ); love wanted to go up for chem. he's got test. he waved. thn i wanted yf to help me draw. thn i keep hurhurhur. i wanted love to stay a little longer too. so i hur-ed. LOL. how irritating can i get? :DDD love smiled, he asked whaaaat, what again, thn he walked back. hahaha. his smile's really really really really cute today. :D ahahah. after recess, i saw didi, at his class, wanted to run over and ask him how he was alr, but he alr went in, i went till outside th backdoor, cant seem to find him, so walked back to shubbie they all there. ahahha. they were laughing. cause they cldnt hear what i told thm, i was rushing my words cause i was in a hurry to ask didi. ahahah.
A&D, suprisingly, LLs didnt haunt me, she told me what to do, and i did. :D okay, nothing much happened. yf just kept "pulling me back" cause i got distracted quite easily in th beg. :XXX history, class was split into 2 grps. i was quite lost, i didnt know what ms kee was talking about. i have decided to read on it myself (:
lunch, love came to 205. :D i was outside class. laze around, thn sat back at my seat. talked just a little. thn i told william his pigu got sth. love laughed like crap. i tell you! he's damn mean, he asked me not to tell william, thn he kept laughing and pulling me back. HAHAHA ! meanie.
elit was crappy. did a little of role play, me and yifeng kept snatching juanee's lines to read. no one in th class was listening to her? uh. -.- i told yf i wasnt happy w ________ talking about ________ before that. but he said i shld be contended. i thought of it, i still feel a little weird inside, but, there's nth that can be done anyway.
enrichment was -.- write some short creative writing. uh. nothing better to do, make us waste our time, sit in some mass suana room write. but they turned on th air-conditioner after that. me, shubbie, wx, yf, william, didnt want to write. we slacked our time away. until 20=30 mins pass thn we all started writing. joanne dear was sitting behind me. yay ! xinying random too. and qizhou, and yujie. haha. we crapped quite abit. :B
joey's crazy. she keep calling me when we're just soooooooooooooooooooo close to each other. stupid girl. i pei-ed her to 208 to get her stuff, thn went to 205 to get mine. i was packing my messy table. thn love came. O.o he asked if he shld pon nc. i told him not to. hahaha. joey called me. she was just outside 205. -.- crazy. thn he left, we left to th hall. chnged, ate, dance started.

dance, ya tui was crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i could have fallen asleep ! grrrrrr. ya until my legs no blood circulation. uh. you can practically hear people grumbling. bwaha. ndp was fun. laoshi pai-ed formation and stuff. i've got hold of th drawing. heehee.
y-55's where you can find me!(:
yayayayaya ! :D th vomit feeling was in me. grr. anyway, WINSTON CAME BAAAAAAAACK ! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. we've got cool specs. jheong's got bad taste, stone's got sexy voice. ahahah. i left early, didnt manage to do pumpings w dancers, cause had to fetch steffie, back for tuition. ): i'll do th pumpings! tell me how many you all do kay !

anyway, didi's feeling much much better alr. wheeeeee. i feel happy too. :D
he asked me why i never talk to him in sch. he said he'll come and find me. thn i said thats if he can manage to find me. hahaha. he said he'll search th whole sch just for me. LOL. (((; sweet! and, he asked me not to be shy, see him in sch, must talk to him. hm, rachel's shy, okayyyyyyyy. first time. ahahah. :XXXX im glad he's feeling much much better, ((:

ahhhhhhh, tmr's perf day. i'll die. i bet it's gna be damn boring TT hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. D:
okay, i've got to sleep soom. im falling sick alr. );
I MISS LOVE. ):
i'll ask mum about monday. cant ask now. shes angry w me, cause, i havent gone up yet.
okay, i shall go now, niteynights! love you, sweet dreams, sleepy head ! :D

ily,
many(:

we're all here, together.

2008-05-15T18:07:00.006+02:00

okay, blogger had irritated me just now. );
i hate you ! D; grrrrrrrrrrr.
nvm. shant be angry.
im still doing my art. :X
im dying, but i'm still here, just to say

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY MY GIRL, DABIANR! <3
iloveyouuuuuu. haha, i alr sent you a msg. well, secrets shall always live within us! you're old alr. dont ershing to me kay. :X i'll flood you with hugs tmr, oh, later today i mean. rain or shine girl!(:
you know what i mean.

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY ANNETTEEEEEEE !:D
hey girl ! i sent you a msg too ! heehees. hm, we havent been talking much lately, but, we still do talk ! hahaha, girl, your 14! haha, points and laugh. :X its okay, i am too ! :D loveyougirl !

okay, im done here. im damn tired, im gna reach sch early tmr to meet love. whee whee whee. excited. :D haahah.
anyway, DARYL DIDI, i hope you're feeling much better by now, jie loves you kay ! <3 big hug x10000000000000000. jiayou tmr ! jie'll support you all th way! GO DARYL ! :D

ily,
many(:

i scream, way too much :D

2008-05-15T13:32:00.005+02:00

firstly, i'll like to say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR DEAR DEAR DEAR EVIL TWINNIE DENISEEEEEE!
-hah, you're now LAO BAI, not XIAO BAI anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :XXXXX
old alr ah ! anyway, like winnie says " 有food我抢，有难你当"
ahhaha, kidding. evil shall remain evil, im not. STAY HAPPY KAY ! i'll help you look out for lime green more often (: iloveyoukay ! im sorry i didnt send you a msg at 0000, its at my drafts ! ):
anyway, 1 year closer to death. :XD <3

-give it time, cause you know, it'll worth more than a million.
ily,
many(:

th 4th 14(:

2008-05-14T16:35:00.003+02:00

its th 14 ! (:
but. ); we didnt go out. i cant make it anyway. D:
just got back frm rehersal.
i've got no mood to post anyth now.
my neck is dying. its damn hot.
i thought i was going to die just now.
it seemed that my whole skin can be tornnnnnnn.
uh, okay, this is th first 14 i feel DDDDDDDDD;
loveeeeeeeee, D:
hello, i feel like chewing myself up );

ily,
many (:

smell;sip;savour.

2008-05-13T12:25:00.004+02:00

i was late for sch tday ):
reached at 714.):
grandma had to go off to malaysia, had to send her off. boo. ):
i ran to parade sq, threw my bag down, ran to 104. i saw love walking down th stairs. (i think)
but i just ran lah, i was too fast to stop.
reached 104, william, yifeng, poopoo and ruichen were there. william told me he just left not long ago. and he looked angry. i asked yf. he said he wasnt looking angry, he was just keeping quiet. uh, dno. hopped back to parade sq at 719, passed knee guard to dear dear peixian, get well soon girl! :D
okay, 205 seems to be owning EVERY SINGLE TEACHER THAT WALKS IN TO OUR CLASS. haha, laughs.
first period was biooo. shubbie moved over to sit w me and yifeng, cause we were all talking about th same thing ________. D; i was pretty emo. hahaha. rarrrrh. okayokay. bio was damn slack. we just practically copied answers frm th screen. class was noisy. uh, duh, 205, what you expect? HAHAAH. msm surin wanted to start on ecology, but she cldnt. thanks to our noise. (:
had VJ lesson for el. godddddd, i forgot his name, shall call him mr L <- cause i know his sirname starts w an L, i forgot what. mr L's shirt is, omgosh, damn nice *pukes* hahaha, its super ugly ! eww eww. mr ooi thn came in, god, wipe off sweat frm your chin lah, even i feel disgusted for you. -.- lesson was as boring, mr and yf still laughed at his eyes, its too funny, shubbie said we were gl. ahah, slept for th last few minutes, thn recess.
daryl didi came to find me during recess ! WHEEPIE WHEE ! didi smiled at me like wheeee. and he looked straight into my eyes okay ! godddddddddddd, *hyperventilatessssss. bwaha. we compared our heights. he's taller ! i WAS taller ! thn talk abit, didi walked to his friend, thn he walked back and say," you wear this shoe! of cause taller lah !" i wanted to say "you never wear shoe meh ?!" but i looked at his shoe, and looked back at mine, god, my shoe's high. so i just hmph, and looked away. ahahah, he smiled again, looked at me and walked over to drinks stall. yingying, olivia were looking at us ! idk why, but we just kept looking at each other. didi, you're really cute :D ! well, as a fact, today's th second day we talked face to face ! normally, its just msn or msg. bwaha.
love came to find me like 5 mins before recess ended. alr finished eating by then, we to buy drinks. he asked me why i was so sian, i just said idk. nothing much happened, when we were about to go up, he went to play w some other people, i just went up w yifeng, shubbie they all. yifeng just looked at me. i looked back, and rolled my eyes at him (yf).
geog was stupid lah kay, we didnt do anyth at all. hahaha.
lit, had grp work. te wu j was in our grp. andy came over too ! ahhaha. we didnt do much of script writing, but wrote out th storyyy. some other grps performed, edwards sclded some guys lah, dno, its normal alr. ahahah. ohyes, i got 5th for lit. wheepieeeeee ! :D shubbie say she wna divorce me cause i got 1 mark higher than her, and she got 6th. bwaha. meannnn.
music was hmm, damn damn slack. we got praised for handing in our projects on time ! :D ms yeo talked to those who didnt hand in. hahaha. joseph, gideon, andy, yuzhe, jiajie, jinwee ( i hope i didnt miss out any) were in th same grp. thn we were like, when you see these few names tgt, it means, gg. ahahah. those who handed in proj cld go off early for lunch. gideon and andy rushed out anyway. (: haahha. i was high on th way back to class. jiayun, xinyuan can be witness. ahahah.
lunched w dancers, nothing much. we laughed quite abit. love went for bible study. saw him thn msged him. went back to class, talked. both of us were sian.
i felt a very wen1nuan3 feeling, so i kept quiet. he asked me what happened to me, i just kept quiet, shaked my head, said nothing. ahah. i told yf. he was about to slap my face. thn i said WHAT ! HAHAHA.
i think TWS saw us. but, wtvr man. we only had 25 mins of math anyway. had tea chapter.
in th bus, sat w yf. behind was andy, gideon, ollie, winnie was bhind. we talked our way there lah ! ahhaha. fun. when we reached, llf pulled yf away go in frnt. shubbie and wx alr go in. left me and ruichen ! uh ! DDD; ruichen alr partner shiyun. i didnt want to partner te wu j, so gideon saved me. ahahah. inside, me, gideon, shiyun, ruichen, jinwee and jingkai sat at one table. okay, shall not talk about th crap those people said to us. our table was ((; kay ! we're damn united. hahaha. these people made tea chapter fun ! hahaha, gideon cldnt resist his temptation to buy food. LOL. me and twin took pictures after that. way back to sch was giddy. i was damn damn giddy. D; i could have puked on th bus. reached sch at 4+, ave out all th chem stuff, people went home. most of 205 people went to big bookshop i think. i stayed back in sch to play netball w alicia, 208 people, 210 people and netballers. fun.
weiyuan sprained her ankle, thn joy went to get ice pack. joy's stupid. hahaha. she was damn faraway, we ask her to run, she slide th ice pack across th parade sq, shuanhock picked it up, rolled it towards us. haha. i was nice kay ! i cleaned it first thn put on weiyuan's ankle. thn junwei was like, she there injured meh? thn i was like, annah! then? there meh? i pointed to her thigh. thn christabelle laughed like crazy. i didnt know why but i laughed too. thn joonhui started laughing. thn we had "laughing relay". idk why we were laughing THAAAAAAAAAAT badly but, yeah, we laughed damn damn long. alicia, joy, ongxin, vivian felt lost i guess. haahha. belle kept asking me to stop laughing. i did stop, but when i was gna stop, i laughed again, thn belle laughed. joon heard me laugh thn she laughed, idk about th others, i know th 3 of us were laughing like mad. belle looked like shes gna give birth to her child. hahaha.
gideon hurt is knee. ): get well soon kay ! weiyuan too ! :D

tmr's th 14th. ):
mixed feelings.
its gna be th 1st 14th we're not going out, cause i cant make it.
im supposed to be happy cause there's dance tmr ( like after sooooooo long?)
but, love ! D: uh, i wna kill myself. ):
rarrrrrrrrrrrh D:

things are chnging, i hope it'll get better though, <3

ily,
many(:

ahh ):

2008-05-12T14:06:00.002+02:00

whee. tuition's officially canclled !
ANYWAYYYYYYY,
im here to say,
hey, im really sorry i wu hui-ed you.
but you shld have talked to meeeee ):
or told me what happened to youuuuuu.
okay, i'll chew myself up. butttt, pleaseeee, dnt keep anyth to yourselffff.
im always here rightttt?
TELL ME WHATS GOING THROUGH IN YOUUU.
we're tgt, one, so, share!
ily, and im really sorry.
nicholas goh <3

ily,
many(:

badbadmooood): cheerupskay!

2008-05-12T12:39:00.006+02:00

hello, rachel's in a bad mood now. ):
joanne dear and peixian, thanks for trying to cheer me upp (:
urghh, i wna chew YOU uppp ! D:

i was late this morning, rched sch at 710 ):
nth much happened. maths was th same, hcl was okay, whle class asked llf to shutup. cause we want our recess, ask her if got anyth, CEP thn say. ahahah. recess was fun !
wait, before that, me and shubbie smelled sth damn damn smelly, who cld just faint t th ground i tell you. urgh.
okayokay, me, william, yifeng, shubbie, wenxuan, ruichen were gl-ing sec1s.
((:
few sec1 choir members(claimed by yf lah) cut our queue. grr.
actually, we didnt really mind lah, but hey, we waited and queued soooo long, and we never even move one step forward? thn there was this fat crap who pushed me and said "SCUSEEEEEEEE!"
wahlaooo! i was pissed off. so i gl lah, i was like, SCUUUUUUUUUUUSEEEEEEEEE! ahahah, i did that a lot a lot of times. really. damn loud also. those people i mentioned can be witness. hahaha. thn all of us started to gl them altogether. (:
we were like, want cut right, eh ! beng kang ! let me cut ! cause got people CUT QUEUE ! thn those "queue cutters"<- haha, laughs* looked at us and smiled. eh, smile what, guilty right. -.- but it was really fun. thn we cut cut cut. wooh ! ahahah. i laughed w william like some crazy people who had mental problem. ooh ! fun fun fun ! :DDDDDDDDD cep was hmmm, can laah, mr liu told us more abt th PTC, nth much. assigned jobs, everyth chopchop finish, he let us do some so called fun worksheet. -.- ahah. ohyah, cause PTC mr liu suggested refreshments. thn andy was like, " we get back, we'll get enough refreshments alr " HAHAAH. and, p.s he's damn damn cute :D HAHAHA. mr liu asked if i was okay today agn. ): urghhhhh, yes, im metally unstable, dont have to keep asking me if im okay or theres anyth wrong w meeeee. ahahahahahhaah. bio, me and wenxuan ponned close to 1 period. ahha, we went toilet, slowly stroll stroll. came back, we saw junxian standing outside. he got chased out. HAHA. thn he asked us dnt go in, say inside having sclding. thn i peeped into backdoor, yifeng was waving to me, ask me dnt go in. i didnt care, just walked in. haha, thn saw mr liu sclding inside. no, he didnt scld me nor wenxuan (: ahha. bio, talked about STD god. gross. dnt wna talk about it. lunch, went up to 208, see if joey was there, i owe her hugs and kisses D: but she wasnt there, thn looked down to parade sq, shaeron waved. shiyun asked if i wanted to play. i agreed, so went down. but, i didnt play anyway, went back t class after tht. wenxuan, ruichen and i had mini "party" aaahhah. eating is joy. :D brings troubles awayyyy. shooshooshoo. (: el was crazy i tell you. i laughed like crazy(more than 25 mins), cause ms kali didnt ans my qn for like 30 mins. idk why i laughed thaaaaaaat badly because of that too. really. anyway, ms kali said im very drama, i can act very very well ! wheepie ! ahahah, cause she let us use expressions, same words, but to say out in diff situations. i think i was , hm, not bad. ahhaha. byl. :XD me, jiayun, jiahwee, yifeng and shubbie had mini discussion about juannie. urgh, wtvr man. dont wna talk about it anymore. oh yes, ms kali said " actually, i think yifeng's grp of friends shld really be respected" ( that refers to me, ruichen, wenxuan and shubbie !) WHEEEEEEE. hahaha. cause SHE'S always in OUR grp. -.- after sch, stayed back for math. me, yifeng yaoyao and moomoo are yong2 jiu3 ju1 ming2 of that particular spot. ahahah. TWS checked our exercise books. whee, mine was up to date, w pretty corrections. everyone tried to cut queue. yifeng cut yao and moomoo's queue, and he asked me to stand bhind him, which means, i cut their queue too ! ahahah ! we wasted like more than 45mins queueing can? i was late for dance. i went up at 4pm. booboo. ): dance was (: but i didnt do warmups. so, i have thigh cramp. ahhaha. cause have to kong tui mah. uh, but i did it anywayyyy. my yao also. hahaha. but, my yao didnt hurt alot though. heehee. dance means gossip session. woohoo. ding ding ding. we've got a plan ! ahahah. shhshh. after dance, went to canteen, me and jheong were walking in frnt. thn we rushed back to th others cause we saw blim sitting at th canteen watching bballers play. ahahah. thn we walked back as a bigbig grp. okay, not bigbig, just big, okay, quite big. uh, wtvr. ahahah. i was walking damn quickly down th stairs cause LLS was there, and i bet shes gna kill me. ART uh. thn at canteen while buying food, LLS came. i tried to hide myself. she found me anyway. ahahah she was like," rachel, where's my rachel? i will haunt you down, rachel, where's my dear dear rachel?" ahahha. i alr finished buying my food, but, i continued standing there, haha, i didnt wna turn around. :XD but, LLS alr know im there, hahaha. i put my head down. :XXXX thn i decided, she'll be there until i go right. so i just turn around lah, she was standing bhind me. RIGHT BEHIND ME I TELL YOU ! haha ! she asked me my art how? when i can finish? fri test alr leh. ahhaha. i didnt say a word. i just kept smiling at her. heeheehee((((; i dont wna elaborate what other things happened. but, yeah. went home after that. uncle sharul sent me home and we saw sth that make me wna laugh. hahaha. there was this super super old car, thn a woman was sitting in it. duh. ahha. me and uncle sharul were both looking alr. thn th car was moving backwards. like, sliding back lah, i tried to supress my laughter, but i cldnt. so i just laughed. uncles sharul just smiled and said," too relaxed alr huh?" hahaha, tht woman was lying back happily lah. -.- hahaha. reached home and here now. having tuition soon. may tmr be a better day ! thanksfortodayhuh. anyway, i wna say, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY AND JIAHWEEEEE! <3
RACHEL LOVES BOTH OF YOUUUUUUUU! ((((:

-jo, i still owe you hugs and kisses. yes, i make your first wish come true!:DD promise! and, i hope your second wish would be fufilled too ):
-hweeeeee, dont cry okay ! its your birthday ! must be happy ! kaykay ! happy row mates ! :D

ily,
many(:

latelatelate;

2008-05-11T03:17:00.004+02:00

grrrrrr. it has been 4 days since i last posted. heehee.
slack huh! ((((;
okay, i'll post now. yes now :D
kay, i'll start frm 2 days ago!

FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYY:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINAAAAAAA!

i shall not piss you off by saying," zuo muo ni !" HAAHAH!

hm, yesterday lessons were as usual luh.
PW, some fat crap dno what to say thn crapped to us ( as in, our grp )

he was like, uh, i cannot rmb what he say lah, but, after we heard what he said, our whole grp just sian diao. yes sian diao -.-
recess, this was th first time me, shubbie, wx, yf, ruichen soooooo quiet. i felt super weird.
we didnt talk for 5 mins ! break record !
we normally talk UNTIL ! i cldnt stand it so asked, eh, why so quiet. this is like th first time we so quiet can ? ): but we started talking after that (:
A&D, LLS insisted i chnge my seat. she dnt want me to sit w yf.
say we're not helping each other. i gl-ed her. XD cause, i dont wna chngeeeee. DD;
i love my seat a alot. good view !
ahahah. i chnge my seat anyway.
cause both christina and jinwee didnt come to sch. so LLS asked joseph to sit at jinwee's place, me to sit at christina's place, yuzhe to sit at my seat.
uh, thn i'll be blocked by joseph ! he in frnt of me? i cant see anyth. yes, im so short !
grr.
i chnged my seat anywayyyyyyy. but i shifted my whole table and chair over.
junxian was really nice. he helped me carry my table over. yay ! thankyou junxian ! yu zhe carried my chair. hahaha. thankkkks ! [:
things werent as bad afterall. ruichen babe was beside me, th other side was yaoyao. :D
hahaha. slacked through 2 periods, thn i started drawing my grids i took 30 mins to draw my grid properlyyyy ): i cldnt draw straight lines. hahaha. lousy. thanks yao for helping me see if my lines were straight.
gideon kept saying i was high. cause i kept laughing. idk why i was laughing too. ahhaha.
thn i spotted some longer strends of hair of joseph's cool cut hair style. ahhaah.
i told gideon. gideon laughed.
thn we started cutting. super funny.
ahahah.
joseph shared with me his smudger. i thought it was pretty cool. (:
history passed really really quickly.
nothing much went in my brain. it was shut. i tried listening kay. cause nth seemed to go in, i decided to pack my bag. whoo ! i tell you, i know how to spell m-e-s-s-y.
sicko came to find me. we played ollie's car. ahahha. stupid. but, i thought it was quite nice.
hahaah.
went down played netball w 210 against 105.
nothing much lah. i went up to class myself. sicko was talking to wang, rachel hong, belle they all.
tsk. nvm, i just went up (:
enrichment was owned by 205.
we were 1. noisy, 2. few of us werent sitting as a class and aiyah, we just owned okay.
shiyun went up cause perter tan called no.9 frm 205. to say which paul she liked better.
she was like,"th first one, cause it sounds nicer"
thn peter tan asked her to repeat.
she gave th gl face, thn said "TH FIRST ONE, CAUSE IT SOUNDS NICER."
thn she "threw" th mike back at peter tan, gave him that uh-wtvr face. ahahah.
205 clapped and cheered like crazy.
ahahha !
next was joseph. he own lah he.
he didnt sit w our class also. so peter tan ask him come down. thn he used th indian accent and said" i dnt understand what you are talking ah~ " and a lot. ahahha. our class was laughing like siao agn, thn we were clapping lah ! but peter tan was pissed. he was like, " what ? what did you say? you're trying to be funny is it ?" then jingkai replied " no, he is funny ! "
hahaha. but, joseph, if count this time, dno how many discipline case alr. ):

after sch, sicko came to find me ! YAY ! :D
ahhaha, we did funny things again. uh, childish. ahhaha.
mememe, okay, my fault.

after that, went to play street netball ! ;D
at first, was 210vs 204, 208 vs 205 ( plus shaeron and weiyuan cause 205 only got me, shubbie and shiyun) thn had break, thn it was netballers against 208. i was w netballers (: damn fun i tell you.
we screamed out our lungs like some mad people, laughed like crazy. omg, FUN FUN FUN !
hahaha, before that, heard sth about ____&_____ so me, dear and wang went to kpo ! ahaha. we called honey like sooooooo many times can ! ahahah. but she didnt ans, so we called jason and jianbin. jianbin say they didnt ____ cause, she looked normal. hm, so what th netballers said was wrong? but they say a lot of people say one ! O.o wtvr, but saw them coming down tgt quite late. hm. me and sicko didnt do much after we separated frm 205. ); nvmmmmmmm.
-street netball's really fun. :D
okay, soon after, many people went home alr. alik was still waiting for gideon. mummy wasnt here yet, so me and alik tried shooting. we were super off-form. grr grr grr.
few secones asked if we wna play match w thm, we agreed, but they walked away. -.- so we continued shooting.
PAH. th ball hit my lips. ): bleed like crazy. a lot of blood can ! even till now, th wound's still thereeeeeeeeee ! ah, nvm lah, cant blame alik. well, this might be th last time i injure my lips w braces on alr ): 266666666666666th; i dread. D;
gideon came to join us thn we played match against secones. 3 of us against 4 sec ones. haha.
gideon was off form, i was quite zhun. (: we make a great team. hahaha. th secones came up w weird logics. -.- nvm.
mummy came at 7+ thn left for er yi ma's house. fetched yang and steffie to tuition, thn went to eryi's house to bathe and eat. i bathed damn fast i tell you. i broke record. 10 mins eh ! damn fast ! (((((:
i didnt go ntuc, i was damn tired.
oh, sicko was D; i hope he has cheered up by now.
oh yes, denise evil twin gave me a lollipop after sch ! yay ! thankyou love ! :DDDDD
reached home at 10, i had bad bad headache, so cleaned up, waited for sicko's msg, replied, then slept. (:

THURSDAY!
pc, llf made me, ruichen and shiyun stand up cause th classrm was super super dirty. she said we dont have responsibility, never clean up th classrm or sth. wtvr. i tried telling her " liu lao shi, wo zuo tian de zuo tian zuo liao leh ! yin wei zuo tian wo mei you kong. " ( haha, actually i had time, i just didnt do. but i really did th day before ! ) wtvr, dont care about her.
pe was -.- we played full court netball, whole class play. guys were damn good. really. their postioning, everyth. damn good. (: girls were, uhmn, dno how to say ): nvm. shant elaborate on it. maths was just super slacky okay.
assembly was a little stupid. some play on shakesphere. me and ruichen did more discussion than watching them act. hahaha. :D history was screwed up, cause many grps didnt manage to finish either their WW1 or great depression thingo. yay to my grp, we did okay ! and its really pretty :D
me, ruichen, shiyun were supposed to stand during HCL, we didnt. we just sat down. we got A* for routine check anyway. thanks to william. owe you once. (: andy gl-ed llf like crazy. uh, long story. LLF agve out some sheets of shit ( chi hw we've done) thn andy got 6.5/10 jinwee, annette, gideon also. but gideon and annette dnt need to redo. jinwee and andy need. thn andy was pekcek lah, but he did anyway. he handed in to llf like, few minutes later. qiang(: then llf told him he missed out some points. andy was grr. so he crushed his paper. haha, but after he reached his seat, he open th paper agn. ahah. thn after wuite long, i dno what happened. i was talking t yifeng. thn suddenly i heard andy saying," bu shi gu yi de! bu shi gu yi de ! shi diao zai di shang." thn llf held up th paper and said " ni gao shi wo shi diao zai di shang de ?! " thn andy was like " wo cai dao! wo cai dao ! bu shi gu yi de" thn laoshi was like, " ni you mei you ba laoshi fang zai yan li? ni you mei you zhun zhong laoshi?" thn andy was like," laoshi, wo yi xiang lai dou hen zhun zhong ni." thn laoshi was like "bie fei hua,..." wtvr alot. thn they were quarelling. 205 was damn quiet. everyone was like OHHHH, SHIT. ANDYYYYY. my heart was beating damn fast. i felt like laughing. but, i cannot possibly laugh at tht time right? damn scary. i covered my mouth. thn andy was like " laoshi, ni bu gei wo men zun zhong, wo men shi bu hui zun zhong ni de. ni mei you zi ge gei wo men zun zhong" WHOLE CLASS CHUA TIO LAH ! i was like, omg, shit. ); thn llf damn angry, ask andy pack bag, send him out of class. she was super super crazy can. she threw all her markers on th floor thn she picked it up agn. she was red. uh. andy was angry too, i msgedhim ask him calm down. ahah. total ownage kay 205. andy was like, " wo zhi shi jiang chu da jia de xin shen" woah, hiong. but, llf. uh, pity ):

okay, i dont feel like posting alr. im tired. just came back frm dance. );
mothers' day perf was not screwed! 3 cheers!
i was hungry. ahahah.
shijilaoshi said my yao1's gooood. wheepieeee. hahahahha.
i ponned gymnast lesson tday, celebrated mothers day w relatives.
alvin kor, get well soon ! remove that "fruit" ahhahaahah.

anyway, HAPPY MOTHERS' DAYYYYY !
im not too late heh? :XD

oh, joey, ):
im really really sorry i forgotten. i'll bu chang to you. ):
iloveyoukay ! )))): really.
8 years and counting!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCEEEEEEEEEEE! :D
MELOVEYOUMANYMANYMANYMANYMANY ! (((((((((((((((((;

ily,
many(:

load off th heart (:

2008-05-07T16:13:00.002+02:00

ahhhhhh, i cried like shit just now.
this is th first time i told someone how i felt about -
joanne dear, im really sorry. ):
and all those misunderstandings, i felt alotalotalotalot better really.
you people are too impt to me, thas why igot so super hurt, thats why i cried so super badly.
i felt relieved lah, after what i heard frm you.
urghhhhh, crying makes me feel much much better [:
pouring things hidden right deep inside makes me feel uh, everyth's over. finally i told someone ):
joanne dear, iloveyou, thankyou for today ! :D
dance, sec two batch girls, will always live here, right deep in my heart. (:

th pretty pretty weather,

2008-05-07T13:11:00.002+02:00

mummy's car didnt have enough petrol, so had to fill th tank up.
therefore, i was late.
whee! th first person i sent a message to today was love.
i told him i wld be late and wld reach sch arnd 715.
reched sch at 714, walked up to class, 715.
WOAH, I TELL YOU.
205 was damn guai.
EVERYBODY WAS SITTING DOWN AT THEIR PLACES, STUDYING. DAMN QUIET.
i was like, woah !
xinyuan saw, thn she laughed. i was like, eh, what happened?
she was like, today got pop quiz ! * i totally forgotten about it *
after i put down my back, i took two geog books and went up to 210 right away.
but i didnt see love. he's probably w nicole downstairs, nvm.
i left th books on his table, walked down. went back to class, talked to wx and yf abit, thn pledge taking gna start alrr.
everybody stand can. 205's really guai. ( except hurm hurm, never stand, 205, you all know who lah huh) AHAHHA.
mr liu came in just before pledge taking started. luckily we were standing alr. first time, 205 rocks (:
hahaha. our open space was thn screwed by some mr chew , gynecologist.
first thing he said was, "hi, im mr chew and im a gynecologist"
STUPID. he looks cute, but tiko at th same time. openspace sucked lah.
many of us were wearing two piece, cause we're gna have pe (first period).
he released us late. there's nothing much to talk about lah, adolescent sexuality, still drag so much. tsk.
we were late for pe. thomas was angry.
2.4km. i asked gideon to pace me, yes, he did, frm starting to th 2nd curve. he chionged all th way.
stupid boy.
i paced william in th beg, thn we ran tgt, willaim, sorry for slowing you down. i chionged in th beg, no energy in th middle. ): but i didnt stop. continued running.
i kept telling myself, 'rachel ! go on ! you alr finish more than half th race ! 2% 2% ! you have to go on ! you're not tired. you still can run ! you cannot stop now, bring your legs, move further !'
thankyou mr chan, thankyou for drilling all these in our heads. (: it really helps. :D i bet other xcountry members feel so too.
my timing was 10.33 ):
thomas said i ran well. i was quite relieved. i came in third.
gideon 9.16, joseph 9.53, then me, thn william, 10.35.
th rest idk, i was dying. i pushed myself too hard, i didnt drink water 2 hours before nor before th run, i didnt warm up.
and th worst thing, i havent shit finish, i want to shitttttttt. );
hahaah, i seem to have this problem, :XXXXX everytime like that lah ! before perf, i always say i need to pee need to shit, running alsooooooo D: rarrrrrh. i must do sth about this BAD habit, VERY BAD ONE. ):
i had very very bad tummy ache after th run. i cldnt speak, my heart was beating too fast, too fast i tell you. ):
i collapsed on th ground. D;
sat there for very very long, thn left.
210 was in art and design studio. i wanted to see love ! so i ren th pain, stood up.
haha, thn i peeked in, i saw love ! wheepieeeeeee.
i walked th long long way, cause, pon geog ! hahaha.
thn walked GO way, walk past design studio, waved to love, thn look straight, saw yf, he was gna take duster. so me and shubbie went w him. drag time. ahahah.
on th way up, saw LLS, i walked damn fast.
she called yf. i was like, please please please dont call me, i didnt turn arnd, i walked damn fast.
ahhaah. yf lousy. went back t class, alr 20 mins past geog lesson, i settled down at 930. ahhaha.
slacked through 930-1000 period, nobody was listening to ms nornie talkkkk, poor thing.
ahaha. recess was, hm. nothing much, we chionged chem. i didnt chiong much. i just tried to place my luck. ahhaha, listening in class helps kay. (: mr liu, im not unstable. im good.
hahaah. love helped us in chem abit, thanks ! (:
went back to class, mr liu came in. we spammed him w qns. 205s hiong !
hahaha.
i was crazy, i speaked damn fast. shubbie didnt know what i was asking. yf was laughing.
mr liu also lah ! but he answered my qn. ((:
i felt rather safe.
xiaoyuan was spamming qns too! ahahha.
nobody went up to clean th board, mr liu asked like for 5 times, still no one went up, duh ! mugging ! hahaha. rachel's damn nice, she went to clean (:
wx was guailan, she was asking rh over the phone about covalent bonding, mr liu looked cute, his expression was funny and he said " im just here ! "
HAHA.
annette reminded me sth. thanks annette ! simillar qn came out, thanks girl<3 ! :D
chem test, was rather easy. (((: i hope i can get full marks ! :D
eng was okay, i got 25/30 for test 1 ! ms kali gave me a star sticker, heehee. i was damn happy.
denise twin, yf, shubbie said it was good ! yes yes, thankyou! i think so too ! :DDDDD
shubbie got 25 too. yf got 18? wx, i cannot rmb.
second test, i felt lousy, ): i got 17. grrrrrrr. nvmmmm. i'll do better next time round !
maths. uh. disgusting.
marcked ex books and copied corrections.
she accused me of not paying attention again. asshole, i stared at her, i almost cried, i didnt.
i shldnt cry over this kind of people.
i was paying full attention, but, when i turn over to yf and wx to tell thm sth, she looked at my direction, called my name, i looked at her, until she turned away. pft her.
hahaha, thn there was this qn, jiayun, xinyuan, xiaoyuan, yingying, zhengyao, they were debating like siao.
me, yf, wx, hayati, ruichen, jiahwee, we were sitting tgt, we just kept quiet. in th end, those that debate got th qn wrong, we got it correct.
ahahah.
thn we were like, haha, in th end, all th diam diam one get correct.
after schhhhh, ruichen, wx, shubbie, me chionged history.
on GREAT DEPRESSION. hahaha.
proj was done quite well.
love came to class after sch :D
talked, watched 107 people play basketball and netball downstairs. me and love went down, and they didnt wna play -.- stupidddddddddddddddddd.
so waited for alicia.
love saw sth in my phone.
we didnt talk for 20mins. ):
love, im vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv sorry ):
it'll not happen again. promise ! ):
alicia, shubbie, suay, xinying tried to "steal" netball.
ahhaha. but we didnt laaah, we asked jt for key. thn went to grab netball.
ahhaha.
waited for love for quite long. thn he came ! after that, jason, haowen, mengyeow joined us.
mengting mummy too !
hahaha.
it was fun !
though some things happened.
i hurt my middle finger. :XXXX and my thigh was hurting.
i was red ! my skin colour was pretty. (:
boys vs girls.
heehee, we owned. (:
nice game. though love said he didnt like it. he didnt find it fun.
fun fun fun :D
alicia and i had th same feeling ); ahhhh, we cannot do anythhhhh. D:
suay kept possesing me, so i cldnt aim. hahaha.
kidding.
i left at 6.05
okayyyyyyyyy, i'll go bathe now.
love, im really sorry sorry about today. it wont happen again alrrrr. promise promise.):
and shubbie too ! im sorry that i elbowed you ): really. im sorry sorry sorry.

it'll still be you, <3(:
ily,
many. (:

it goes 123, everyth's th same.

2008-05-06T10:01:00.004+02:00

i was a good girl. cause i reached sch rather early.
(not very actually:X)
hmmmmm. early in th morn, like any other day, went to th benches outside 104 meet 205 (:
i pinned up all my hair today. :D good girl kay. (:

hahaha, william,wx said i looked wierd.
i asked yf,he said so too. but they didnt know why ! ahhaha
i asked xiaoyuan, she said i looked diff, but, in a good way !
AHAHAH, i dno. probably th pinning of my hair is diff? too neat too neat.
ruichen soon came. she thought i was ollie !
AHAHAH, twinnie twinnie ! <3
hm, duck came. then we kept commenting on wx's art piece.
HAHAHA. also, he said he wont be playing soccer during recess, he has to rest. (READ ON)
hm, llf came today. she was wearing pink. haha, first time.
attire check equals to no attire check, llf dont even check th first few people, just let us sit.
HAHA, very shuang (:

first period was bioooo.
went to lab, hm, th atmosphere wasnt right.
yf, wx, haya and me didnt talk.
well, dont care lah, very luannnn.
ahhaha, mdm surin's really cute. th way she speaks. haha.
EL, nothing. had VJ lesson. boringggg.
i listened very attentively at th beg. (crap)
actually, i was laughing at that stupid guy. " hey nice expression huh !"
AHHAAH. me and yifeng kept laughing.
almost th whole class was sleeping,
so he had to face our side to talk. we'll we're two of th "alive" ones in class,
his lesson is boring. and what tone he use to talk lah ! -.-
i tried to contain my laughter. my, i cldnt.
i really tried to supress okay, but i laughed in his face. ):
ohnoooooo, im so mean, but, i cannot control !
yifeng laughed too lah.
HAHAAH. okayokay. thn i felt bored, so slept. :XD
gather into grps, i didnt wakeup.
but i know grp members were crowing around me and yifeng's table.
i continued sleeping.
HAHAHA. pig. i woke up 5 mins before recess. denise evil twin took pictures of me sleeping.
hahaha. nvm.

recess.
duck played soccer. AHAHAH. who said he had to rest? huh huh huh ?
:XD he said he cannot resist.
sth bad then happened. all of us were quiet can, like for 1 min.
i almost laughed, but, i cldnt do so. everyone's serious. i cannot laugh just like that.
but yifeng said he could see that i was smiling and i could have laughed any moment.
AHHAAH. okay. :XXX
ruichen, haya, wx said i looked really scary th whole morning, said i looked like i want to kill someone. sorry, i dont think im in good mood today :X

geog was okay, i didnt do workbook, but i seem to pay attention in class, i know all th answers to th qns (: good good.
lit, nothing much. we're supposed to spot macbeth. haha.
when th video was played, all heads down again. hahaha.
i was th only one finding macbeth, AND I FOUND HIM ! yay ! :D
after recess, all of us started talking already. hah, finally.

music was soso, i was damn guailan, i guailanned joanne.
cause we were supposed to do group reflection.
thn there was this part where we're supposed to write how did you team come tgt to do this proj. or sth.
so i said quite loudly," in fact, a group member yifeng had to BURN MIDNIGHT OIL to finish this project"
AHAHHA, only 205 people will know what im talking about. we'll im just not happy with her doings. wtvr. i dont care. i was just guailan. th WHOLE group was smiling at me lah !
and, joanne smiled at me too. -.- stupid.
lunch, stayed in class. duck came over.
i asked him to get th ring out of that metal thing.
he did. after i showed him how to. HAHAAH. im pro. (:
th metal thing is fun lah kay.
thn drawing session.
he's duck of th day. sounds funny, i dont care.
(i drew a duck on his arm [: )
he guessed what, camel, giraffe, chicken, pig..
stupid right. hahaha.
thn he said he'll draw a tortise on my hand.
thn when he started drawing, he ask me guess. HAAH, stupid duck.
thn i laughed. ((:
thn hewas like, okay, im not drawing a tortise.
so i guessed, okay, tortise? terrapin? he was like, no, turttle. -.- STUPID DUCK.
hahahahaha.
maths was grrrrrrrrrrr.
hey, i know how to do th maths lah kay. and i got listen in class.
th asshole kept saying "you never pay attention in my class"
wahlaooooooo, not like i never do your work, you come in i sleep.
im always listening to your freaking BORING lesson can !
no matter what you do, YOU CANNOT SAY I DIDNT PAY ATTENTION IN YOUR CLASS.
CAUSE I DID. SO YOU CANNOT SAY I DIDNT, ASSHOLE ):
i almost screamed in TWS's face. pft.
i rolled my eyes at her and walked away, i didnt even wait for her to ans my qn, yes, rolled my eyes and walked away.
im angry. ):

ACC was kind of boring. i talked t shubbie about how i felt. thankyou for hearing me out. (:
sulaoshi was GL. shes crazy. totally.
thn i rmbered what she said to andy last week, "你的自由影响与阻止了其他同学的自由，所以你的自由是不盈虚的,明白吗?"
haha, she said really fast, it sounded like some tongue twister. funny ! (:
thn fulaoshi gave me some voucher cause of ni(2) shu(4). ahha.
we went up to flexi classrm, urgh, i felt my work's disgusting. :XXX NVM.
after sch, went down by 210 way. sth happened, shubbie was like,
why he treat his stead like that one, i was like, not steading. thn she was like, okay, gf.
i said, dno.
HAHAAH. nvm laaaah.
i decided to be very very nice to tidy up 205.
i sweeped th floor !
hahah, borrowed dustpan frm 204, duck scared me frm behind.
classrm's really clean now. execpt th dustbin. i didnt empty th bin.
hahaah. after tidying up, duck me and shubbie played th aiming drumbstick game. not very fun, but still quite fun. HAHAHA. duck's lousyyyyyyy.
:XXXX
mummy called, so left.

im sorry shubbie, im really sorry, idk why i say sorry, but, im really really really really sorry kay ):
duck's out w jt now.
tmr's 2.4,
i dont have running mood. please, wet weather tmrrrrrr. D:
my neck's killing me like crazy.
duck, please stop getting injured.
anyway, jheong and saggie told me sth that hapened 3 weeks ago.
i dont know how to react to it.
but, they'll look cute tgt. we said it soooooooo long ago.
HAHAAH.
i'll be staying back in sch tmr.
(((:

haha, if th drawing thing continues, i'll have sooooo many animals here in my posts. LOL.
nvm, its cute. ahaha. i've got to think what what animal to draw tmr.
hm, (((:

oh, yes yes, honey ! i watched th videos alr.
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, he's damn cuteeeeeee. godddddddd.
hyperventilates. (((((((((:
makes my heart go two-four-six ! :DDD

ily,
many(:

SCREAM MY HEART

2008-05-05T16:16:00.002+02:00

second post of th day.
urgh, im here to say,
IM SUPER FED-UPPPPPP. ):
i wasnt happy w sth just now, but i didnt tell anyone, yes no one.
and then, im having homework mood now and i felt like doing math.
math's fun. (maybe just today)
BUT, I LEFT MY FREAKING MATH HOMEWORK IN SCH, ):
ahhhhhhhh.
i wna scream my lungs out. ):

anyway, im sorry love, made you wait soooo long ):
no, i didnt travel to japan to hot spring bath. D;
im sorry, sleep well ! ily. (:

urgh, hope tmr'll be a better dayyyyyy. ):
i just printed like 23 pages for music proj. ):
ahhhh, ))):
okay, this post is full of ):
bye, i shall sleep to end today.
D:

ily,
many. (:

saturday, sunday, today (:

2008-05-05T12:41:00.004+02:00

as promised, im posting (:
HAHAHA.
i'll post on saturday, sunday and today.
nothing much happened today though.

Saturday
okay lets see.
omggggg, i cant remember anythhh. ):
ohohoh.
okayokay,
i woke up at 6.30am. (had math tuition)
tuition seemed to be quite easy.
hm, though things got really really complicated when we started discussing.
we were like, no, its this this this, but, wait, i thought its this this this? nolah ! eh ! no! its like that!
then all th scribblings.
(((; math is fun.
p.s, only sometimes.
haha. tuition ended at 9+
DAMN EARLY I TELL YOU.
grr.
this was th only saturday me and wx were not as high.
AHAH. other saturdays, we flip th house all over.
she left to meet rh at about 11+.
so i slacked at home.
ms chua chua's tuition was postponed to sat cause, most of us couldnt make it. ):
haha.
so ms chuachua's tuition started at 1
i left home at 1245.
i was a little late, when i reached there,
gladys and ruiqi were alr theree. EATING ):
hahaha.
we spent about 5 minutes to talk about my dressing.
HAHAHA, ms chua keeps saying she likes th way we dancers dress. YAY. :D
ruiqi said im damn flat. say i dont even have. HAHA. ((((:
gladys, nothing much. ( she looked real pretty on this day! )
ate, talked, laughed.
ah, germaine quit alr ))):
GLADYS, YOU BETTER NOT QUIT, OR RUIQI AND I WILL KILL YOU ALIVE.
hahaha.
after tuition, i rushed to des for dance.
went there, saw erina, huiqing, they told me dance's cancelled. O:
i totally sian diao,
like, wth, i rushed all th way here?
i called jeslynn to see if she was coming. she's sick ):
erina and huiqing went to check w mdm yan in lusin,
she got all of us to go up. mixed feelings.
HAHAHA.
we'll not much of dancing actually.
learnt some new dance, not pretty. ):
it's quite boring, but we had fun. HAHAHA.
we ended really really early, 5.30.
we expected it to end like what, 7 ++ ?
but teachers went for perf, yay ! (((:
poor weijian, he got hit on th face by yaozu. ):
ariel cart. haihaih.
hmm, after dance, had mini gossip session at cafe.
i didnt take part, i just listened. IM SUCH A GOOD GIRL (:
ahha. mummy came quite soon actually,
so left w her to meet others for dinner.
not many people went, just 7? D:
exam week, what to do? ):
we ate at th recreational centre just opp my house.
had alot alot of fun. we were like, eh ! you eat this for $24?
AHHAAH. many many funny things happened. i had a lot of fun :D
came back home, managed to talk to pig for awhile. :DDDDD
slept at about 1+ (:
pig slept practically th whole day, so i didnt ask him to sleep early.
HAHA. im so nice (: he watched soccerrrrr.
and he replied my message at what, 6.59? which is 7.
MEANS HE DIDNT EVEN SLEEP ):
asshole :CX
HAHAAH.
but his blog was up (:

Sunday
i woke up at 8+
such a good girl right.
hahaha. i have no tuition today cause i already had makeup lesson w shijia. wheepie ! (((:
i have to go des supre early today. 10 ?
haha, i was late by 7 minutes.
oh, anyway, love said he'll be on bed th whole day, anyth msg, but i was like, yahright, you have to go to church. but, i didnt tell him anyth, i just said, okay. rest well.
reached des, saw chewern, and others at cafe.
hahaha, yueqing laoshi was chasing them up.
so i went up w them too.
dance was pretty slack today.
practised or performing dance, thn followed by rehersal for mothers' day.
ended rather early, 1+ 2?
yeah. andandand. i thought i lost my $50.
but i called mummy, she said yeah, i dropped it on th car. :D
hahaha. ate with erina, lisa, bernice they all.
th sun was practically burning us. YES. BURNING. ):
haha, mummy, popo, minhui jiejie finally came.
then we started talking.
then we kept correcting each other's chinese.
very very funny.
erina was laughing like crazy.
i was like, 我要你了解我得明白.
then mummy was like, what chinese !
popo was like, AH, SHIT, I FORGOT WHAT SHE SAID.
but, its really funny. :DDD
me and minghuijiejie went to queensway.
we were wearing couple colours ! exactly th same (((; yellow and black.
teeheehee.
she said i looked like i was going for yoga -.- thankyou yah.
HAHAA. we bought stuff to eat. had to carry what we bought, hold our phones,
we were practically handicapped. we had to like, help each other to throw this, or hold this so we can scratch or message. HAHAHA.
drove back to des.
wooh ! th sun was still killing us. D;
went back waited for steffie to finish dance. left for hwachong.
yay ! i was strong eh today ! i didnt cry at gymnast today. really. steffie cried.
hahaah.
im stronggggggggggggggggg.
sunjiaolian says im getting better.
i felt qiang ! :D
he says my yao1 very hao. ((((:
my ariel cart is on th way. hope i can do it by myself by june? hhaha.
jianbin was emo today. jianbin! cheerups kay ! :DDDDDDD
xuannie's not coming to gym till july. ahhhhh. i'll miss you ):
take good good care of yourself pleaseeeeeeeee.
went to eat after that, with daddy, thn meet mummy, went back home.
9+, reached home, i was dead tired. gymnast was tiring,
talked to love, slept.
ohyes, daryl didi joined jt and love for church? didi was dying. ahahha.
love said he looked sexy. o.O
and this day was th first time he called me love. {{{{{{:

Today
i just came back frm dance !
I HURT MY NECKKKKK ):
NVM, FOR DANCE ! :D
dance was okayyyyyy. my legs are rather flexible today :DD
love said he'll wait for me till i finish dance. he did !
but, he was playing soccer, so when i had to leave, i just waved.
haha, 205 was damn slack today. very shuang.
we had 5 FREE PERIODS.
AHAHAH. i slept for th last 2 periods.
i was dead tired. woke up, i couldnt move my leg. hahaha.
today's just slack day lah, nothing much.
pig was at soccer during recess, lunch, met for awhile. (:
and im here now.
butt, please get well soon lehh ):
NECK, dont join th party, i dont want to die.
okayyyyyyyyy. tuition's starting soon.
ooh ! love's finally home.
~~iheardsomeuglybadnewswtvr,dontcarelahhh):~~
okay, i shall go off now.

ily,
many (:

2008-05-04T15:26:00.002+02:00

I WILL UPDATE TMR !
im so very th tired now.
and, my tail bone is still hurting.
its getting worse. ):
i'll post tmr, promise,
im missing PIG like crazy.
grrrrr.
okay
gtg, (:

ily,
many (:

lessons;napfa;out

2008-05-02T16:26:00.006+02:00

i was quite early today.
i was afraid t go t sch today.
like th first time.
i was afraid we'll be very very cold.
we'll we were in th morn.

i tried to make myself happy by singing a whole new world ! :D
NICEY NICE. ((:
chi lesson, i was a good girl okay.
uh, of cause.
HAHAH.
I READ TH PASSAGE DAMN DAMN LOUDLY.
liulaoshi got nth t say about me.
AHAHAH.
she said, you xie tong xue hen ren zhen, bu xiang you xie ren, ni men zi ji chi kui ohh !
HAHAAH.
but after reading,
me and yf kept talking.
about ________.
i kept having tears filled at my eyes.
but, i didnt let them flow down.
IM GOOD ((;
i told yf,
i cannot cry. i have to be jian qiang. ;D
thn liulaoshi see i keep talking, ask me ans her qn.
and i could ans.
WHEEPIE !
she said, "dui(4)! hao(3) de! bu(2) cuo(4)! da(4) jia(1) xie(3) xia(4) lai(2) ! zuo(4) bi(3) ji(4) !"
I CLAPPED MY HANDS.
ahhaha. yf laughed.
tsk.
PW was hmmmmm.
its th first time our class greeted ms ng soooooooo loudly.
hahaha.
SHE CAME IN SMILING KAY !
like, th first time ! FIRST TIMEEEEE !
okay.
ms edwards asked me if i printed a new PW book for myself.
i told her i havent done so.
she asked why ? when ? before or after august?
i said before.
hahaah. she kept quiet.
duh, august is like so far away.
:XXX
but after ms ng start th lesson,
she came over to my table, bend her book.
thn ms ng asked andy where is his book and why he dont have it.
hahaha.
thn she asked, who else gt no book.
i kept quiet. im sooooo bad ):
thn ms edwards look at me,
hahaha, but i didnt look at her.
thn i said softly,
oh, me,
thn ms edwards smile.
AHAHAH.
she was like you ahhhh !
thn she pull my ear !
i didnt do anyth, let her pull,
i just smile at her.
ahhaha, she was smiling too !
mesmerised by my smile (:
HAHAHA.
thn she walked over to andy
and pulled andy's ear
and talked to andy.
she seems angry D;
NO WONDER RIGHT, ANDY NEVER SMILE.
thn vv long later, we went t lab.
after lesson end, i went t ms edwards to return her her book.
she said you can have the book. and she smiled.
i was like ooh !
thn she was like, dont ooh me!
i was like, haha, thankyou thankyou thankyou ms edwards !
thn i gave her a bow ! ((;
HAHAHA.
AND SHE LAUGHED.
thn she said, takecare of th book ya !
i was like okayokay!
thn i skipped happily to rc, wx, shubbie, yf they all.
:D i was happy.
thn i went to staff rm find mr liu w yf.
mr liu seemed happy.
hahaha.
me and yf kept sarca each other.
thn i sarca mr liu,
thn he was like,
eh ! what !
hahaha.
thn i was like, what !
AHHAHA.
thn he gave th act cute face.
ahahha.
mr liu is niceeeeeeeeeeeeee!
very very nice.
he still thinks im mentally unstable.
ms neo joined us for th "party"
not a party actually.
i felt damn bad.
we didnt even buy anyth.
what a "party"
we just sang birthday song for 205,
3 cheers to 205 and mr liu.
hahaha.
quite lousy.
thn i see my phone, ooh ! miss call frm love.
so i called back.
he said dont need go up.
i just end call, ran up.
haha.
went t his class, he wasnt there, so i waited !
FINALLYYYYYY, he came.
we talked awhile, thn left.
thn alicia, joey, ongxin they all tried to mass rape me.
RARRH ALL OF YOU.
but i was strong ! :D
i ran away.
hahaha.
ongxin was like, " th buttons ! "
ahhaha, stupid girl.
A&D was grrrr.
thanks to yf, i chiong th artist research. :DD
mrs lim seem to like me a alot. :O
both good and bad.
history was ):
cause i went in class damn late.
ART'S FAULT ! D;
nth much for history, so little time !
recess was very :DDDDDD
everybody left th class,
left me, shubbie, wx, yf.
we were like,
woah ! first time only left we four eh !
ahhaha,
very wen(1) nuan(3) !
VERY.
love came to find me during lunchie.
i was really really happy.
jheong, huihui, annette disturb me after recess. ):
nvm.
i blowed in annette's ear. and she said it was damn damn damn damn itchy !
yay. im good.
but i cannot aim properly for love's.
AHHA.
lit was woah,
we read william's gideon's ruichen's yaoyao's love letter.
WILLIAM AND RUICHEN'S WAS GOOD KAY !
hahaha.
VERY VERY MUSHYYYY.
heehee.
yao's was funny.
gideon's not very good.
hahaha.
good attempt !
i think mine's lousy.
its not mushy at all.
NOT AT ALL.
(:
but, nice handwriting.
haha.
before enrichment, few of us tried jumping for SBJ.
im v v lousy, D:
i can jump.
but i decided to jump again.
thn my dear dear jiayun kapet hitting my butt everytime i bend while swinging my arms.
hahaha.
thn when she stopped, i jumped,
landed, shoom, both legs slided forward, i landed on my butt bone, BOOM.
wahlaooooooooooooooooooooo, pain.
i was dying.

napfa was dread.
i asked thomas if im not happy w my results today,
can i retake during PE,
he insisted i dont take th test, go GO check.
like, eh, my ass, i let other people check?
stupid.
but he insisted so.
he kept repeating,
THIS TEST IS NOT IMPT !
YOUR BACK IS MORE IMPT !
i was crying, my tears were flowing like crazy, i cldnt stop them, i want to take my napfa, i'll be screwed with this stupid injury, i need to get As ! D:
i just cried, very very badly.
at th same time, i kept correcting thomas is my ass not my back.
he almost crushed my paper, ask me skip th test, go check.
PFT.
thn i was angry ! ( not exactly )
i was like,
DONT CRUSH !
thn i walked away.
on th way down, i was limping );
very very pain,
i cant even walk properly,
thankyou shubbie, ruichen and love who showed concern D;
thn i tried running w 205 people.
i ren everyth.
can, not bad.
so i was determined to do it (:
thankyou jiayun, xinyuan, xiaoyuan and others who cheered for me !((:
i got B for shuttle, A for th others.
i dont wna talk about shuttle.
i ahd no idea why i ran w shoes, if not, i would have gotten A.
11.3.
11.2 is A okay ! D;
i didnt like my situp score. 56 ):
my butt bone was rubbing, rubbing, i see nothing to torture myself for, so, i stopped.
i owned sit and reach, 62 :D
thankyou yuzhe who was sooooo shocked.
i was damn damn HIGH !
ahhaah.
thn jiayun, winnie, xinyuan they all were like, rachel, you said you cannot do !
cannot do still like that !
your butt leh ! you say very pain.
thn i was like, yes, very pain.
thn they laughed.
hahaha.
IPU, i did 20, i dont wna do alr.
i got up asked laoshi at how many secs did i stop doing.
she was like,
wo(3) bu(4)zhi(1)dao(4), ni(3) zuo(4)de(2)tai(4)biao(1)zhun(3)le.
wth.
i was strong.
love was not bad :D
SBJ, i wasnt on form, i jumped 188 ):
normally i jump 198 kay !
stupid butt ):
after napfa, saw alicia.
thn ongxin treated me to drink.
THANKYOUUUUUU. :DDDDD
alik went to play netball, love went to play soccer, gideon was playing basketball.
i went up to pack my stuff.
thn love called,
so i went down t canteen.
joined joanne dear, vlr chocopuff, wang, peixian and yewchern and played th car.
HAHAAH.
no matter what dancers will still meet tgt. :D

love came, thn i went to find alik, he went to find gideon.
go eat. :D
but alicia asked me to join them.
i cannot possibly say, NOW, GET OUT OF COURT NOW.
so i said, okay, 1 game, just one.
she agreed, so we played.
im sorry love D;
love was angry D;
he was injuredddddddd.
and he waited for quite longggg );
im sorry sorry sorry. really.
thn we waited and waitied.
thn finally, left sch.
haha, me and alikkay saw sth, and we started stalking.
we were like, omg... ewww.... ohohoh, gross, oh shit oh shit... omg ! its a cycle !
AHAHAH.
only alicia knows what im talking about.
th sun was bright. (:
we WALKED all th way to central.
thn we saw sth again.
thn alicia was like.
are we stalking them or are they stalking us.
i was like, both.
hahaha.
went to lot 1,
met jason and jianbin on th way.
thn we sat at pasta mania.
after a while, we didnt feel like eating.
so we left.
AHAHAH.
after v v long thn decided to eat LJS -.-
gideon and alicia shared, me and love shared.
hahaha.
i didnt eat much, i wasnt hungry.
me and love kept applying lipstick on each other (tomato sauce)
hahaha
after eating,
left.
gideon said he'll send alicia back home. to her doorstep.
i was like woah! inside.
ahahah
thn i smiled at alicia, alicia smiled back ((:
hahaha,
me and love trained back to JE, thn walked separate ways.
<3,

went to NTUC find mum, popo, aunty, cousin,
none of them were there. NONE.
so i waited.
uh, very long );
i was tired.
very tired.
thn after shopping,
hopped on to th car, i slept all th way, woke up, and im here.
hahaah.
okay, i gtg alr. ):
hope my butt gets much better and love'll recover soon.
D;

anyway once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, 205 ! :D
we're th living insanes ! ((((:

ily,
many (:

tuition;D:;205;napfa;dance

2008-05-01T10:46:00.004+02:00

wheewhee.
chinese tuition seem to past really really quick tday.
i memorised th compo damn damn fast.
time passed like zoom zoom zoom ?
IM CLEVER KAY.
*although i left 1 braincell(only nick knows what im talking)
HAHAHA.
science was fun too.
studies about birth control,
shijia kept saying th wrong things.
AND I CORRECTED HER !
yay !
im smartttttttt.
teehee.

rarrh.
i bet ytd was on curse.
so many people was DDDDD; lah !
okay, not a alot actually.
haha.
i know joey cried. ):
JO, CHEERUPS !
ALICIA AND I LOVES YOUUUUUUUU.
i was crying ytd.
rarrrrh.
shant talk about it.
MAKE ME CANT SLEEP LAH YOU. D;

i reached sch rather late ytd.
went there, only got 205 people.
talked talked, went back to parade square.
was waiting for open space.
hopedhopedhoped blim will stop talking and let us go back t class.
i wanted to go see dino ! D;
BUT. she talked soooooooo long ?
uhuhuh.
thn hair check for upper sec guys.
me and ying ying CMI, go toilet.
go wind !
yay.
rarrh, i was wearing double !
iwasmissingdinolikecrazyitellyou):

PE!
hm, early in th morn, smelled super super strong nice smell of chicken riceee
muah muah muah !
hahaha.
i went to find thomas,
th whole class was in canteen.
im sorry );
asked thomas what we're gna do for pe later,
he was like,
lets skip pe,
GO EAT CHICKEN RICE!
hahaha, thomas is high.
i was like okay ah !
whole class pon sch, go eat !
he was like, LETS GO ! YUM YUM !
LOL.
high.
after 205 come up,
they walked damn damn slowly lah,
hahaha. nice.
thn thomas was like,
yes, continue walking slowly.
yf and i laughed (:
stupid high.
we were supposed to run 2.4km,
but got th redlight thingie. D;
always destroy our PE.
so ran 2km.
thomas said i dont look like th running type.
i was like, oh wtvr.
AHHAAH.
thn ran.
8 min +
thomas then said.
im sorry, you're a good runner. you run as fast as boys.
i was like, uh, what ? wtvr. okay.
my perspiration was dripping like crazy.
i flood th part of th floor outside th hall.
HAHA.
other periods were, okay.
nth much.
mr liu asked if i was okay again.
*he thinks im mentally unstable.*
doesnt matter (:
math test was not bad.
hope i passss.
please please please.
its like th first time im doing qns on profit and loss, money exchange?
all th exercises, copy (;
like th whole class only a few people will do?
HAHA.

recess, didnt get to meet dino );
i was DDDDDDDD;
but, i didnt say anyth.
i just prayed for after sch.
he had to go for shooting, i went w 205 and 206 to pulau semakau landfill.

ON TH LAST DAY OF APRIL, 205 WENT OUT TGT! YAY !
hahaha, kay, i was damn high.
i made myself high.
shiyun, ruichen, ollie, xinyuan, xiaoyuan, yingying, gideon,
we were all sitting tgt.
edward say sth,
we repeat what he do, laugh laugh laugh.
shiyun said "omg ! you look so seductive!"
HAHAHA,
i laughed until i turned damn red.
everyone was like
omg! rachel ! too red too red, you're gna burst ! why laugh until like that !
HAHAHA.
i was damn giddy, on th way back.
much more than on th way there. ):
came back t sch, i was happy !
cause, finnally can see dino! ((:
but, waited, nobody came.
nvm (:
misunderstanding.
thankyou shubbie, wx and yf alot ! (((:
love you all. muah muah !
hahaha.
im sorry dino.

okay, i've been saying sorry for like soooooo many times. ):
poofpoof ):

ohyes, speaking of pulau semakau.
yf was in charge of keeping th forms.
YES, FINNALY, SLACK TIME FOR ME.
thn suddenly, yf tapped my shoulder,
he showed me sth which shows.
Kong De Ren (M)
OKAY, I LAUGHED FOR FULL 5 MINS.
thn i stopped.
i thought i shldnt be mean,
but hey ! who would put their sex at th place where you're supposed to write your reg. no. ?
its a lil stupid, isnt it?
hahaha,
i told shubbie,
it soon spread to jiahwee, ruichen, ruixuan, jinyee.
WE ALL LAUGHED.
esp ruixuan and jinyee.
they can take part in laughing relay.
i think i can too.
HAHAHA.
thankyou de ren for making us laugh so much th whole day :D

i want tmr to come quickly !
ohoh, there's gna be napfa tmr.
i hope i can do well tmr );
PRAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYS !
i hope i can jump tmr.
198198 ! D;
incline, uh, not much hope.
but, i'll do my best !
thankyou people of 205 who cheered for me when i was trying that incline pullup during PE that day. ((;
shuttle run, ah, hope i can do well !
jiayou to me . :D

okay, im missing dance like crazy.
really. D;
so long alrrrrrrrr!
I WANT DANCE !
I WANT DANCE TEE!
I WANT DANCE HOODIE !
I WANT NDP!
I DONT CARE HOW TIRING IT IS ANYMORE,
I JUST WANT DANCEEEEEEE!
D;
*imisshappyclanalotD;

okay, i shall end hereeeee.
going for big meal later !
hope it can cheer me up ! :D
thankyou daryl didi for trying to cheer me up. ILOVE YOU !
ohyes, not forgetting MY WOMAN, ALICIAAAAAAAAAA!
THANKYOU FOR BEING W ME YTD.
THANKYOU ALOT ALOT ALOT.
((:

ily,
many (:

speechday;xcountry;dance

2008-04-27T03:31:00.002+02:00

okay,
it has been a super super super superrrrrrr long time i last post sth.
(;
my last post was march 2007 ?
teehee.
okay cut crap.

ah, );
i read many dance snr's blogs and read about what happened during speech day );
______ told me what happened too. ):
ah, like evelyn said, you people have alr screwed 3 of our perf. D;
our dear dear sec fours. );
uh. i bet th studio was flooded w tears );
secfours, we'll miss you.
HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO come back okay ):
esp ________ please come back, ): i want to see you.
and ZHIPENG, i got good news for you.
so you better come back.
we can share our jokes. (though they're v v stupid)

there hasnt been any dance practices this week,
not counting ms tan's monday classes );
i miss NHDS,
i miss HAPPY CLAN,
i miss ahhhhh, DDD;
dancedanedanceeeeee .

xcountry.
results were out ytd.
jianbin gave me th link. );
0055 LEE JIE WEI RACHEL Nan Hua High C Girls 122 00:19:50.79
SEE THIS FUGLY THING
uh, urberurber saddddddddddddddddd. D;
melissa th stupid girl !
21 okay.
like ONE. O-N-E and she can get like top 20 ?!
OMGGGGGGGGG.
VCAPTVCAPT !
ahahah.
alikkay you did well alr kay.
though im really DDDDDDDD;
about that lousy thing up there,
i decided, i wont give up.
like laoshi said before
"你累，我也累，但是你有看到我放棄過嗎？"
MHM. so im determined.
i wont give up , no matter how tired i am (:
laoshi's words seem to affect members of nhds alot.
see how they speak, or their blogs,
we'll go, laoshi said, laoshi said before and so on.
ahh, secfourrrrrs );

yesterday was horrible.
dont wna talk about it.
anyway, thankyou shubbie alot alot.
thanks for cheering me upp ! ((;
ILY ALOT. :D

okay, i shall go for dance and gymnast alr.
poop just woke up.
ahha, i have no idea why i call him poop.
xD
funny (;
okay. i shall get going now.
im smart at science tuition today,
i nearlyscored fullmarks for th paper.
yay.
haha.
okay,

im determined not to cry at gymnast today.
goodlucks to me. (;
dance will be fun !
anyway, dance was :DDD ytd.
i seem to like kaijie laoshi's ballet lessons,
although im supposed to hate it.
thankyou yongyi ytd. ;D
okay. im going alr.

ily, (:
many.